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What Teokahwei Means
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

Langkawi~

Some picture at langkawi, didn't take much because dun have camera. My stupid w810 camera, i repair jor waste it RM45 still not really function well. @@ Made me langsung no mood to take much picture@@.





Those was not taken by me, cause my hp can't open in sit the plane as electronic devices can't open well the plane is flying and landing. Ah Nee(brother gf) taken those picture.

Holiday

Music society, dance club, wu shu club, Chinese orchestra.
Those are the society i recently joined. @.@
It is funny that get to know a lot of friend come from difference background and what the society really doing. Is been a busy life since i joined utar, but I'm enjoy it.

Everything gonna be change in coming semester, perhaps dropping society to achieve my goal, i will sign up for the gym at sungai long shop house. Since before i start my University life second dream in my list is to find a gym room and work it out. So do as what i plan.

So far I enjoy my University life although is far different with Ktar life. People, life style, policy, and friends. Human usually easy to change due to environment changes but most of us not willing to change. Always things that why i can't just staying a stable life, this is what I'm. Not willing to change most of my attitude.

Is been a busy holiday until today most of my things haven't done..@@ This holiday had doing gym for a week, go Muar and also Langkawi for several days. YEAH... Finally get the chance to sit flight. :) It is different feeling that you own experience that flying on top of the sky then just watching tv. Air Asia really make most of people dream come true that everyone can fly. Langkawi is a nice place where you can drink beer or any alcohol like water. :) I staying Kuah town at Sinaran Motel which I think is preferable cheap. At peak season my brother still use to get RM 60 per room. 2 single bed almost same with hotel, just some of the tools dun have like shampoo, tissu, pen, paper, phone, bathtub and so on. But I dun think those stuff that provide on hotel is necessary. :) waste money and resources, not environmental friendly and so on. No wander hotel charge double or triple of the cost.@@ I dun think the cholocate is cheap here... haha... the reason why I said so because almost all chocolate which imported is at least RM10++. For a student like me@@... Luckily I go with mom~... haha... thanks to mom that i brought RM50++ chocolate, and 2 absolut kurant, dunhill light (not for me)... hehe


Few day left, what is the best things today that i'm won't feel that my holiday was waste?

Bara no nai hanaya

薔薇のない花屋, direct translate is Flower Shop without A Rose, is a japan drama that i just finish watched during my exam week... swt... because i have 5 day more to my next paper... But not regret that the drama is definitely nice... is about a complicated love story while the story line that unpredictable. A father Shiomi Eiji is forced to become a single father when his girlfriend passes away while giving birth to their daughter. I like the daughter alot. Name shizuku 小雫。She a is docile daughter which have a angel smile. A daughter which know how to get his father heart.


Is a nice drama which should not miss it... :)

Tears Dropped....

冷血的我无言无辜的在梦中落泪了。
好久没有这感觉了，
梦中的故事也只是一向来和父母吵架的画面，

总是埋怨，而没替他们着想，
此刻的我还是梦中的我吗？

CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE

Was a sad day for me... Why this kind of feeling keep following when i doing my exam paper related to management? Last time MPO also like that.... this MP also like that... 100% just manage to answer 20% of the question.... swt.... memories all stuff go in end up blank... is that my memories skill need to be improve? or Perhaps others are well prepare? I think is because i do not concentrate in class with end up like this... hope this was a lesson for me to attend class and concentrate... seriously i go MP lecture class without listening what she is teaching... and i dislike the lecturer which make me like this... dun be like that again... X.X

I MUST change my study style!!!
改改改改改改改改改改改改改改改

next up law... hope everything is ok...

Way back into love...

Will this blog be terminate due to lessees blogging or lessees visitor?

Is been sometimes that never take sometimes to make my own interest to blog.

