DARK NIGHT

In a dark horror night, that’s around 1am in the middle of the night, the electricity was cut down in a without any warning while i was half way finish my bath. Life is full of unexpected stuff, but most of those unexpected stuff always is a good things for me. Like I said cut of electricity is happen when I was taking bath. But think at positively the hand phone was with me at toilet and I just finish bathe while just taking towel to clean up.

Well, just came from gathering of my secondary classmate. Just few of us are there only, around 13, list out their name first, teo(me), ali, hai ting, chew chin, poh peng, szee mee, chun peng, pik shan, li fong, kah ling, ze kai, chee liang and yan ho. As usual, can say that my classmate that still keep in touch is this few friends. Others do not appreciate? No idea. What can I say today gathering? No big deal just as usual being the guy that always is a laugher for others. Waste of time? No idea as well.

This keep come to my mind, what should I be studying next. My diploma got to finish in anytime. Should I be changing course or continue with my banking and finance? What is more important for me? Banking is a good career for coming year?

teo`

BAD mood....

Dunno why that i have such an anger to my belongings that was hide by my housemate... perhaps it was the instrument that i use to play... they really dunno what music player really appreciate their instrument... wtf man... although is just a drum stick... they better put back my stuff on my table... is not about xiao qi... is about my personality... own people have their own belongings which dislike people to play it.... -_-'''

Is all about keeping fit...

Come to my mind... Does girls really like those guys that with fit and muscly bodies? haha... is a question with no answer... :) Difference people have their own visual and preference on a guy right?
For me, is that important to have good looking or fit body... What I can see now is I'm having a spare tayar on my stomach that i going to cut it off... hopefully... at least make it 33 or 34 ok? was thinking to just diet or start to build up my body.. is about time to maintain and to keep the shape on future life... this been a hard week for me... 3 day nonstop doing gym for 1hours... whole body like marshmallows lembet lembet adi... haha... but is fun to used up your energy in sport(gym consider is sport right?)... Must maintain at least 3 day in gym to cut down my spare tayar as my planning in 2008 the number 7 act...
GAMBATTE...

Teo`

Holiday...

Is been a long time that didn't post anything here... should say normally my open is like that... Do not know why can't consistently writing my blog on time? Should I be setting a goal that must write a blog at least once in a week? Should it be motivate myself to do so?
Is has been a long holiday for me. Found out that a lot of stuff that I done that do not benefits me. Always blaming, gossip people stuff, scolding, argue with parents and sibling, and criticize others, negative thinking and lot more. To get it out of my head need sometime, just need to always be cool, calm and intelligence when making and movement. Do not wish to be as usual that do not aware of any surrounding stuff, my future, my life, my personality and so on. We all have dream that will become true in matter of time, but without knowledge of knowing those dream, what me been dreaming of them. Just will be something like living better life, getting a great job, get marry with a pretty women, want to travel is something like that. but without knowing others circumstances, like living a better life consider of what, getting a great job is what, what with my mine that was a pretty girl, travel to where and what their culture and why i wanted so much to get those. Until today I only know that Canberra is a city of Australia and others more country likes Sydney and Melbourne. I have not awareness for that kind of stuff. Hate of history, hate of studying. What am I so hated about it? That’s for my own good. It will be late to start all over again. But nothing is late than staying there doing nothing. As Chinese rhesis says 只怕站, 不怕慢。So do not scare of late doing anything, nothing is late to be done. Gambatte!!@@

Planning for 2008,
1) Get myself to graduate in 2008 May.
2) Be awareness of my surrounding stuff.
3) Remember to remember. (Sound stupid, but that a great motivate word)
4) Get to learn Japanese word by reading hiragana and katakana.
5) Learn Guitar or Drum. (Get to know the language of music)
6) Get myself into Utar. (Get all those information of it, and get good in my result to able to archive the grade)
7) Keep down my body weight lower than 80kg before Universities.
8) Maintain of doing workout and reading by every day.
9) Start saving for my personal financial planning.
10) Get my look better. (Learn styling hair or others)

Is a great holiday for me on this short time of period.

What life?

Is been a long exam week that are just ended. Full of stress that are not usually spoken by me... what is life man... how should a life go on by passing every day without a target? A life that without goal, target and dreams still is life? what m'i thinking man... sad

What is today about?

