sad!!!

jus write that blog liao but still haven't start reading a book.. haiz... keep sitting in foront of this computer.. haiz.. nothing to do hewre also dun wan go away form here.. 555.. HELPPPPPPP... reli wan destroy my computer then only i can concentrade to my study meh??? some angel!!!! help me!!!! 5555!!!! sad!!! jus now when 10 i go to sleep.. but can't sleep.. laying there about 2 and half hour... then still can't sleep only come to this com play omething else then write blog here... haiz.. later still wan to go to school... dunno go liao school will make me feel more hardwork?? i think i bcoz my mom always scold me to do that and this and scold me to read book make me feel like read is calling by people.. no myself wan to read wan... so this few day when pick up a book few like had been paksa to read it wan... so no mood to read it and then play other thing liao... see la.. how to start leh... reli tired... to face this kind of family.. is hard man... although this holiday got group study.. talk read word la.. i also didn't reli get something at there... but i jus teach them mm and mt only.. jus fresh back those thing i forgot liao wan for mm and mt.. other i think one also didn't revision till... 555.. at home more cham... dun even take a book and read it!!!!!!! holy shit... 555.. still no sleepy leh... wait when to bed jus will lay there nia.. how?? no game too play too liao... giv me deleta liao... 555.. lucky i deleta it.. if not sure still playing that game wan... but i think writing at here is much more better then playing those unhealthly game... not sex la... jus no help at exam... but typing can inprove my english... my privite teacher say wan wor.. i also feel like that... hm... still got what fai word to say leh... boring la.. at night alone sitting in front of computer... wan find a friends to chat also so hard... how come!!.. all ppl slept only left this stupid ghost typing blog here... hehehe... see.. boring until like that... my dear fren whos was reading my blog you can scold me also.. scold me until me awake from lazy... scold me.. but dun like my mom la... dunno scold me la.. erm.. talk to me.. or teach me.. or anyhitng else also can... i hope i can change.. must fast.. time jus left 4 week.. nono... 3 week half.. !!!1 hm... or i write the pearl again in here?? also study my... lolz... erm... got comments write la.. dun so gu han.... 闲了.. 写英语写到.. 现在写华语.. 你知道我在等你吗?? 麻烦.. 写华文... 汉语拼音很难啊!!! 到此为止... 我真的很闷了...

SPM

jus come bback form serembam... i go there alone to take some cd... and help my mom take some book too... no same.. is alot of book... make my hand very pain now... those love story book.. all girl like the read wan.. haiz... erm. this holiday can say didn't any of book that i dunno how to face my exam after 4 week.. haiz.. so scare now but dunno how to start and read book... my fren keep telling me to start study liao but i still like that.. haiz.. i hope i can start study now after i deleta my warcraft game... this game make me keep playing all night and day.. i make up my mind to deleta it bcoz after that seminar the leactuler told us that you got think about what you wan to do after spm having a suck exam paper... and think about thing that you dislike to do... i think those people that doing those hard job and dirty job bcoz they have no choose to chose what they wan to do.. i will start my study tomolo... i think go to school better at home.. i can't read any book at home.. tomolo going to school... PMR study had just pass their exam today... hope thier exam was good.. now SPM is coming.. i will do my best.. no just typing here... i will start now... ok.. hope all of you also too.. dun lose with me....

holiday without Her...

now still haven't sleep.. heheh... but i think today no going to sleep. later going to inti college for a seminar... erm.. siao liao... later sure gantuk wan... heheh.. but i try my best to listen la.. this hole holiday didn;t her after that day BBQ at puan eng house... that day at puan eng house(my mt teacher)nothing big news happy.. jus find out Ali is too care to other... his didn't care about him self at all... keep thinking about fren and fan about fren nia.. haiz.. dunno how to help him to solve to problem.. and that day my teacher buy vegeterain food at outside for me.. heheh.. so good.. and quite happy la.. although didn't with the girl i like play alot.. but still can saw her come is enough liao.. but now.. hmm... my mind keep running out her thing and her name.. !!!! that call gila?? haiz.. no brave to call her... hm... i think so long.. and also i also her fren that what is her opinion with me.. they all say she dislike me.. is that true... hm.. i think i trust too... i think i going to give up soon... i know that we stay together will no be happy... so i chose it i wouldn't jui her anymore.. jus be fren with her only enough.. dun think too much liao.. i hope i can do it and slowly forget her... if not is painful.. but that is normaly that thinking a girl that you like la... hmm... i think i write until here..going to bong bong lo.. now is 6am liao... 7.15 must reach there...