SPM

jus come bback form serembam... i go there alone to take some cd... and help my mom take some book too... no same.. is alot of book... make my hand very pain now... those love story book.. all girl like the read wan.. haiz... erm. this holiday can say didn't any of book that i dunno how to face my exam after 4 week.. haiz.. so scare now but dunno how to start and read book... my fren keep telling me to start study liao but i still like that.. haiz.. i hope i can start study now after i deleta my warcraft game... this game make me keep playing all night and day.. i make up my mind to deleta it bcoz after that seminar the leactuler told us that you got think about what you wan to do after spm having a suck exam paper... and think about thing that you dislike to do... i think those people that doing those hard job and dirty job bcoz they have no choose to chose what they wan to do.. i will start my study tomolo... i think go to school better at home.. i can't read any book at home.. tomolo going to school... PMR study had just pass their exam today... hope thier exam was good.. now SPM is coming.. i will do my best.. no just typing here... i will start now... ok.. hope all of you also too.. dun lose with me....

holiday without Her...

now still haven't sleep.. heheh... but i think today no going to sleep. later going to inti college for a seminar... erm.. siao liao... later sure gantuk wan... heheh.. but i try my best to listen la.. this hole holiday didn;t her after that day BBQ at puan eng house... that day at puan eng house(my mt teacher)nothing big news happy.. jus find out Ali is too care to other... his didn't care about him self at all... keep thinking about fren and fan about fren nia.. haiz.. dunno how to help him to solve to problem.. and that day my teacher buy vegeterain food at outside for me.. heheh.. so good.. and quite happy la.. although didn't with the girl i like play alot.. but still can saw her come is enough liao.. but now.. hmm... my mind keep running out her thing and her name.. !!!! that call gila?? haiz.. no brave to call her... hm... i think so long.. and also i also her fren that what is her opinion with me.. they all say she dislike me.. is that true... hm.. i think i trust too... i think i going to give up soon... i know that we stay together will no be happy... so i chose it i wouldn't jui her anymore.. jus be fren with her only enough.. dun think too much liao.. i hope i can do it and slowly forget her... if not is painful.. but that is normaly that thinking a girl that you like la... hmm... i think i write until here..going to bong bong lo.. now is 6am liao... 7.15 must reach there...

happy birthday

haloo.. yesterday i also my fren birthday.. is athough girl birthday.. we celebrate with her and another girl that is last sunday birthday wan... buy an ice-cream cake and a fruit cake... erm.. but so unlucky... the fruit cake drop down form table.. 555... but with cover.. lucky still can eat and celebrate... hehe.... i giv that girl a piggy and burn liao 23 prices of cd for her... is so long when burn 23 cd... make me two day slept at about 4 am.. later still wan to wake up and go to school.. zzzz.. but ok la. can make the girl so happy.. with all the thing that i done... i will be happy too.. o.. today is the last day of pecubaan... taking bc paper.. suck man. haiz... nvm.. then later go swiming... wah.. first time go to sona room... !!!! so hot man.. i not a place for ppl to stay.. can't stay too long inside.. will die..!!! then nothing big news happen liao. wish the girl happy birthday.. and this saturday going to my mt teacher BBQ.. celebrate exam has pass... jus for relax... and for preparing the next biggest exam.. SPM and the last exam in my (secondnery)?? school... hope all the best!!

happy birthday to my dear fren

so late liao still can't sleep.. hehe... dunno why... erm... later still wan go to school... now adi 3.30 liao..zzz.. erm... dunno wan to write what.. lolz... o ya.. at yesterday afternoon.. the B.M.bengkel skor A ppl call me... ask me got go or no... hmm.. i think would't go coz of that day i got thing to do.. so ... now burning thing for my fren.. tomolo her birthday... so burning a video that she like for her... :p oH.. yesterday also my fren birthday...yee mun.. call her twise... one is when she at tuitoin.. so dun hv chat till what... one is when she coming back for ktm.. wish her happy birthday liao and then.. suddenly the line was disconnet... i think no line at there.. so like that.. hm.. nvm la...i think that all... so sien but can't sleep.. lolz

MM result make me feel sad...

