Go Beyond Boundaries

I miss my home...

2011-08-04T23:26:00.000-07:00

来了纽西兰4个月了，终于我想家了。
第一天在葡萄园里突然就落泪了。
一点是因为辛苦，一点也是因为很多事情烦，也突然想家了。
以前在大学时，重来都不会感受到来自别州的朋友想家的心情。
现在身在国外终于明白想家的感觉了。
但是答应自己，不管在纽西兰多心苦，都要呆到满期才可以回去。
这是让自己的成长所定下的承诺。
不要太依赖，学习独立成长。
要坚强，明天会更好...

New year resolution..

2011-01-23T06:06:00.000-08:00

Opss... is already end of January but nothing is too late to do then never... ^^
Trying to give a clear vision what i'm going to do for this coming year which kinda blur for me doing things blindly... so gonna list down my new year resolution here...

So this year would definitely be my changing point in life... after staying 22 years in Malaysia... is time for me to outside from my save point and look around...
I'm already make the first move by applied for my visa and its already approved.. now is time to make it clear what going to do in New Zealand...
so this year resolution gonna be~

1)Save up unnecessary expenses to make sure i can survive when go to NZ...
2)Links all those jobs, hostel, transportation, maps, and so on in to the blog...
3)Study about NZ and do ahead some planning...
4)Go Australia travel at least 2 weeks...
5)oh shit.. maintain myself man... i'm almost 80kg... !@#$%^&*... make it around 75man...!!!

New Zealand... here i'm coming... ^^

超人不會飛

2010-04-26T18:51:00.000-07:00

在我中学时期，我卖过最多专辑的歌手应该是周杰伦的专辑乐。每一次周杰伦要出专辑的时候都会有很多人来提醒我说他即将在某年某与月出唱片。所以还蛮期待他出唱片的。阿姨是开卖唱片店的，所以可以拿到特价。^^… 但没在中学就没卖了，也少听他的专辑的歌了。昨天心血来潮，突然听到周杰伦新歌首播的消息就去视听，歌曲是以抒情的方式带出“超人的故事”，没歌词的听着那首歌可以说是不知道他在唱什么，那是他的曲讽吗。但歌词的意义是写着他十年来的心路历程与感慨，也可以说是很多艺人及歌手的感触吧。

要视听的话可以去youtube输入 “超人不会飞”吧。因为专辑还没出所以是电台版的。

但是本人还是觉得超人会飞啦，他毁了小孩的童年！！！小弟弟妹妹们，JAY哥哥说骗话。^^

妈妈说很多事别太计较
　　只是使命感找到了我我睡不着
　　如果说骂人要有点技巧
　　我会加点旋律你会觉得才屌
　　我的枪不会装弹药
　　所以放心不会有人倒
　　我拍青蜂侠不需要替身因为自信是我绘画的颜料

　　我做很多事背后的意义远离你们想象
　　拍个电视出卖了友情延伸了现在的梦想
　　收视率再高也难看好我的伟大理想
　　因为我的人生或许在多与比那假象
　　我不知道何时变成了所谓的那榜样
　　被狗仔拍的那无奈被撞也要有道歉模样怎样

　　我唱的歌词要有点文化
　　因为随时会被当教材
　　CNN能不能等英文好一点再访
　　时代杂志封面能不能重拍
　　随时随地注意形象
　　要控制饮食不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像
　　好莱坞的中国戏院地上有很多手印脚印
　　何时才能看见我的脚
　
　如果超人会飞
　　那就让我在空中停一停歇再次俯瞰这个世界
　　会让我觉得好一些拯救地球好累
　　虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
　　不要问我哭过了没
　　因为超人不能有眼泪

　　唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
　　拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
　　你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌
　　你去参加就是代表你很在乎
　　得奖时你感动落泪
　人家就会觉得你夸张做作
　　你没表情别人就会说太嚣张
　　如果你天生这表情
　　那些人甚至会怪你妈妈

　　结果最后是别人在得奖
　　你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑
　　开的车不能太好
　　住的楼不能太高
　　我到底是一个创作歌手还是好人好事代表
　　专辑依旧必须是冠军
　　拍了电影就必须要大卖
　　只能说当超人真的好难