First thing that never forgot that i have made a plan for 2008 which on February.
Planning for 2008,
1) Get myself to graduate in 2008 May.
2) Be awareness of my surrounding stuff.
3) Remember to remember. (Sound stupid, but that a great motivation word)
4) Get to learn Japanese word by reading hiragana and katakana.
5) Learn Guitar or Drum. (Get to know the language of music)
6) Get myself into Utar. (Get all those information of it, and get good in my result to able to archive the grade)
7) Keep down my body weight lower than 80kg before Universities.
8) Maintain of doing workout and reading by every day.
9) Start saving for my personal financial planning.
10) Get my look better. (Learn styling hair or others)

on this statement 10 out of 7 i have done it... yahoo~... hehe.. feel so proud for myself... perhaps there will becoming new plans for 2008-2009? hehe... I'm actually graduate in may and finally pass all my exam... although the grade is really unsatisfying... except 2-4 i not really do it and 8 consider so... but, other than that... most of it are fulfill and achieved.
Been studying at utar for almost 2month, is a good experience when i come to the place which called sungai long where i always be there for CC(cyber cafe). Starting was difficult to cope with the environment, lecture & tutorial classes, friends, & many more. But for sure those people are really friendly, most of them i get to know was those that i always expected to be known. Just like i always wish my frens around me was english educated... and eventually i came in to a class which my class rep was a sieng. Few of my classmate also banana as well... haha... The part that pressure me is that i still can cope with the marking system. Last time i not use to take midterm exam seriously, but due to the changes of marks that was 40% of the final, that was scare my up and mostly every week with one assignment and exam. Luckily still can handle it. The most interesting part that is i joined few of the society that i always be wandering joining or not. Chinese orchestra, dance club and music society. Most active in CO due to some reason. Is a good experience that get to know chinese orchestra instrument and songs other than just band songs. I'm been active in band since form1-5. Should i be putting the same effort into the society? I'm just scare what has happen like what i experience which i dun wish that will be a second changes that happen to the society that i joined. all the best...

by the way.... I'm on the "Way back into love"... hope so...

Exam...

Is been a tough week for me that having 4 paper within a week of time for preparation to finish those paper and have not study week... Worse come to worse, I'm sick... pity sad that because its happen on exam week and is on the middle of all my paper... sadly to say that one of my paper seriously I'm not doing as well as what i expect... That paper just allow me one day of time to prepare, although I'm well prepare before my exam for that paper, but seen like unable to do it as what i expect, perhaps flu and fever killing me... which mean is yesterday started to fall into sick... and today gonna take for the paper... but at least i do my best, no regret... hope that everything going be fine... Utar... I'm coming? This is what i concern next... knowing myself better than others, i was given a choice that whether wanna take degree on UK which mean that study at advance or either taking master at Australia that was study at utar. Given this choice surely i will chose master instate of degree holder, but seeing my situation now, with a cgpa 2something student thinking so far that going to study as a master. impressive.... haha... don't care much la... do what i can do now...

gambatte... 3down 1 to go.... last...

DARK NIGHT

In a dark horror night, that’s around 1am in the middle of the night, the electricity was cut down in a without any warning while i was half way finish my bath. Life is full of unexpected stuff, but most of those unexpected stuff always is a good things for me. Like I said cut of electricity is happen when I was taking bath. But think at positively the hand phone was with me at toilet and I just finish bathe while just taking towel to clean up.

Well, just came from gathering of my secondary classmate. Just few of us are there only, around 13, list out their name first, teo(me), ali, hai ting, chew chin, poh peng, szee mee, chun peng, pik shan, li fong, kah ling, ze kai, chee liang and yan ho. As usual, can say that my classmate that still keep in touch is this few friends. Others do not appreciate? No idea. What can I say today gathering? No big deal just as usual being the guy that always is a laugher for others. Waste of time? No idea as well.

This keep come to my mind, what should I be studying next. My diploma got to finish in anytime. Should I be changing course or continue with my banking and finance? What is more important for me? Banking is a good career for coming year?

teo`

BAD mood....

Dunno why that i have such an anger to my belongings that was hide by my housemate... perhaps it was the instrument that i use to play... they really dunno what music player really appreciate their instrument... wtf man... although is just a drum stick... they better put back my stuff on my table... is not about xiao qi... is about my personality... own people have their own belongings which dislike people to play it.... -_-'''

Is all about keeping fit...