haiz... today get my mm result.. wan to cry liao.. paper two jus get 62/100... walao.. first time get this kind of mark man.. if my sis know sure laugh about my result wan... mm also get lousy result.. what about mt.. of cause suck la... haiz.. tomorrow will having two mm paper too... dun so careless liao... draw Graf properly... double check liao.. must.. normally I wouldn't do checking... but this time must go check see whether got careless mistake or not.. today have my economic paper.. still ok... not so hard.. if i got go read i think i can get about 60++.. but yesterday too tired.. dun even read a few page go to sleep liao... lucky i know how to do it.. few of it is quite easy.. so i think will skor at there... her birthday coming soon... still dunno what i going to buy... and plus i pk liao... 5555.... keep using money this few day... haiz... what should i buy leh.. o.. today my private teacher birthday.... happy birthday to her... very funny thing.. last two day i send a ms to greet her happy... at last only knwo that day is only 20sep...zzz.. study unti forget the date liao... no still haven't go greet her.. last see wan call her or ms only... :P ok la... stop here... must get 80 ahhhhhhhh.. my mm.. this time.. dun be so careless liao!!!

MT exam.

today jus get my gerak gempur exam paper... haiz.. still can't get my target... paper one jus get 51 and paper two get 46... haiz... mt target is above 70 mark...Just get about 60 nia.. still long way to go...zzz but i'm trying my best lia... tomorrow going to have mt paper.. i will take my time to done it. dun do so fast... always have alot of careless mistake.. do to fast.. lolz... always dun take my time to do problely.. keep going toilet.. lolz.. one exam can go up to 2 time to toilet.. every paper that i take.. hahaha.. but going to toilet is for me to relax my brain.. this is one of my teknik to dun give to must stress for my self.. go relax a while and the come back and do again.. it will feel better.. trust me.. :P now lazy to do revision liao la... so sien.. keep seeing the same thing nia... still dunno... lolz haiz.. ok la.. stop here... gogogo... all the best!!!!!!!!!!!

english exam suk

you know what the novel question come out.. suk man.. come out themes.. haiz.. we sport that the question that will not come out lioa wan because of last year have come out adi this question... haiz... shit,.. make me dunno how to do it.. but for me this paper is more then last few time paper... the summery is so many exam the first summery that i know how to do it and know what the meaning is.... hehe ok la.. lazy to type liao.. hehehe.. wan watch malaysia idol..

The Pearl....

Tomorrow exam got come out a story call the pearl.. I write something thing here to memories and for fun.. I write about character of the novel... this is not my essay la... my teacher write liao wan.. I jus copy down and plus to memory it nia... lazy to read nia... move my hand and my eyes.. feel more comfortable....
There are many qualities that can make a character a hero. As for me a hero should be someone who is brave, respected, decisive, responsible, kind, helpful and tolerant.
Through the pearl has many character, I think the most hero of the character is Kino. This is because Kino demonstrates many good values such as courage, sensitivity, responsible, and strength. He is also one of the main character in the story because the story deals with the events in his life.
Kino is a poor Mexican fisherman of native Indian descent. He is young and strong. He is also very sensitive and emotional person. This shown by the fact that everything he sees, does or feels is represented by a song in his mind. He and his family live in a small brush house close to the sea near the town of La Paz.
Kino’s main intention is to provide his family the best things in life. He works very hard towards this purpose but life, as a fisherman , does not allow him any opportunity to become rich. That why Kino always dreams of finding a pearl that could sell for a lot of money.
Kino show a lot of responsibility and love his family. He gets really upset when people do not read his family well. When the doctor refuses to treat Coyotito’s scorpion sing Kino, he gets angry and punches the pillar, hurting his hand. He is always protective of them. This is demonstrate in the novel many times when the family is in danger. For example Kino pressed the scorpion between his hands and beat and stamped it to the ground after the scorpion stung Coyotito.
On many occasion, he puts his life at risk while doing this. Even on the night Coyotito dies, Kino was risking his life to save his family.
I like this character because he is presented as a complete character. He is strong but sensitive and he displays the emotions of a real human being. Kino is a good husband father and brother. On many occasion, he fights of the attackers who wish to harm him and his family in order to steal the pearl.
He also show that he is responsible husband and father by working hard to take care of his family.

time for real exam....

