I'm An Employee!!!@@@#$%^&

It has been the fourth week since I start working at Hyundai - Sime Darby Motors Sdn. Bhd. for internship. Can’t say is suffering but that isn’t what I want to spend rest of my life in this current situation working in office. I think most of the people dislike working is because the salaries were low (not all), long working hours, no freedom and is keep repeating the same task. I frustrate the most is the traveling time who was waste when coming to work. Imagine that the company is just a 10km far from your house but it takes 1hours to reach. Secondly, I really miss my University life. I didn’t appreciate much when I was in the school time. The first thing I when back to University is to get concentrate in learning. What we learn actually will be applicable when come to life. Although some of those things really you though is not that useful, some how it become quite important when face certain problem. Example is topic which you can communicate with people. The more you know the more things you able to share with your friends.

though of posting the long report i have written... but i thinking of the "boringness" of the report, forget about it.........

I find something that i can spend my days without wasting it, listening to the audio books or any audio information. I found that this can improve my language at the same time improve my listening skill... more important things that its motivate me... Currently listen to one of the book name the four hour work week written by Tomotty Ferris taught us to done our things efficiency and productivity. another audio books name get the edge is written Anthony Robbin. hehe... still in the process... half way learning the things... Must fully utilize the things after learn. Gambatte TKW... believe in yourself...

沉思当中

从小语文不太好的自己，总是没好好去补救补救，
到现在才知死，活该吧？
每次妈都说语文非常重要时都吊儿郎当，当作没一回事，
老师教书从来没有专心上课，给的功课从来没有做，
报纸天天都有得看，就是动都不动，
每天电脑不是打机就是聊天，从来没有想过把自己的语文搞好，
现在就好像井底之蛙，什么都不懂，

是时候换个学习的心态了，
爱玩及被称为好动儿的我已经渐渐的安静下来了，
乱喊乱叫的我也开始照顾自己的形象了，
对做每一件事要加倍认真，
张大您的眼睛和耳朵，好好看看世界，听听他人的劝告，
把您的嘴，可以的话，没必要说话保持沉默吧，说多错多，还不是时候。

Goal of 2010...

Feels like now is the middle of the night, but is only 10pmg only. Though of sleeping early so I can wake up in the morning to online. Because my cousin disturbing me to read or do my own stuff. I don’t have mood playing with my cousin after listen to motivation talk. Knowing myself more after a two days talk from a guy name Ling Wei Xian.(doers.cn) you all can find his profile there... what he delivered is I found out me myself is like a frog under a well. Tons of things has happen around the world I have no awareness of it. the more I understand myself, the more I fear about my future life was going to be... if I dun make a change now... either I will end up my life meaningless or being a slave for my rest of my life. Either change now or never... if you dun change yourself nothing going to change from what your daily life. And I learn something that makes sense for me... life of a person will depend on the knowledge we gain from. Finally understand why parents always ask us to study hard... actually it make sense although high education people does not mean that they will earn a lot of income, but it mean something. I hope I will get to know someday. Blaming can't change anything... so rather than start doing something to chase back what I have lost.

Dream for 2010

1) Stop wasting money & start saving for investment in knowledge (Money & you) RM4000++... Remind me if I forgot (not ordering drinks at outside)

2) There are few books I wish to read currently but finish those who on my hand first (one of it was 峰与谷, who can borrow me... ^^)

3) Start improving my language (everyday at least 1 single word & 1 page of book)

4) Exercise 3 times a weeks (anything with 3set)

5) Influences people be vegetarian (sadly that this coming 4month going to break my vegetarian record, shit@@... currently staying outside lunch is free at my office but there is like my army food(Malay food but taste and looks a lot more better than army but the “ikan bilis” is much more smaller than the normal size is like what we call in Chinese "Xia Mi" as known as what^^.. at my aunt house also almost the same situation that mean those vegetables was mixed with meat... sobsob.. second day only miss my mom home cook already... thanks mom for being so understanding)

6) Stop hanging around & wasting my time (reduces playing FB, check mail and Google reader on 10pm)

7) Reduce the use and act of wait first (don't delay things that need to be done today)

8) Be more enthusiasm on learning, be curios things happen in surrounding and find out the answer not just only asking(internet is advance man!!!)

9) Prepare myself and start getting information on either Aus or NZ (Latest by end of April because need to apply which country I need to go already.

10) Everything goes beyond the boundaries.

Is not about saying, is doing it... I MUST DO IT!!!!

To my lovely friend, sorry if suddenly react differently, and I need a lot of support on this, thanks very much...

Random picture...

Just some picture i planned to post last time... during September and October... latest look in the army wear... and i found my medical report which is normal for all test... lolz..


Celebrate with CC at a korean restaurant at Mahkota Cheras... and also went to Genting for no reason... just the birthday girl said wanna go san san xin... ^^



Celebrate YY birthday as well... at Pasta Zamai... If you ask me to chose a Japanese restaurant... currently my first choices was that... ^^

2 days trips to Cameron with my Utar classmate... was a great experience ever because we went to farm on top of hill... the feeling was great... ^^

Moody...

AHTEO
that full of energetic and motivate ...
where are you?
where is the hyper teo?
damn moody...
sorry to myself that not try my best to do the paper today....
is time to fan xi fan xi de la...