　　如果超人会飞.
　　那就让我在天空停一停歇再次俯瞰这个世界
　　会让我觉得好一些拯救地球好累
　　虽然有些疲惫但我还是会不要问我哭过没有
　　因为超人不能留眼泪

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Heroes of Newerth

2010-04-08T01:20:00.000-07:00

Maybe I has been addicted to play game since i was young... yet still dunno how to spend my spare time except playing game... All though i have already delete all the application/game on my face book, didn't install any single online game on my lappie, even start holding a book before i slept(read few page only sleep adi)... but i just can't stop playing this strategic game name DotA.. I just found out the real meaning of DotA stand for Defense of the Ancients... Is a game control a single unit(Hero) and pump it to be stronger to fight against your enemy from destroying ur homeland or you go and destory their homeland. I have no idea why i so into this game that spent most of time on my 17-20 age playing that game... imagine that I can play the single game at least 12hours per days.. Except sleeping, i was playing the freaking Dota for the whloe day. Which make me scolded by parent who not doing things suppose to be done... Feel sorry when i think back... Self Discipline is not there at all... No life at all by doing that... ya i make a change by reducing the numbers of playing that game until now only invite by frens only play at Cyber Cafe.. is a good sign of improvement... But sometimes just kinda Boring and dun have anything to replace my previous behavior... no gf, no game, no money... what else can do... going back to old attitude lo... but with a clearer mindset... HERE TO Commit myself ONLY play ONE ROUND PER DAY, if missed can't be replace for the day... ^^

As I'm concern... learning new things is good... so i make a change instate of playing warcraft3 - Dota. I found another new game which exactly the same as DotA name Heroes of Newerth. now is official on BETA now, so for those cheapskate like me not willing to paid for the game and wanna enjoying playing, NOW is TIME... What is so special about this i think is because the name of the heroes, skilled, and the outlook of the heroes are perfectly match, graphic is nicer but make me more confusing, and then leaver and newbie are definitely lesser. So far... i just played once... @@... but looking forward for this game.. make me feel excited...

First hero i used was Chronos which is the conversion of Faceless Void... Most of the skill are almost the same except the first skill now include some damage when it blink/teleports toward the certain area.. It increase the spend of earning gold for him which give area damage to creep... is a plus point for that... ^^...

State & Skill of Chronos
Can check inside the game de... ^^

Played few round adi... but one word can say is blur.... i should do more reading on the hero first... or should i play alone testing the hero first? lolz...

6 pack

2010-03-10T05:43:00.000-08:00

Recently i just found out... my weight actually drop until 71kg adi... compare 3 year before, in ktar, the heaviest of myself was 84kg... Thanks myself for not giving up to keep fit.. continuously remind myself to go to gym... thanks for instructor in army training who torturing me, Thank for setting a goal to slim down to 75kg but already excess it, thank for those who reminds me you need a change of your outlook especially girls that give rejected me or show face to me... lol...

End of 2006 in KTAR

Beginning of 2010 taken at Bukit Seputih

ps; Got two photo to show but left at home, now at office... will update later if i can online at home..

Its really give you a credit with better first impression when meeting up with new people.. looks more energetic, tidy(I didn't mean Fat is not tidy just but for me will take more time to care of your own outlook), and people tend to like you when you looks good. Eh... dun fake la... you guys always see leng lui and leng zai also what... lolz... One more things is the most important, self confident.... Last time i didn't ever dare to take picture and smile in front of the camera... seriously... I lack of confidence.. That why i hardly find my picture before 2007... lol...
Recently starting to cam whore... lol...

A lot people as me how i get to slim down... is it anyway?
I'm not a Professional trainer and i took so long to slim down that 13kg... Just to share some of my way to start keep fit... :P

The very first thing...
What you want?
For me, my answer is just simple... wanna LOOK GOOD and FEEL GOOD... NOw is 6 PACK!!
Secondly, Why you want it?
Walao... so stupid question also wanna ask... sure is kao lui la... (hurt by girls) sad story...sobsob
I personally felt that is great being fit, strong and strength... you enjoy a lot of outdoor sport, activities... and you would not get tired easily just by hiking a day... I think different people have their own reason to be physically fit...
Third will be Do you really want it?
@@... are you asking stupid question again...
oh... if you really wanna it i think there plenty of answer which you already know but you just didn't work it out because you just feel like being fit wasn't really what you want... ^^

:P
For those who have no idea why they must be fit, you can think of one day, you going to travel just walk for few km and you start feeling tired, i think you totally would not enjoy your journey... Same as hiking, your purpose is to see the scenery of the sun raise or sunset or even just the sick of its view, if you can't even reach the top of the hill with you strength, see what la... or even you reached the top, but you almost like a dead body, you wouldn't enjoy watching the scenery... ^^