hi... tomorrow will be my English exam... I come here to write blog because for I write blog is for improve my English... today is come here to practice my English and do some warm up here.. hehe... I scare most is those word that I don’t know how to spell and those question/word that I didn't saw before come out... I make me don’t know the meaning then don’t know to write it the essay... like last time exam.. write about old man that should take them to ??? house or take care them at home... the essay don’t know what is the topic talking about... make me jus get 6 mark at the question... and it can't choose too... that suck... haiz... how leh...!!! my private teacher also didn't online for long time liao.. didn't teach me English so long liao... 5555... make my English so char liao...
This exam... I think I proud of myself that I start to no cheat in exam liao... all paper until I never cheat in exam.. :p but suck man... I think my sejarah fail adi... bcoz dun have cheat in exam.. lolz... I think I get 20++ nia... if lucky.. if not... sure lower then that.. haiz... and my science too... jus get below 60 nia.. shit lo.. how to get A1 in spm.. although is gerak gempur only... haizzzzzz.. and this few day exam liao still keep going out for playing dota dota dota.. haiz.... no ppl guan me is like that wan.. lolz... dun have a girl that watching me.. and caring I think.. lolz... but nvm.. I try to keep it up.. I will do my best to make my result become better and better.. I hope my fren and I will did the great job in the exam... try her/his best... gogogo.. boy and girl...

exam time.. hard to pass!!!!!!

haiz... long time didn't write blog liao... lolz.. lazy... and plus exam coming... trail exam.. haiz... still ok la.. this few day got group study.. but for me.. i think this few day i keep playing nia... shit lo... how leh.. if keep like that i sure die wan.. fail all in my exam then cham.. and my hp spoil liao.. 5555... although is 3310.... 5555.. now using more cheap wan.. siemens c25... i think is 6 or 7 years hp.. 5555... can't even send ms out.. shit man.. wan to find ppl chat all must use call wan.. now pk liao... my wallet.. my mom say will buy me one.. wan me write down what result should i get in spm... that suk man... if i can't get it... wan me pay back the hp money.. and wan her agree with the result that i write for her.. this is more cham... i wan to buy 6220i... 5555... expensive ah.... but is nice and can put alot of song.. like mp3 player liao.. so no need to buy another mp3 player... dunno when can get it.. but i think i jus buy 6220 nia.. 6220i is more more expensive.. i think i stop here.. sien liao... lazy to type so long...

falling in love

can't sleep.... write something here... i think i'm fall in loves again liao... no again la.. coz last time also love her liao wan.. jus now look back some photo that was very nice for my memorie... look back i and her in the same photo.... think back alot of happness that pass....
form 2.. we are the same class and tuition in the same tuition centre... she always wear white shirt with no xiu.... and white skrin... she is a very playful person.. all the boy like to zhou nong her... coz she will play back with us... that time dunno why keep zhou nong her.. fun?? i think is bcoz we still childish... and form 2 that year.. eric teacher got celebrit to zhong qiu jie... we are the oldest at the tuition.. so teacher give us to make decision..we make lo... and that time... i think we become more fren lo....
form 3... although we are not in the same class... but we still tuition together... still like that like to zhou nong her... when i zhou nong her.. i dunno that her are happy o what??? her face laughing and bring some angry of us.... at that time... i still dunno what the girl taht i like... and at school... keep give fren saying hbk hbk hbk... ZZZ.. make me dunno who that girl that i like... o yah... i remember that my house got having a party before.. dunno is for what wan adi... i think is also zhou qiu jie... that time.. got ppl was zui her... that time i also dislike like her... so no feeling... erm.. that day.. we work together.. not that remember liao... ZZZ...
fom 4.... we are same class... at first half year... i sit in fornt of her... keep distrub her... haiz... why i like that.. too childish... i think so... still are same tuition... together... the half year... can say is a very happy year i have pass... we play together... study together.. and other.. and meet a new fren too... her best fren...

about me

erm.. this few day come back liao... like to write something here liao.. lolz... but still like that la.. last time is because keep playing game and make no mood to write thing at here.. and also no time...
erm.. i found out something about myself.... why i so lazy... i think is because what thing i do also need people to call me to do it.. if no ppl call me to do it i sure will not do it.. like study.. no people calling me to start study.. so untill... i haven't start take a book to read or what... sien.. and one more thing.. every morning.. i still need my father to call me week then only i will week up.. i must change this (aditui)(dunno how to spell it) lolz... and afternoon too... i got take a nap wan ma... also need ppl to week me up then i will make up.. zZzZz..
this few day keep online.. but dunno wan to do what.. see movie?? sien.... chat?? no ppl free to chat with me.. more sien.. zZzZz.. so come here lo... dunno all my online fren gone where?? last time always can chat with people.. now less and less more less... 55555 oh yea... today morning... have a ceramah.. about preparetion for chinese exam.. still ok la... is quite boring wan.. lolz... why no ppl online wan... sien leh... ok la... stop here.. ZZZ

long time no write blog liao....