Come to my mind... Does girls really like those guys that with fit and muscly bodies? haha... is a question with no answer... :) Difference people have their own visual and preference on a guy right?
For me, is that important to have good looking or fit body... What I can see now is I'm having a spare tayar on my stomach that i going to cut it off... hopefully... at least make it 33 or 34 ok? was thinking to just diet or start to build up my body.. is about time to maintain and to keep the shape on future life... this been a hard week for me... 3 day nonstop doing gym for 1hours... whole body like marshmallows lembet lembet adi... haha... but is fun to used up your energy in sport(gym consider is sport right?)... Must maintain at least 3 day in gym to cut down my spare tayar as my planning in 2008 the number 7 act...
GAMBATTE...

Teo`

Holiday...

Is been a long time that didn't post anything here... should say normally my open is like that... Do not know why can't consistently writing my blog on time? Should I be setting a goal that must write a blog at least once in a week? Should it be motivate myself to do so?
Is has been a long holiday for me. Found out that a lot of stuff that I done that do not benefits me. Always blaming, gossip people stuff, scolding, argue with parents and sibling, and criticize others, negative thinking and lot more. To get it out of my head need sometime, just need to always be cool, calm and intelligence when making and movement. Do not wish to be as usual that do not aware of any surrounding stuff, my future, my life, my personality and so on. We all have dream that will become true in matter of time, but without knowledge of knowing those dream, what me been dreaming of them. Just will be something like living better life, getting a great job, get marry with a pretty women, want to travel is something like that. but without knowing others circumstances, like living a better life consider of what, getting a great job is what, what with my mine that was a pretty girl, travel to where and what their culture and why i wanted so much to get those. Until today I only know that Canberra is a city of Australia and others more country likes Sydney and Melbourne. I have not awareness for that kind of stuff. Hate of history, hate of studying. What am I so hated about it? That’s for my own good. It will be late to start all over again. But nothing is late than staying there doing nothing. As Chinese rhesis says 只怕站, 不怕慢。So do not scare of late doing anything, nothing is late to be done. Gambatte!!@@

Planning for 2008,
1) Get myself to graduate in 2008 May.
2) Be awareness of my surrounding stuff.
3) Remember to remember. (Sound stupid, but that a great motivate word)
4) Get to learn Japanese word by reading hiragana and katakana.
5) Learn Guitar or Drum. (Get to know the language of music)
6) Get myself into Utar. (Get all those information of it, and get good in my result to able to archive the grade)
7) Keep down my body weight lower than 80kg before Universities.
8) Maintain of doing workout and reading by every day.
9) Start saving for my personal financial planning.
10) Get my look better. (Learn styling hair or others)

Is a great holiday for me on this short time of period.

What life?

Is been a long exam week that are just ended. Full of stress that are not usually spoken by me... what is life man... how should a life go on by passing every day without a target? A life that without goal, target and dreams still is life? what m'i thinking man... sad

What is today about?

Just back from a paper that was so unexpected today... totally out of my mind... what a sad sad day.. first out... Go in to exam room... my pen is out of INK... keep remind myself to bring two pen... but the others pen wasn't with me... lame... Guess what next... Myself didn't notice that my hp was inside my pocket while the exam started... Though that being a good study that just pass it to those examiner will get back after the exam... Things that piss off me that is my hp was not just keep for after exam can get it back... It has been confiscated... -_-''' ok... since i break the rules... i have to bear the risk... what rules that stated that going off to toilet while exam need to check off shoes? swt... take off my shoes in front of public... only i do it... the rest of them go toilet also didn't check... MCB.. wallet put on table also got examiner check it whether go hidden note or not... SWT.. I can't stop my rude words for this whole day... damn moody... but the best thing still is i'm able to done most of the question... seriously... If this paper fail... REALLY dunno WTF I'm doing...
COOL DOWN DUDE... EVERYTHING GONNA BE SUPER DUPER FIND COMING DAY...

2008

Was thinking to post anything at here de.. but when i started to write my blog... in between something disturbed me to do others stuff... that why most of those are incomplete things that wanna to write out.. haha... currently was quite busy with my revision... finish feel that the feeling to study come to me... cleaned my room with a good environment to do my revision... just changed my roommate which is wen hao to my secondary classmate which continue his study as IT i think, kha choon... is good to me perhaps cause that fellow always not in his room... i just like staying alone in the room~ haha... his gf which is my neigbhour... that why most of the time u can't see him at this room at this moment... :)
time passed so fast, is 2008 9January adi... 9more day was my first paper... financial service... hope wasn't that hard to me... :) all the best... gambatte...