Ways to keep fit
-Cutting your Food intake is generally one of the best way maintain your weight or down but not fit... dun misunderstood that... If your daily workout does not require the amount of calories you intake, it will become fat for you.
-Exercise frequently also important. I suggesting hiking for those who dun like sport, low self-motivation people.. whenever you on the track of the hill, you must finish it... but running a trail-mill eventually you will stop it yourself... ^^
-Food choice also a important aspect. Reduce carbohydrate food and eat more vegetable... ^^
i can have my meal with only mix vege without rice for lunch or dinner.

All the best to leng zai leng lui...

Looking forward for my 6pack... one more tips... dun ever get fat... is really hard to rip off your extra tummy... sob...

I Love Hiking... !!

2010-03-06T18:37:00.000-08:00

It been long time didn't upload my blog.. sorry to keep you guys waiting for so long.. Is not because of busy schedule or work load been bothering me not uploading this blog.. But i can't find a good topic to write about... currently life was like morning wake up for this sick of working at 645am... then 12hours gonna after reaching home nearly 7pm... do exercise achieve my 6pack target which take out my 1hours time... clean up, dinner and also some daily stuff(wash cloth, iron cloth, this and that) already left 2hour for online and and do some reading... such a bored life with not drama and game man!!! I have no time for those except the time I use to eat my dinner watch that 熊猫人 that act by JAY!@#$%

Didn't go out much nowadays.. i mean in going to shopping, CC, Chong K or event movie in weekend that i normally will do... I Shift those habits to a better and healthier exercise which is hiking... The first hike in my life(if not mistaken) is Broga Hill where is at the town of Semenyit... from my house go Broga Hill takes around half and hours which consider near...i been there 3times adi compare my insane sister been there around 10times which is her training ground for hiking.. Different time at the top of the hill have different kind of scenery... is worth to when there more than a time... because the view is extremely nice that attract a lot of people go there to take photo and so on... if you dun like crowded hill i suggest that dun go there on weekend because there are LOT of people which make the whole journey not fun at all... no photo in this computer can't upload it... sobsob..

I start Hiking because of lazy doing cardio workout to reduce my body fat... hiking is totally different feel that you get to feel the nature of the environment with fresh air, lot of different tree and plant to see rather than staring the wall in front of the treadmill... you must finish off our journey not just only to climb up the hill but also descent to finish your whole hiking.. and a plus point is the satisfaction of reaching the top of the hill is like you have achieve your goal... is full of joy~^^

Journey of hiking...

Trip to Sungai Lembing at Kuantan with my mom and sis...

at the Peak of Bukit Panorama, Sungai Lembing

Bukit Tabur at Melawati with East and West(Selangor)...

Is rocky(quartz Crystal) type of hiking... not suitable beginner or with low upper strength people...

Bukit Serdang... Difficulty 1-10 is 1... @@

Gunung Datuk at Rembau, Seremban.. 870m.. 3 1/2hours hiking distances..
the best Scenery among the mountain I went. Will going there again..

Was chasing the time that why can't get a good picture there... sobsob... I think the sun set at there will be beautiful... can't get the view it because we didn't bring headlight/torch light there...

Gunung Nuang... I'm coming....
I think if i got this bike i will come Gunung Nuang more offen because can skip the never ending road with just 5-10 minute... lol...

Gunung Nuang, Hulu Langat, Selangor... 1493m
The peak scenery is block by alot of tree... can't get to see the the whole scenery around the mountain at the peak..

Ouchhh.. @@... my ball...

You pay for that!@#$%^

You can see the perfect view of mist with sunshine on the sky...

2nd resting point, Kem Pacat which mean Camp Leech... but i personal feel that the place should call Camp Bees.. THAT ARE PLENTY OF BEESSSSS...

Bamboo... where is PANDA?
Personally like this view the most... if you dun aware of surrounding you would not notice that... is actually just a certain part of tall tree far from the hiking trail..

One of the resting point at Camp Lolo... it looks like a dead dam..( sorry if i mistake interpret)

Pine Tree at Fraser Hill... Pahang, 1448m, 6km/ 2 1/2 hours hiking distance, one way..

