holiday without Her...

now still haven't sleep.. heheh... but i think today no going to sleep. later going to inti college for a seminar... erm.. siao liao... later sure gantuk wan... heheh.. but i try my best to listen la.. this hole holiday didn;t her after that day BBQ at puan eng house... that day at puan eng house(my mt teacher)nothing big news happy.. jus find out Ali is too care to other... his didn't care about him self at all... keep thinking about fren and fan about fren nia.. haiz.. dunno how to help him to solve to problem.. and that day my teacher buy vegeterain food at outside for me.. heheh.. so good.. and quite happy la.. although didn't with the girl i like play alot.. but still can saw her come is enough liao.. but now.. hmm... my mind keep running out her thing and her name.. !!!! that call gila?? haiz.. no brave to call her... hm... i think so long.. and also i also her fren that what is her opinion with me.. they all say she dislike me.. is that true... hm.. i think i trust too... i think i going to give up soon... i know that we stay together will no be happy... so i chose it i wouldn't jui her anymore.. jus be fren with her only enough.. dun think too much liao.. i hope i can do it and slowly forget her... if not is painful.. but that is normaly that thinking a girl that you like la... hmm... i think i write until here..going to bong bong lo.. now is 6am liao... 7.15 must reach there...