wah!!1... one month more i dun hv post this blog liao lo... i'm busy... not!!! i'm jus lazy nia... i think my english % drop adi... hm.. so long dun hv post liao... dunno wan to write what... say why i so long dun hv post thing blog la... because the ppl that call me to write this blog hor.. also seldom write liao.. so i also like that lo... and last i love her wan ma.. so will do lo.. but nop.. now.. hheehhehe...
o yah.. last friday... my fren birthday... i know that day 4 ppl born one the same day... the ppl that i know la... erm... i go celebrit with one of my fren.. poh peng... haiz.. one of my fren love her wan ma.. wah!!!1 take alot of time to prepare her birthday... put out dunno how much of ???(xing si).. bring his wideo camera come to school last few day before the girl birthday.... that down our ???(zu fu yu) and what we wan to tell her... wah!!1... that day... we celebrit with her at kfc ma... before it.. at school am.. i keep zhar her say that we dun hv do any thing and buy and present for her... her say her wan the present is can tahan use wan.. one of my fren.. present her a plastick bag... lolz.... jus a pasar plastick.. jus play wan la.. still got buy present for her wan ... when fan zue.. then we only giv her... erm.. then bring her to kfc celebrit lo... ermm..... shit la.. play cream o.. my my face like hell man.. first time got ppl play cream play me.. normaly ii'm the one taht play people wan... but that friday... give people play... the birthday girl also ply by use la.. hahahah.. i'm the first people that start the game... play cream... lolz/./.. still say people play em.. eheheh... the kfc worker suk man.,.,.. come up and sut us.. shit... coz we play until the floor and all the place was dirty...lolz.. and all the kfc ppl seeing us playing around.. lucky that day the people at there was less.. if not.. morec cham... after that then keep the thing then go home lo...
and last saturday... the stupid zhong shen zong come to our school to have a qian chang hui ma... sut ma.. we call encore thim diao gar.. diu.. he think he is very geng meh.. we giv face to him nia m,a.... haiz.... so lan si wan..ZZZ
ok la.. stop here.. now is very very later liao.. later got school agai...

GOGOGO!!!~~ work hard

wah... this is my 17 blog adi.. so fast.. i didn't expect that i can write so many thing... erm... after so many sad thing the few week... erm.. i think i starting to study hard now... last few week.. when i taking a book.. sure thinking about computer... now i think i starting to concentrade in study.. because my class mate.. all start study hardly adi... i think i'm the slowest wan.... my math result were drop... and same as all subject... this make me have the power to start study... if not... i think playing game now and not writing blog now... i write blog is to improve my english ma... so... erm... if i'm free and got mood... i think i will write some essay here.. erm.. but nobody mark for me.. sian...but nvm... i print out and give my school to mark... :p...and i think i found a partner that can study together... and last her result is quite same level with me.. but now... starting to get higher then me adi.. 555.. nvm.. i will try my best to win her...hehe... you wait me.... oh ya.. to day jus have a hair cut.. but the service is getting bad... didn't help me dry my hair after wash... and didn't ask me wan put gel or not... haiz... but still ok la... cut until very nice... :p... ok la... stop here... my mom back.. lolz...

unhappy week...