Acting Stupid with Alfred again... ^^..
He always the Funny guy who make people laugh(Acting stupid) when you are moody... lol..
Nice trip, Fresh air, easier than Gunung Nuang, just one part of the Road is Steep..

Bukit Seputih...
If my mom can hike this place... i think most of you guys should not be a problem de hor? :P

With Dumbbell at the Peak.. this hill is almost like Ah Pek Hill.. offen go by the local people at the nearby taman.. They well decorate the peak with the feel of CNY...

Looking forward for more Hill... For those who are interested, you may join me if you want... ^^
Stay Strong and Healthy... the most important... 6Pack.. i'm coming...!!!!!

I'm An Employee!!!@@@#$%^&

2010-01-26T05:22:00.000-08:00

It has been the fourth week since I start working at Hyundai - Sime Darby Motors Sdn. Bhd. for internship. Can’t say is suffering but that isn’t what I want to spend rest of my life in this current situation working in office. I think most of the people dislike working is because the salaries were low (not all), long working hours, no freedom and is keep repeating the same task. I frustrate the most is the traveling time who was waste when coming to work. Imagine that the company is just a 10km far from your house but it takes 1hours to reach. Secondly, I really miss my University life. I didn’t appreciate much when I was in the school time. The first thing I when back to University is to get concentrate in learning. What we learn actually will be applicable when come to life. Although some of those things really you though is not that useful, some how it become quite important when face certain problem. Example is topic which you can communicate with people. The more you know the more things you able to share with your friends.

though of posting the long report i have written... but i thinking of the "boringness" of the report, forget about it.........

I find something that i can spend my days without wasting it, listening to the audio books or any audio information. I found that this can improve my language at the same time improve my listening skill... more important things that its motivate me... Currently listen to one of the book name the four hour work week written by Tomotty Ferris taught us to done our things efficiency and productivity. another audio books name get the edge is written Anthony Robbin. hehe... still in the process... half way learning the things... Must fully utilize the things after learn. Gambatte TKW... believe in yourself...

沉思当中

2010-01-20T07:43:00.000-08:00

从小语文不太好的自己，总是没好好去补救补救，
到现在才知死，活该吧？
每次妈都说语文非常重要时都吊儿郎当，当作没一回事，
老师教书从来没有专心上课，给的功课从来没有做，
报纸天天都有得看，就是动都不动，
每天电脑不是打机就是聊天，从来没有想过把自己的语文搞好，
现在就好像井底之蛙，什么都不懂，

是时候换个学习的心态了，
爱玩及被称为好动儿的我已经渐渐的安静下来了，
乱喊乱叫的我也开始照顾自己的形象了，
对做每一件事要加倍认真，
张大您的眼睛和耳朵，好好看看世界，听听他人的劝告，
把您的嘴，可以的话，没必要说话保持沉默吧，说多错多，还不是时候。

Goal of 2010...

2010-01-06T03:15:00.000-08:00

Feels like now is the middle of the night, but is only 10pmg only. Though of sleeping early so I can wake up in the morning to online. Because my cousin disturbing me to read or do my own stuff. I don’t have mood playing with my cousin after listen to motivation talk. Knowing myself more after a two days talk from a guy name Ling Wei Xian.(doers.cn) you all can find his profile there... what he delivered is I found out me myself is like a frog under a well. Tons of things has happen around the world I have no awareness of it. the more I understand myself, the more I fear about my future life was going to be... if I dun make a change now... either I will end up my life meaningless or being a slave for my rest of my life. Either change now or never... if you dun change yourself nothing going to change from what your daily life. And I learn something that makes sense for me... life of a person will depend on the knowledge we gain from. Finally understand why parents always ask us to study hard... actually it make sense although high education people does not mean that they will earn a lot of income, but it mean something. I hope I will get to know someday. Blaming can't change anything... so rather than start doing something to chase back what I have lost.

Dream for 2010

1) Stop wasting money & start saving for investment in knowledge (Money & you) RM4000++... Remind me if I forgot (not ordering drinks at outside)

2) There are few books I wish to read currently but finish those who on my hand first (one of it was 峰与谷, who can borrow me... ^^)

3) Start improving my language (everyday at least 1 single word & 1 page of book)

4) Exercise 3 times a weeks (anything with 3set)

5) Influences people be vegetarian (sadly that this coming 4month going to break my vegetarian record, shit@@... currently staying outside lunch is free at my office but there is like my army food(Malay food but taste and looks a lot more better than army but the “ikan bilis” is much more smaller than the normal size is like what we call in Chinese "Xia Mi" as known as what^^.. at my aunt house also almost the same situation that mean those vegetables was mixed with meat... sobsob.. second day only miss my mom home cook already... thanks mom for being so understanding)

6) Stop hanging around & wasting my time (reduces playing FB, check mail and Google reader on 10pm)

7) Reduce the use and act of wait first (don't delay things that need to be done today)

8) Be more enthusiasm on learning, be curios things happen in surrounding and find out the answer not just only asking(internet is advance man!!!)