Just back from a paper that was so unexpected today... totally out of my mind... what a sad sad day.. first out... Go in to exam room... my pen is out of INK... keep remind myself to bring two pen... but the others pen wasn't with me... lame... Guess what next... Myself didn't notice that my hp was inside my pocket while the exam started... Though that being a good study that just pass it to those examiner will get back after the exam... Things that piss off me that is my hp was not just keep for after exam can get it back... It has been confiscated... -_-''' ok... since i break the rules... i have to bear the risk... what rules that stated that going off to toilet while exam need to check off shoes? swt... take off my shoes in front of public... only i do it... the rest of them go toilet also didn't check... MCB.. wallet put on table also got examiner check it whether go hidden note or not... SWT.. I can't stop my rude words for this whole day... damn moody... but the best thing still is i'm able to done most of the question... seriously... If this paper fail... REALLY dunno WTF I'm doing...
COOL DOWN DUDE... EVERYTHING GONNA BE SUPER DUPER FIND COMING DAY...

2008

Was thinking to post anything at here de.. but when i started to write my blog... in between something disturbed me to do others stuff... that why most of those are incomplete things that wanna to write out.. haha... currently was quite busy with my revision... finish feel that the feeling to study come to me... cleaned my room with a good environment to do my revision... just changed my roommate which is wen hao to my secondary classmate which continue his study as IT i think, kha choon... is good to me perhaps cause that fellow always not in his room... i just like staying alone in the room~ haha... his gf which is my neigbhour... that why most of the time u can't see him at this room at this moment... :)
time passed so fast, is 2008 9January adi... 9more day was my first paper... financial service... hope wasn't that hard to me... :) all the best... gambatte...

January 7, 2008

Finally settle down most of my stuff… unplugged is finally over, just go back visit my band practice, and start revision for coming exam in. Although in unplugged wasn’t get what that I expect to get but as long as learn something is good enough. And get to know a lot of things that I always didn’t notice about it. It’s been a good experience and gets to involved to activities or event in college. Won’t be regrets joining event. Hope others event will get a better post.

December 13, 2007

Is raining outside my condo, should say pv3, because I’m now sitting outside (stair) a house that waiting someone to out the door for me to go in to do assignment. Last minute stuff sure is like this. J

The first letter starts today. Blog? Haha… Why is say like that? Because after buying my new laptop around one month one blog also haven’t posted new stuff there yet. Really appreciate what I’m having now. Thx god. J By the way, how was my life going on? I’m always thinking to be one of the committee for some event and finally, I’m one of it. (Unplugged assistant programme coordinator)

fainted....

The first time that i never fell it before... nearly fainted... now i know why when people are fainted are totally no feeling with his sense... lucky before i totally blur is already sitting and laying on the chair in gym room.... perhaps that after drinking that cold water while just finish running... lucky that was nothing big deal with me... just laying at there rest around 10minute... get better than start doing again... swt... not scare will do until die.... haha...
still that same guy like that... although just think though alot of stuff... but still like dun have the self motivation to move me along... erm... A girl that perhaps can moving me forward by what she doing is so impressive... maybe my classmate are totally difference with them... how they efficiently do their assignment... maybe we doing those in the last minute way? is it good? I dun think so... haiz... everything that i'm doing now really worrying what my result going to have for coming exam... was failed two subject last sem... was totally unexpected... while i still so confidence to say that i won't... swt... better work harder for coming exam... dun like what is doing last few sem like that...

Moodless....

2 year 2 semester, get the first semester result... unexpected result.
can't image that paper that have quite confidence to score finally came out with a fail result...
what is going on with me? gonna cut down my thing already... GAmbaTte... for this sem.... i know i can do it...

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
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也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。
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不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
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他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他， 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .


copy from somewhere... haha.. dunno who posted this de... quite meaningful... haha

Exam....

Is looks like really a period didn't post anything at here... Mood has been gone. It is different when last time writing anything here... like a person surely will look at it and comment on it... but now won't hope of that... Just hope that left something down when look back what i have done now... A person change day by day.. just like me... time really changed a lot of things... that day really hoping of something but for now that things wasn't so importance now... everything changing... why i still the same when facing exam? next Thursday will be my first paper of exam.. Principle of Investment... It's quite a nice subject for me... but... haiz.. this semester motivation of study was damn low... haiz... Too enjoying my college life... that the worse place.. I think that never fail never feel the pain... haiz... by the way... sleep first... next time continue.. if not tml sure kena sut...
jia you jia you... exam~~~!!!! sure GREAT....

