I'm An Employee!!!@@@#$%^&

It has been the fourth week since I start working at Hyundai - Sime Darby Motors Sdn. Bhd. for internship. Can’t say is suffering but that isn’t what I want to spend rest of my life in this current situation working in office. I think most of the people dislike working is because the salaries were low (not all), long working hours, no freedom and is keep repeating the same task. I frustrate the most is the traveling time who was waste when coming to work. Imagine that the company is just a 10km far from your house but it takes 1hours to reach. Secondly, I really miss my University life. I didn’t appreciate much when I was in the school time. The first thing I when back to University is to get concentrate in learning. What we learn actually will be applicable when come to life. Although some of those things really you though is not that useful, some how it become quite important when face certain problem. Example is topic which you can communicate with people. The more you know the more things you able to share with your friends.

though of posting the long report i have written... but i thinking of the "boringness" of the report, forget about it.........

I find something that i can spend my days without wasting it, listening to the audio books or any audio information. I found that this can improve my language at the same time improve my listening skill... more important things that its motivate me... Currently listen to one of the book name the four hour work week written by Tomotty Ferris taught us to done our things efficiency and productivity. another audio books name get the edge is written Anthony Robbin. hehe... still in the process... half way learning the things... Must fully utilize the things after learn. Gambatte TKW... believe in yourself...

沉思当中

从小语文不太好的自己，总是没好好去补救补救，
到现在才知死，活该吧？
每次妈都说语文非常重要时都吊儿郎当，当作没一回事，
老师教书从来没有专心上课，给的功课从来没有做，
报纸天天都有得看，就是动都不动，
每天电脑不是打机就是聊天，从来没有想过把自己的语文搞好，
现在就好像井底之蛙，什么都不懂，

是时候换个学习的心态了，
爱玩及被称为好动儿的我已经渐渐的安静下来了，
乱喊乱叫的我也开始照顾自己的形象了，
对做每一件事要加倍认真，
张大您的眼睛和耳朵，好好看看世界，听听他人的劝告，
把您的嘴，可以的话，没必要说话保持沉默吧，说多错多，还不是时候。

Goal of 2010...

Feels like now is the middle of the night, but is only 10pmg only. Though of sleeping early so I can wake up in the morning to online. Because my cousin disturbing me to read or do my own stuff. I don’t have mood playing with my cousin after listen to motivation talk. Knowing myself more after a two days talk from a guy name Ling Wei Xian.(doers.cn) you all can find his profile there... what he delivered is I found out me myself is like a frog under a well. Tons of things has happen around the world I have no awareness of it. the more I understand myself, the more I fear about my future life was going to be... if I dun make a change now... either I will end up my life meaningless or being a slave for my rest of my life. Either change now or never... if you dun change yourself nothing going to change from what your daily life. And I learn something that makes sense for me... life of a person will depend on the knowledge we gain from. Finally understand why parents always ask us to study hard... actually it make sense although high education people does not mean that they will earn a lot of income, but it mean something. I hope I will get to know someday. Blaming can't change anything... so rather than start doing something to chase back what I have lost.

Dream for 2010

1) Stop wasting money & start saving for investment in knowledge (Money & you) RM4000++... Remind me if I forgot (not ordering drinks at outside)

2) There are few books I wish to read currently but finish those who on my hand first (one of it was 峰与谷, who can borrow me... ^^)

3) Start improving my language (everyday at least 1 single word & 1 page of book)

4) Exercise 3 times a weeks (anything with 3set)

5) Influences people be vegetarian (sadly that this coming 4month going to break my vegetarian record, shit@@... currently staying outside lunch is free at my office but there is like my army food(Malay food but taste and looks a lot more better than army but the “ikan bilis” is much more smaller than the normal size is like what we call in Chinese "Xia Mi" as known as what^^.. at my aunt house also almost the same situation that mean those vegetables was mixed with meat... sobsob.. second day only miss my mom home cook already... thanks mom for being so understanding)

6) Stop hanging around & wasting my time (reduces playing FB, check mail and Google reader on 10pm)

7) Reduce the use and act of wait first (don't delay things that need to be done today)

8) Be more enthusiasm on learning, be curios things happen in surrounding and find out the answer not just only asking(internet is advance man!!!)

9) Prepare myself and start getting information on either Aus or NZ (Latest by end of April because need to apply which country I need to go already.

10) Everything goes beyond the boundaries.

Is not about saying, is doing it... I MUST DO IT!!!!

To my lovely friend, sorry if suddenly react differently, and I need a lot of support on this, thanks very much...