i'm back... dunno how to start to write adi... one week only didn't write blog.. haiz... erm.. how to say leh.. this week.. can say i'm unhappy lo... about my band again... i think i found out what is the reli problem of my band now... is the fuck of leader... thursday all form five AJK is have a meeting.. first.. is nothing special.. we talk about the AGM thing lo... we hardly make up our mind... the name list are our... haiz.. but i still dun like it.. nvm.. after that.. more sad thing happen... i ask them... will them coming back after AGM... no wan agree to coming back attend and be a ahli back... our drum major.... and can say leader say he is sellfish... and will no coming back.. ok.. nvm... then i starting to think back... the word.. sellfish.. i think i refresh back my memori back.. this year... all the thing i say... the leader nvm listen and do.. that i make me very very angry... and at the meeting i say out the thing that i always say but still haven't done yet... he make a face like fu yen at that time.. i have no word to say any more... i have no hope to them.. and my band... in this year... if a leader like that... will no accept people yi jian.... sellfish with his idea.. then you better go to hell!!! i reli reli angry with him now... yesterday got a pameran... i didn't go... bcoz of this problem.. i dun wan to talk and work with this kind of ppl... and be his fren.. suk man.. got a fren like this... no mood to write adi.. that all...

5 year feeling at band... but jus write liao one year only..

can't sleep.. so write something here..
keep thinking about my band... time was running oo fast... now i already attend my band have 5 years time... so fast.. i remember quite clearly when i was form 1... why i attend band??? i also dunno.. bcoz of fren... nop... i attend band by myself.. i go the activiti alone when the first time... and after few time.. i brought my good fren. tze zyn come to join too.. when that time.. we are very happy.. all my band member all are frenly and displin... but i was the only one that was most naughty in the band...when all the AJK is scolding and fa people at all the time... I was the few people inside there.. haiz.. when that time.. although i and my fren always give those senior scold.. but we still happy when we practice together.. and one sad is about a dui... erm.. huar shi chao... all my fren can attend and i'm the only one that can't attenf the dui.. at that time... i say to myself.. i wan to change myself.. dun give them look down on me... so i starting to change.. but very slow.. hehehe.... when form one after Agm.. the war is start... sad thing is coming and people is quearall with each other... all the ajk always yi jian bu he,... so always quearall... when meeting.. at first no that serions la... when i at form 1 la.. i dun this kind of thing wan.. bcoz still was a junoir.. all this thing i know after form 4 i was a ajk stor keeper... go back to form one.. erm... i remember when AGM that day.. alot for ppl cry.. bcoz of one of our senior that we like didn't get the drum major place and the people was take the place was the people that we dislike... so many of us cry bcoz of that bad news.. ok... that day is over.. the band was still continue... then have a dui is hari kebangasaan.. dunno which day i cry... 555... bcoz of too naughty and my senior fa me... got another day... hole junoir was been fa by senior... all of the girl cry... i forget what happen adi.. jus know got this thing happen.. :p 5555555... english too bad... can't write what i'm thinking about... sad... but write for myself to review nia.. :P..
i think i write until here first... if i got mood then i will continue it... now dunno wan to write what... erm... next time story will be a very sad story for me.. bcoz all is in my mind... this thing i pass.. can't change it.. i jus hoping now my band.. dun like that adi... dun always quearall each other... this is bad... i was so scare after agm... 4 year after agm for me always got bad thing happen for my band.. form 1... all are no happy with the drum major... form 2... after agm... my trumpet part senior... was leave be bcoz of the pangkat that he get.. he is the one that at form one was that peolpe that we like can't et the drum major place wan.. and got a stor keeper... is ok for him with that pangkat.. but at form 2... after agm.. he get bendahari that he dislike... and i know why he leave... i dunno how to write out... form 3... unexpect thing happen to agm too... all the pangkat was take by form 4 stundent that bigger then my form wan la.... althought they are younger then us... but they always no attend the activitis... and the drum major suck!!!~~~ dunno how to say him.. form 4... haiz.. more cham.. drum major is a no resposible ppl... haiz.. got one time jus 5 ppl attend this band activiti only.. then he say he can't take it any more... then letak jawatan suddenly.. omg.... that time i cry again... i have a meeting with all my form people and i scold all off them... What you all wan do now... haiz.. but after this year... the band is growing up... when at jan....
after 6 month... we have a good teacher... coz 4 year didn't have a teacher adi.. make our band suck.. and now we have one..!!! but jus teach us about 2 month only la.. is a very good teacher.. :p... i dun wan to saw my band going down back adi... up man.. my band.. after agm.. i dunno what will happpen again.... i damm worry about it.... 55555555.... who can help???