9) Prepare myself and start getting information on either Aus or NZ (Latest by end of April because need to apply which country I need to go already.

10) Everything goes beyond the boundaries.

Is not about saying, is doing it... I MUST DO IT!!!!

To my lovely friend, sorry if suddenly react differently, and I need a lot of support on this, thanks very much...

Random picture...

2009-12-28T01:35:00.000-08:00

Just some picture i planned to post last time... during September and October... latest look in the army wear... and i found my medical report which is normal for all test... lolz..

Celebrate with CC at a korean restaurant at Mahkota Cheras... and also went to Genting for no reason... just the birthday girl said wanna go san san xin... ^^

Celebrate YY birthday as well... at Pasta Zamai... If you ask me to chose a Japanese restaurant... currently my first choices was that... ^^

2 days trips to Cameron with my Utar classmate... was a great experience ever because we went to farm on top of hill... the feeling was great... ^^

Moody...

2009-12-16T10:19:00.000-08:00

AHTEO
that full of energetic and motivate ...
where are you?
where is the hyper teo?
damn moody...
sorry to myself that not try my best to do the paper today....
is time to fan xi fan xi de la...

Exam...

2009-12-14T10:06:00.000-08:00

tml will be my exam on short sem as first paper ... but seriously i have no mood on taking good result for that... sorry for myself... really.... but still have to encourage myself to study till the best you can la... know really in di chao... but still have to be motivate... always stay positive ya... ^^
good luck for myself... and all my frens...

徐佳瑩 - 失落沙洲

2009-11-05T02:05:00.000-08:00

又來到這個港口　沒有原因的拘留　
我的心乘著斑駁的輕舟　尋找失落的沙洲

隨時間的海浪漂流　我用力張開雙手　
擁抱那麼多起起落落　想念的　還是你望著我的眼波

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又一個人看海　
回頭才發現你不在　留下我迂迴的徘徊

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又把回憶翻開
除了你之外的空白　還有誰能來教我愛

又回到這個盡頭　我也想再往前走　只是越看見海闊天空　
越遺憾　沒有你分享我的感動

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又一個人看海　
回頭才發現你不在　留下我迂迴的徘徊

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又把回憶翻開
除了你之外的空白　還有誰能來教我愛

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又一個人看海
疲憊的身影不是我　不是你想看見的我

我不是一定要你回來　只是當獨自走入人海
除了你之外的依賴　還有誰能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白　還有誰能來教我愛

Not really good in expressing myself through words... I think this express my feelings...

宝贝

2009-11-03T08:08:00.000-08:00

Dunno whether I'm really a bad sing or what... but overall I have performed 2 song ... to be honest with me... Is it I'm a bad singer?
Actually I dun have the courage to sing alone on stage... maybe because of someone given me the courage to make a change... because of someone you like or you love... you willing to make a change...
A song name 我听见有人叫你宝贝 compose by 李忠盛 sang by me today...

你問我為什麼不再給你安慰
在寒風中漫步有家不回
好幾天不見面也無所謂
你問我為什麼把你的信退回
又把照片撕碎毫不後悔
你問我為了什麼開始喝酒
而且每次都喝醉

不要說我做得不對
不要說你永遠不會
因為我在無意間聽見有人叫你寶貝
不要說這是個誤會
請不要在我面前流淚
因為我明明聽見有人叫你寶貝
你讓他叫你寶貝

Chosen this song not because of the lyrics it is because the way the song sang carry out my feelings. recall back some of my memories....

Dun misunderstood that the lyrics of the song really happen to me... haha...

空虚

2009-10-30T12:11:00.000-07:00

空虚
then got time to 回忆往事
人就是将的拉
偶尔就会失常下
乱乱想的
但是过后就会没事的拉
都过去了

don juz find a gf to 填补 ur 空虚 loh...

thank for concern from my fren...
few line of word but means alot for me...