Happiness?

Blogging life was my hobby at a period of time.... dunno why have been gone. Just saw a friend blog let me feel that some of those memories should write down will make me feel better... last time i was recover like this... why not now? can't let go what should let go? look through her frenster... posted him and her... that let me confirm that the guy let her a happy life... why should i suffering myself... world is wide... move out the first step... one semester passed... dun waste another semester for just waiting there doing nothing... she also won't hope that i become a useless person.. life shouldn't be just like that... it should be colourful... not just sadness bring along my life.. I dun wan this kind of feeling.. Learn a lot for that period... everything that happen is surely relate to what have u done... Depends whether is good or bad only...
Just when back from Genting... Surely is a relaxing place... fresh air.. cold weather... although wasn't that cold that day... with a gang of best friend gone up.. really feel happy this trip... is just like a team to go do something else together... i like this feeling...
College life will be start tomorrow... I really enjoy my college life... my study life... All things should let go let it be... Dun make it as your road block for your future life... The road is still far away... This is what i always like to remind myself... Dun regret what have u done... What u having now is what u have chose to be last time... this is how i motivate myself to move for to see future... Dun look back... is just a memories that left behind... Should see future that haven't happen... things that happen can't be change... just can change those thing that haven't been occur... Gambatte!! I can make it through..

Unbelievable...

Something happen so fast that i can't acceptable... when it occur it should be... i can't do anything with that... what is the real communication that between a couple? telling the truth or what you felt to each others? i think this is my mean problem between us... i never dare to tell what i felt to u... looking to a girl that like u will never welling to see her sad.. so no never quarrel with her before... maybe I'm wrong.. something a couple quarrel will make either their relationship getting better or getting worse... most of the time they will get better... maybe that why many couple after quarrel will get their relationship getting better.. quearral also come for communication.. reli reli lack of communication... but anyway... you yuan zi ran hui zai yi chi... wish always be happy...

No longer couple...

2/4.. finally we break up... i'm hurt... dunno what the feeling now.. after passing so many day.. miss u? love u? or hate u? stilll dunno what the reason that we break.. my first time.. never feel this kind of pain before.. now what should i do? fren call me giv up her.. i dunno what should i do now.. haiz.. brain giv me and answer... !! jin... how are u feeling now? u will miss me de? 2years chansing a giril get 2month staying together.. then i need to use alot of time to chanse another girl so we can stay longer? hah...wu nai... lost my target again.. no longer couple.. gonna miss u jin...

Hamm

My cute little hamm...
hehe...

25句值得记住的话

25句值得记住的话

1、记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的。改变能改变的，接受不能改变的

2、能冲刷一切的除了眼泪，就是时间，以时间来推移感情，时间越长，冲突越淡，仿佛不断稀释的茶

3、怨言是上天得至人类最大的供物，也是人类祷告中最真诚的部分

4、智慧的代价是矛盾。这是人生对人生观开的玩笑

5、世上的姑娘总以为自己是骄傲的公主(除了少数极丑和少数极聪明的姑娘例外)

6、如果敌人让你生气，那说明你还没有胜他的把握

7、如果朋友让你生气，那说明你仍然在意他的友情

8、令狐冲说“有些事情本身我们无法控制，只好控制自己。”

9、我不知道我现在做的哪些是对的，那些是错的，而当我终于老死的时候我才知道这些。所以我现在所能做的就是尽力做好每一件事，然后等待着老死

10、也许有些人很可恶，有些人很卑鄙。而当我设身为他想象的时候，我才知道：他比我还可怜。所以请原谅所有你见过的人，好人或者坏人

11、鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里.水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心里

12、快乐要有悲伤作陪，雨过应该就有天晴。如果雨后还是雨，如果忧伤之后还是忧伤.请让我们从容面对这离别之后的离别。 微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你