January 7, 2008

Finally settle down most of my stuff… unplugged is finally over, just go back visit my band practice, and start revision for coming exam in. Although in unplugged wasn’t get what that I expect to get but as long as learn something is good enough. And get to know a lot of things that I always didn’t notice about it. It’s been a good experience and gets to involved to activities or event in college. Won’t be regrets joining event. Hope others event will get a better post.

December 13, 2007

Is raining outside my condo, should say pv3, because I’m now sitting outside (stair) a house that waiting someone to out the door for me to go in to do assignment. Last minute stuff sure is like this. J

The first letter starts today. Blog? Haha… Why is say like that? Because after buying my new laptop around one month one blog also haven’t posted new stuff there yet. Really appreciate what I’m having now. Thx god. J By the way, how was my life going on? I’m always thinking to be one of the committee for some event and finally, I’m one of it. (Unplugged assistant programme coordinator)

fainted....

The first time that i never fell it before... nearly fainted... now i know why when people are fainted are totally no feeling with his sense... lucky before i totally blur is already sitting and laying on the chair in gym room.... perhaps that after drinking that cold water while just finish running... lucky that was nothing big deal with me... just laying at there rest around 10minute... get better than start doing again... swt... not scare will do until die.... haha...
still that same guy like that... although just think though alot of stuff... but still like dun have the self motivation to move me along... erm... A girl that perhaps can moving me forward by what she doing is so impressive... maybe my classmate are totally difference with them... how they efficiently do their assignment... maybe we doing those in the last minute way? is it good? I dun think so... haiz... everything that i'm doing now really worrying what my result going to have for coming exam... was failed two subject last sem... was totally unexpected... while i still so confidence to say that i won't... swt... better work harder for coming exam... dun like what is doing last few sem like that...

Moodless....

2 year 2 semester, get the first semester result... unexpected result.
can't image that paper that have quite confidence to score finally came out with a fail result...
what is going on with me? gonna cut down my thing already... GAmbaTte... for this sem.... i know i can do it...

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
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也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。
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不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
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他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他， 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .


copy from somewhere... haha.. dunno who posted this de... quite meaningful... haha

Exam....

Is looks like really a period didn't post anything at here... Mood has been gone. It is different when last time writing anything here... like a person surely will look at it and comment on it... but now won't hope of that... Just hope that left something down when look back what i have done now... A person change day by day.. just like me... time really changed a lot of things... that day really hoping of something but for now that things wasn't so importance now... everything changing... why i still the same when facing exam? next Thursday will be my first paper of exam.. Principle of Investment... It's quite a nice subject for me... but... haiz.. this semester motivation of study was damn low... haiz... Too enjoying my college life... that the worse place.. I think that never fail never feel the pain... haiz... by the way... sleep first... next time continue.. if not tml sure kena sut...
jia you jia you... exam~~~!!!! sure GREAT....

Happiness?

Blogging life was my hobby at a period of time.... dunno why have been gone. Just saw a friend blog let me feel that some of those memories should write down will make me feel better... last time i was recover like this... why not now? can't let go what should let go? look through her frenster... posted him and her... that let me confirm that the guy let her a happy life... why should i suffering myself... world is wide... move out the first step... one semester passed... dun waste another semester for just waiting there doing nothing... she also won't hope that i become a useless person.. life shouldn't be just like that... it should be colourful... not just sadness bring along my life.. I dun wan this kind of feeling.. Learn a lot for that period... everything that happen is surely relate to what have u done... Depends whether is good or bad only...
Just when back from Genting... Surely is a relaxing place... fresh air.. cold weather... although wasn't that cold that day... with a gang of best friend gone up.. really feel happy this trip... is just like a team to go do something else together... i like this feeling...
College life will be start tomorrow... I really enjoy my college life... my study life... All things should let go let it be... Dun make it as your road block for your future life... The road is still far away... This is what i always like to remind myself... Dun regret what have u done... What u having now is what u have chose to be last time... this is how i motivate myself to move for to see future... Dun look back... is just a memories that left behind... Should see future that haven't happen... things that happen can't be change... just can change those thing that haven't been occur... Gambatte!! I can make it through..