天使 - 五月天

2009-10-30T05:46:00.000-07:00

你就是我的天使
保护着我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤
你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使
甚至我学会了飞翔
飞过人间的无常
才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎么样
只要有你就会是天堂
像孩子依赖着肩膀
像眼泪依赖着脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖
给我力量
像诗人依赖着月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂？

Is almost 5 month that our relationship ended...
She is a good girl, a cheerful, nice, charming, intelligence although always been call as "old people", hard work, caring, sweet and so on..........

Sorry that what have been done... not appreciate you...
My bad....
Learn from lesson.... 有的时候要珍惜。

Congratulation found a better one...

thailand

2009-10-04T09:43:00.000-07:00

Told myself that dun always say tomorrow that why I here to finish up my Thailand trip which is said earlier gonna blog about thai... this trip my family trip that me, my sis, my mom and my 2 aunty on from muar and another on penang go together... Is always not that fun that going with parents but once in a while you must accompany your parents as they grow you up... wei... where can say once in a while geh... lolz..

Is not a good kick start where on the road to bukit kayu hitam, we saw an accident. When i saw the smoke coming out from the truck... i quickly wake up my sis to take photo... so bad la me wei... you see the second picture you will remain silence for few second ba...

100 meter away from our car...

walao... watch movie meh abang...
take inside the car that why no clear..

oh ya... Actually we are travelling by car.. that mean me and my sister are take turn to drive to thailand... dun think that we go bangkok...@@... just HatYai only... the most interesting part is you dunno their language and we stuck in kastam for a while because of some miscommunication. reminder, going oversea the car must be your own car and bring the what borang along... if not you gonna was lot of time at there... they are reducing the cases of stolen car.
First stop and the last stop also HatYai.we found a hotel room and left the car at the hotel and sit taxi(they call as tuk tuk) to travel around. when reached there, i didn't go out and straight away to my mom that i will to rest because of the last paper i just had... i didn't get to sleep well... so they decided to take a walk and da bao for me I just left in the hotel room... haha...

Second day, place to go... Songkhla...
surely their beach is nice, clean, and clearer our PD much much... haha...

teo is ready to go by with tuktuk car...

reached the beach of Songkhla.

the mermaid they said in Songkhla... what the big deal? haha...

they use to stand behind the car when the sit is full... i'm just posting...

that ice-cream is mixture of corn, peanut, bread, pulut... lol

mango pulut... very the best... i mean that mango... haha

people KFC give sin chan leh...

this only can find in thailand? all species selling at tesco like that..
for malaysia people will a bit culture shock that they can sell pork open space on tesco leh... why we malaysia can't wan... haha...

Just play at there 3 days, the next day we stay at penang my aunty house.. thx her that keep bring us to eat good food although i can't eat... sobsob..

k la.. tired ah... see you 3 weeks later blogspot..

sorry...

2009-10-04T06:12:00.000-07:00

sorry to myself and my reader that i unable to blog something here... gonna go for camp for 2 week... and alot of stuff haven't settle ya... singing competition is driving me crazy... tml gonna wake up early to fan meeting Ms.Ang discuss about the singing competition stuff... where is my programmer????

sick

2009-09-25T18:36:00.000-07:00

lucky last paper only sick...
2pm was the last paper... @@
hope everything go smoothly...
will update soon the trip went to thailand... 卡卡卡...@@

This call exam?

2009-09-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

STRESS... @@...
Is been a long time i hardly try MCD... last time almost every exam week sure go to MCD to study... that was on my college time... miss that period of time... i been shouting to go MCD since yesterday and today finally went for MCD... for the lunch promotion... i though everything is RM5.95... cilabai and i stay in front of the counter see the big Mac i was going to call was actually cost RM 7.95... then i heard from radio only notice that the promotion price is START from Rm 5.95... marketing strategic... @@... I call a set because the price is more cheaper than you just call a glass of coka and french fried.. my fren call both of it with small cost it around RM4++... @@.. That why i call a big mac and give away the beef between the burger... lolz...

burger with french frieds...

working hard in MCD... unlimited refill.. song~

Today is my cousin sister birthday... no choice.. i have promised mom to fetch her to go after my mom working... they staying at selayang... @@...

the road to selayang while 放工 time...@@

Reach a Cina style steamboat restaurant somewhere kepong behind carefour...