Bad result

i'm back... haiz... after holiday... back to school... teacher giving all our exam paper....5555... when i saw my exm paper.. my tears is going to well up in my eyes... so bad my result... mt i jsu get 40++ only.... walao... normally i can get above 60 and higher... today get my math result... Oh my god!!!!!!! haiz... Pm lagi cham... the second that i fail this subject in this year... jus have twise exam only... i fail both of it... wan cry liao... 5555... haiz.. and many many more la.... haiz... all result suck.... all dropping adi... haiz.. need help!!!! no one will help me wan la.. that my own result.. i think i must start work hard... pump my mt back!!!.. sure will not lose to some of my fren... next exam.. this exam they laugh me... but not next... you all wait and see la... hehehe... hope someone will push me and encourage me to study hard and study together lo.. if not one ppl study very sian wan leh... hope can find someone la... :P.. o ya... forgot to say something here.. last saturday.. have a ..... la.. hehehe.. dunno how to say it.. is like preparing for Agm wan all.. for my band... ask the junior some question lo... erm... what thier idol to be band leader and other la.. like setiausaha and bendahari.. in eng dunno how to say... stok keeper and other la... and some question is like who the ajk most you like.. and who the most ajk you dislike... i'm the ajk that most dislike by them.. 5555... they say me is very strict... and very xiong... hm... ya.. i'm like that.. at band i'm like that lo.. bcoz if a ajk didn't do the bang yang to let them see hor.. they will climb until your heard wan... so must be xiong... hehehe... jus hope they will grown up after agm.... ok la... stop here...

All The Best

dunnp what to do.. so write something here... erm.. after coming back from the camp... i think i learn many thing adi... i know what the problem my band facing... what should i do... erm.. i think i must more hardwork.. last few year.. go to band like wasting time.. but now nop... we all got target... in one year.. build our band... althought i'm going to bi yet... but i still will go back to the band... and agm is coming... how they can make the band more good... dun like us... make the band more worse.. is sad of seeing this kind of thing.. 3year until now.. my band haven't grown up but down... ahli is more less now.. now what i can do is help them what i can.. teach them what i know... dun wan be like my senior... didn't teach us anything and make alot of problem for us to solve it... now the problem is solve... jus left the jonior how to think about it nia.. hope that they will grown up... not so childish adi... heheh.. they are realy childish now... but dunno after agm.. they will like what.. me also like that.. when form 3 then i starting to grown up.. after my fu dan is more... then i starting to think... no like child adi.. starting to grown up... i wan to thank my band because of if this few year.. i dun hv aktif in this aktivitis.. i dunno what kind of people i'm now... coz i learn displin in the band.. know how to care about people feeling... and many many more la... can't say easyly..... after agm dunno will have a majlis perpisahan or no.. hope got lo.. then i can cry out again.. hehehe... 5year... ever year... i cry one time at hokkien.. my band practice place there... alot of sadnees and happness has pass... hope the memori will teach me a lessen lo... and i wan to thank a very very good person... is ms.lim.. she take care of me for 5 year adi... she is a very very good people... when got chu dui.. she will ask did you all got eat breakfast? enuogh water? if no enough take a pack of water at hui yi she there then give to all people drink.. and after chu dui.. sometime will buy pizza for us to eat la.. thank you.. ms.lim
erm.. 5 year... in band.. reli sad to say goodbye.... to school and band.. bu i still will go back my band.. but my fren dunno they still will of not.... like bi yet also... is a sad thing.. all fren will go his own way... will be very very hard to stay together in a class room... study together... and chat together... play together... erm.. wish all my fren la.. know what they are doing... dun siao saio adi... so time when i saw they come school are not for study.. i quite worry about their furture.. dunno what they wan to do... when i ask them.. they say i also dunno.. walao...hope they will think la.. know what they are doing what???
i growning adi.. my fikiran no like child adi.. think must start something.. i wan to thank a girl too.. teach me alot of thing.. and i learn something for her... that i never know before... erm.. is like i know what is real love.. althought she is reject me.. but atless i feel out what is reli loving a people.. and what is shi nian.. because never shi nian before.. when my fren shi nian.. always kacau them.. now know the feeling adi.. hehe.. so know what to do when my fren shi nian... dun kn\acau him and not saying those 38 word... she is change abit adi.. but still ok la... thanks..
i think i stop here... just now no people kacau me writing so can write so long.. now.. after got people come and kacau me adi... no mood adi... hehehe.. hope all the best.. my fren!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and of cause my band!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sad thing guar... but now i'm OK