13、死亡教会人一切，如同考试之后公布的结果——虽然恍然大悟，但为时晚矣

14、你出生的时候，你哭着，周围的人笑着；你逝去的时候，你笑着，而周围的人在哭！一切都是轮回!!!! 我们都在轮回中

15、男人在结婚前觉得适合自己的女人很少，结婚后觉得适合自己的女人很多

16、于千万人之中，遇见你所遇见的人；于千万年之中，时间的无涯荒野里，没有早一步，也没有晚一步，刚巧赶上了

17、每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易:被习惯所掩盖，被时间所迷离,被惰性所消磨

18、人生短短几十年，不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，该爱的时候就去爱，无谓压抑自己

19、《和平年代》里的话：当幻想和现实面对时，总是很痛苦的。要么你被痛苦击倒，要么你把痛苦踩在脚下

20、真正的爱情是不讲究热闹不讲究排场不讲究繁华更不讲究噱头的

21、生命中，不断地有人离开或进入。于是，看见的，看不见的；记住的，遗忘了。 生命中，不断地有得到和失落。于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了。 然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？

22、我们确实活得艰难，一要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，就足以使我感奋不已 23、我不去想是否能够成功,既然选择了远方,便只顾风雨兼程; 我不去想,身后会不会袭来寒风冷雨,既然目标是地平线,留给世界的只能是背影

24、后悔是一种耗费精神的情绪,后悔是比损失更大的损失,比错误更大的错误,所以不要后悔

25、日出东海落西山，愁也一天，喜也一天；遇事不钻牛角尖，人也舒坦，心也舒坦

精典好习惯

01. 不说“不可能“三个字.

02. 凡事第一反应:找方法,而不是找借口. 　　

03. 遇到挫折对自己大声说:太棒了! 　　

04. 不说消极的话,不落入消极情绪,一旦出现立即正面处理　　

05. 凡事先订立目标,并且尽量制作“梦想版“. 　　

06. 凡事预先作计划,尽量将目标视觉化. 　　

07. 工作时间.每一分,每一秒都做有利于生产的事情. 　　

08. 随时用零碎的时间(如等人、排队等)做零碎的事情. 　　

09. 守时. 　　

10. 写下来,不要太依靠脑袋记忆. 　　

11. 随时记录灵感. 　　

12. 把重要的观念,方法写下来,并贴起来,以随时提示自己.

13. 走路比平时快30%,走路时脚尖稍用力推进,肢体语言健康有力,不懒 散,萎靡.

14. 每天出门照镜子,给自己一个自信的微笑. 　　

15. 每天自我反省一次. 　　

16. 每天坚持一次运动. 　　

17. 听心跳一分钟,指在做重要事情前,疲劳时,心情烦躁时,紧张时. 　　

18. 开会坐在前排. 　　

19. 微笑. 　　

20. 用心倾听,不打断对方说话. 　　

21. 说话时声音有力.感觉自己声音似乎能产生有感染力的磁场.

22. 说话之前,先考虑一下对方的感受. 　　

23. 每天有意识,真诚地赞美别人三次以上. 　　

24. 及时写感谢卡,哪怕是用便笺写. 　　

25. 不用训斥,指责的口吻跟别人说话. 　　

26. 控制住不要让自己做出为自己辩护的第一反应. 　　

27. 每天做一件“分外事“. 　

28. 不管任何方面,每天必须至少做一次“进步一点点“. 　　

29. 每天提前15分钟上班,推迟30分钟下班. 　　

30. 每天在下班前用5 分钟的时间做一天的整理工作. 　　

31. 定期存钱. 　　

32. 节俭. 　　

33. 时常运用“头脑风暴“. 　　

34. 恪守诚信,说到做到.

35. i am the best one!!!


copy from other wan.. :P
meanful....

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action is power....

tired and stress but full of power after attend a classes.. is about 3 day... learn the thing that i never ever thing that i can learn it before...
Action Is Power is our tittle of the camp... first of all.. teacher keep remind us that most of the time we jus always thing about without action and do it... jus keep day dreaming... is that what will get after when learn???? what must action about.. i think i written 100 of my target between 2006-2010... why do this... ask ourselves a question... if we walking in dark without a light leading.... is that we were going to come out from the darkness??? targets is like a light... lead u to a place that u always dreams... u always hope...now refirm to future... if u now dun do it right,... when??? if u dun find out now... when???? write until here first... tml continue... later 7am going to go to attend classes again... now adi 4am.. although i'm stress... but my spirits will keep me going to where i want todo... what i want to learn....

thank you

i would like to share this with my fren... i agree what inside there saying.... thank you all my fren....
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