What can i say... what my mom say is the soup is nice, i not so interested in soup things... so no comment for me as well... it is quite special and different from other type of steamboat because it put alot of ingredients to make the soup good in taste... but those ingredients(调味料 )should not servers with the soup because it is annoying keep taken those stuff... there are alot fo those garlic, some herbs 药材 and so on... that is mix soup, one is "clear soup"清汤 another is hot and spicy... really gao lat that one...

鸳鸯soup... "mix" soup.. lolz..

didn't take all of those food... because i dun eat that why lazy to take it.. haha..

dessert in the refrigerator...

this is a special sauces of the restaurant

Ingredients are chili in the front, sesame oil on your left, leek (韭菜) on your right, and the behind with pink colour sauce, I forgot the name of it.. The sauces are usually eat with porridge de...

fried yam... quite sweet because cover fully by sugar... but taste good..

The birthday girl... Danielle my cousinHome made cake... taste just perfect... love it... tml breakfast again... haha...

Angel of Teo`: Exam la woi... go study... haha...
Devil of Teo`: Tml ya... moving back to evergreen will study de la...
Angel of Teo`: left 2 day only for the first paper ah... you better agar-agar oh...
Devil of Teo`: ya la... make sure apa pun put in bag so tml no need zap la... good night la...
Angel of Teo`: Good luck and sleep tight...

Exam?

2009-09-07T06:44:00.000-07:00

Study week left 4days gonna start my first paper... but i'm still haven't start anything yet... that all my sunday used... when back to army camp for latihan tempatan.. only know that yesterday they celebrating dunno hari what jor.. they say in malay... i didnt go for saturday training because it start at 730am, and one of that fellow got exam and the other one got prayer at night...they having puasa... so go early prepare for the makan malam... some random picture on that day...

alfred, me and han loong

they sending back the equipment back to each camp where they borrow for the night...

we are allow to go home by 11am... swt... but chit chat until 1something..
after sending them home i reach home around 4 adi...

Sleep for a while next station is Tropicana Golf & Country Resort... first i though is going tropicana city to eat buffet de... when almost reach the place only know we going the club house to eat buffet... the environment consider high class... 10 i give around 7... but the food... haiz... is buka puasa promotion.. my brother get 4 ticket free RM 48... so we dun expect much.. but my whole family go plus my brother gf total 6 people we need to pay extra 2 person only know that the buffet cost actually is RM70++... let see the food first you know why... that is not value for money at all...

is my first time to go to golf field actually...

interesting art work... can see that it is really hard to do it...

lemang...@@

dessert and those malay kuih-muih also almost empty... refill damn slow...
you can actually get better taste of those food outside... the tasts of those kuih suck...
RM70++ guess what is the ice-cream?
those ice-cream you get from supermarket 2 for RM1... out of stock somemore... !@#$%

satay, chicken. beef and some others fried stuff...

roti canai, lala goreng, and soup of the day.. lol
pizza is on the left... is the most delicious food among all...

steamboat, nasi lemak, malay bao..

Asam laksa

spaghetti, vege, fried prawn and fried chicken

Still have others food... didn't post out because the quality of the photo not that good... my skill problem... lol...

Conclusion... 100% of all those food we can easily can from outside... but the problem is the taste of the food better alot then the buffet... i think our family spend the RM 150 for 2 people money at MAMAK~~ murni 100% the food taste better, eat until you vomit also...

by the way... good luck to all my fren that having or going to exam... and to myself too...
all the best...

birthday...

2009-09-05T00:37:00.000-07:00

Gonna be 21st soon... not so soon... coming november...
Look back to 20 years... time running out so fast that I can't imagine that my life just passed so fast... how is gonna be for coming birthday? Is it gonna be

celebrating with parents and get a barbies doll cake? haha...
that my cousin sister... cute little girl...

roti kosong with chili sos plus milk as a cake cerebrating at mamak? lol...
this is last year as music club member celebrate with me at mamak...

celebrating with fren on else where?

or

worse come to worse
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celebrate alone... cook for myself and it represent cake...
that my breakfast just now... lolz...

How gonna be my coming birthday?
By the way, Singing Competition 2 will be held on that day if nothing go wrong... lol... I'm the organizing chairman of the coming event.. hope the event can be done successfully... i'm worry about that because what DSA officer keep remains me that UTAR FAM students from 6000++ over students drop until 2000++ students only... scare that the respond is not that good...
hope that all my frens will support me and i'm looking for judges on singing competition on that actual day. Anyone got any suggestion?