Exam...

tml will be my exam on short sem as first paper ... but seriously i have no mood on taking good result for that... sorry for myself... really.... but still have to encourage myself to study till the best you can la... know really in di chao... but still have to be motivate... always stay positive ya... ^^
good luck for myself... and all my frens...

徐佳瑩 - 失落沙洲

又來到這個港口　沒有原因的拘留　
我的心乘著斑駁的輕舟　尋找失落的沙洲

隨時間的海浪漂流　我用力張開雙手　
擁抱那麼多起起落落　想念的　還是你望著我的眼波

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又一個人看海　
回頭才發現你不在　留下我迂迴的徘徊

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又把回憶翻開
除了你之外的空白　還有誰能來教我愛

又回到這個盡頭　我也想再往前走　只是越看見海闊天空　
越遺憾　沒有你分享我的感動

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又一個人看海　
回頭才發現你不在　留下我迂迴的徘徊

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又把回憶翻開
除了你之外的空白　還有誰能來教我愛

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又一個人看海
疲憊的身影不是我　不是你想看見的我

我不是一定要你回來　只是當獨自走入人海
除了你之外的依賴　還有誰能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白　還有誰能來教我愛

Not really good in expressing myself through words... I think this express my feelings...

宝贝

Dunno whether I'm really a bad sing or what... but overall I have performed 2 song ... to be honest with me... Is it I'm a bad singer?
Actually I dun have the courage to sing alone on stage... maybe because of someone given me the courage to make a change... because of someone you like or you love... you willing to make a change...
A song name 我听见有人叫你宝贝 compose by 李忠盛 sang by me today...

你問我為什麼 不再給你安慰
在寒風中漫步有家不回
好幾天不見面也無所謂
你問我為什麼 把你的信退回
又把照片撕碎毫不後悔
你問我為了什麼 開始喝酒
而且每次都喝醉

不要說我做得不對
不要說你永遠不會
因為我在無意間聽見有人叫你寶貝
不要說這是個誤會
請不要在我面前流淚
因為我明明聽見有人叫你寶貝
你讓他叫你 寶貝

Chosen this song not because of the lyrics it is because the way the song sang carry out my feelings. recall back some of my memories....

Dun misunderstood that the lyrics of the song really happen to me... haha...

空虚

空虚
then got time to 回忆往事
人就是将的拉
偶尔就会失常下
乱乱想的
但是过后就会没事的拉
都过去了

don juz find a gf to 填补 ur 空虚 loh...


thank for concern from my fren...
few line of word but means alot for me...

天使 - 五月天

你就是我的天使
保护着我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤
你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使
甚至我学会了飞翔
飞过人间的无常
才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎么样
只要有你就会是天堂
像孩子依赖着肩膀
像眼泪依赖着脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖
给我力量
像诗人依赖着月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使 你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂？

Is almost 5 month that our relationship ended...
She is a good girl, a cheerful, nice, charming, intelligence although always been call as "old people", hard work, caring, sweet and so on..........

Sorry that what have been done... not appreciate you...
My bad....
Learn from lesson.... 有的时候要珍惜。

Congratulation found a better one...

thailand

Told myself that dun always say tomorrow that why I here to finish up my Thailand trip which is said earlier gonna blog about thai... this trip my family trip that me, my sis, my mom and my 2 aunty on from muar and another on penang go together... Is always not that fun that going with parents but once in a while you must accompany your parents as they grow you up... wei... where can say once in a while geh... lolz..

Is not a good kick start where on the road to bukit kayu hitam, we saw an accident. When i saw the smoke coming out from the truck... i quickly wake up my sis to take photo... so bad la me wei... you see the second picture you will remain silence for few second ba...

100 meter away from our car...

walao... watch movie meh abang...
take inside the car that why no clear..

oh ya... Actually we are travelling by car.. that mean me and my sister are take turn to drive to thailand... dun think that we go bangkok...@@... just HatYai only... the most interesting part is you dunno their language and we stuck in kastam for a while because of some miscommunication. reminder, going oversea the car must be your own car and bring the what borang along... if not you gonna was lot of time at there... they are reducing the cases of stolen car.
First stop and the last stop also HatYai.we found a hotel room and left the car at the hotel and sit taxi(they call as tuk tuk) to travel around. when reached there, i didn't go out and straight away to my mom that i will to rest because of the last paper i just had... i didn't get to sleep well... so they decided to take a walk and da bao for me I just left in the hotel room... haha...

Second day, place to go... Songkhla...
surely their beach is nice, clean, and clearer our PD much much... haha...

teo is ready to go by with tuktuk car...

reached the beach of Songkhla.

the mermaid they said in Songkhla... what the big deal? haha...

they use to stand behind the car when the sit is full... i'm just posting...

that ice-cream is mixture of corn, peanut, bread, pulut... lol

mango pulut... very the best... i mean that mango... haha

people KFC give sin chan leh...

this only can find in thailand? all species selling at tesco like that..
for malaysia people will a bit culture shock that they can sell pork open space on tesco leh... why we malaysia can't wan... haha...

Just play at there 3 days, the next day we stay at penang my aunty house.. thx her that keep bring us to eat good food although i can't eat... sobsob..

k la.. tired ah... see you 3 weeks later blogspot..