my life is so sian.. can't say sian la.. but... haiz... loving a girl... is so stressful... my mind keep coming out her face.. her voice... her everything... can't concentrade at doing anything... more stressful is about she have bf... every time.. when she talk about her bf.. i dunno what to do and what to say??? bad thing about him or good... but i always say good thing... bu ren xing saw her sad... is it being a good guys is always can't get good thing... or the thing will come later??? i always think about it... haiz.. dunno what i'm writing.. hehehe... jus write only la.. improve my english.. heheh... and give my heart more suang... if no.. keeping so many thing in heart... is so painful... sometime reli wan to kacau her when she is chatting and on phone with her bf.. but i always didn't do it.. she tell me before.. dun kacau people when they are pak tor there.. when i know she is chatting with her bf.. i will no kacau her... but my heart is no that suang... because if you dun hv bf... normally you will chatting with me..
Erm.. continue.. should i wait or..??? my fren always tell me to make them break and ask me that do u need my help to make them break?? haiz... do u think that is a good idea? i dun think so.. but sometime i will think about should i make them break?? if they are break i got chance? i dunno... but i will not do like that... this will make the girl more and more dislike me... and make her very very no happy... and if i got chance together.. i also will not few that good... so just can't do anything... just can caring her when she is sick or... accompany her when she is boring.. helping her when she is in trouble... and looking her at far far away.. sometime can call her come out to chat la... just like shou hu sen.. but is very xing ku... this few day make her angry about me liao.. 5555.. make me more stressful to think how to make her feel better.. i be honest to her.. but... she angry with me... do u will not angry a guy away lying you but make u happy or angry a guy that be honest with u? what also tell u.. will make u happy and sad... i dunno why.. i be honest.. but her angry... did i say anything wrong.. should i lie it for u.. if i say jus one ppl that know u go to pd.. how do u will treat me??? no angry me?? but now i telling u the truth.. u angry me.. haiz...
dunno wan to post this out or not... if post out.. she will saw it.. dunno she will angry with me or bu li me.. if like that then i choose not to post this.. if got change i will post it... this is write at 21/5/2005 at morning... 3a.m.
i think i post it out... i think so long about this... i think i must put down something.. if not........... SPM is coming.. this few day i bi myself to no to ms her... i know can't put it all down.. at less can put down some... i hope she will have happy and alot more la... we are will always be best friend righ???
dunno wan to say what la... but you know what i mean then good...
i'm ok now.... i think must do something for my furture... if not.. my exam sure sux... we must hard work together.. i know you also doing your best.. hehehe... just hope we will always be fren.. happy always.... ping an always...

after back from camp...

long time didn't post adi... after exam not free until today only free to write blog.. just come back for camp... the camp is my first time going to a camp like this and learn so many thing on there.... get alot of feel at the camp... is a band camp... althought i'm the only one from my band that go to the camp... but the camp is nice~~!!! know alot of thing about band... i think i going to go in their band after SPM... erm... first day... my sister fetch me go to the college... college legenda... at first i dunno the college wan.. now know adi.. erm... got 4 school student are there... one is my school lo... yu hua... one is seri kembangan.. one is ipoh school.. dunno what name.. sammeri school... dunno how to spell.. hehe... is a girl school.. but hor.. the school no leng lui come wan.. hehehe.. all very small... about form 1-3 nia... my part have 10 ppl... 6 girl... 4 boy... all are not that friendly... forgot to say something... erm.. i go to kepong baru too... i think is 28.. saturday... the school people is more friendly.. haha... at the camp... the housemate dunno how to say la.. erm.. can't chat very well with me.. i think they are very lucky band... no like my band.. the secnd day on the camp... my hostel room i think go people go in to our room and snacthor say stell something.. lucky my thing didn't gone... my wallet was inside my bag.. but didn't gone. thank god!!~~ heheh.. my fren got something missing.. money and milo.. erm.. i also got... but cheap wan.. .. hehehe... the door can't lock wan.. so we all change room.. i go to the ajk room sleep... they all go to other room sleep... i think is more fun i sleep with ajk... because i have more thing can chit chat with them.. erm... i wan my band be like them.. so good..!!~~~ i hope i can try my best best to make my band become more geng!! ok la... now very lazy adi... starting... haiz.. ok la.. stop here...