What goes next?

2009-08-19T23:42:00.000-07:00

I always run out of time... this is because i not well manage my time? bad time management... sad... any advise?
Final exam coming soon.... my study i can't even catch up at all...@@
Singing competition proposal gonna pass up soon... but the committee member still haven't finish finding....
After being insurance agent no activities at all... @@...
no time to Gym...
no time go fo tang and shopping for my new cloth after slim down...

may i dunno how to prioritize what should do first and what go next...

So should i do next leh?

going for movie later is next... haha...

practise...

2009-07-25T03:56:00.000-07:00

Is gonna be a busy week... alot of assignment is coming... week 8 going to week 9..@@
still use the time and go back to band practise... :)
is a lovely morning on the saturday when most of people can sleep until 12pm++ but i go for band practise... but i'm always late because as a senior ma...:P

Practise at bus stop... lol... i miss Fujian Assembly Hall 福建会馆, i use to have band practise at there... it was at my time...

sign of after practise... qi shui puo... @@...

DO ASSIGNMENT MAN...

secretary...@@

2009-07-24T06:03:00.000-07:00

Just went for askar AGM... sad to say that get a post that i most no confidence on doing it... @@... sad... no choice... is time to change... anything also have to try before only know... SECRETARY.... here i come... sobsob...

dinner after getting the post...@@...
and you wont find meat la... dun worry... i'm still vegetarian... :)...

mint mentos in yellow~...@@

2009-07-20T11:06:00.000-07:00

Just now in lecture class...
I saw my fren with MINT mentos,
then i ask her: I want.......
She answer: sure..
ok lo... take one... then i have a look...
@@... wtf... why yellow colour geh?
she have no idea... coz she just ate a white colour mint(as usual colour)...
stun.... poor guy you come to the wrong packet i think... but no people willing to eat him... kesian... end up left him in the class... that is end of his life...@@

hair style...

2009-07-19T17:35:00.000-07:00

Last Friday 10 of July, I go for a hair cut... knowing that being botak quite sometimes, is time to change a new look... I asked the barber aunty to help me to cut few line/shape on my side of my hair... end up being like that... lolz...

Go back home first thing is kena my dad scold...@@ next time if you cut this hair again dun come back to the house... @@ come on... 21st adi la... you think I'm like those lala zai meh? hair style change but is my heart and brain is still the same man... this reminds me dun judge people on image only... I cut this hair just for fun... and trying new things out, because I seldom style my hair. :)

video Part 2 and 3...

2009-07-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

Special thanks to benny and shawn... they able to finish it within a day... :)

Last post about army life for a`month...

2009-07-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

After all kind of practise... it main purpose is to build up our mental and physical when me go to jungle.. when it comes to the end, all those training seen to be more and more easy for us, maybe because we already cope with it adi... and also jurulatih not punishing us much because every punishment there have a reasons on it. The lesser mistake we done the lesser punishment. After almost 2week there all of us clever adi... not doing some kind of stupid mistake like doing things slow, masuk baris not punctual, not following order, and much more. That why on week 3 of the camp, almost every night few of us gather mostly in my room to have supper... haha... thanks to Elaine and staff tan always go carefour to help us to buy our supper~.. haha..

After cutting 2nd time of botak before go to jungle.
the reason to keep it short is because easier to manage and clean up... pity those girl with long hair. After coming out from camp hai teng cut off her long hair.. haha..

One day before going jungle, We are given equipments and foods use in jungle. So pack yourself and prepare... After putting it those foods and equipments, you can't believe that the weight of the beg actually is heavier than the beg we use to practise adding sand... @@.. regreted that when training why dun take heavy a bit... I still heard someone(girls somemore) said she wanna bring 3 bottle of 1.5L of water for 3 days... kena stun...@@ luckily she didn't... the foods they provide is more than enough so we just bring half of it only... plus some of our favours food maggi~... lol... LIFE can't live without it... haha...

Early in the morning, no change before 6am need to gather because need to get our M16, so is time to say Come on.. let go man..

But sadly, i have no semangat at all... @@ with that sleepy face..

That place we camp out were actually at semenyit before FU GUI SHAN ZHUANG...@@... i saw it when the tank pass by it when using hulu langat way.... I"M wandering, so near meh? at night anything will happen or not oh? the first day we staying in forest we use to see in the movie... I always wanna to try out what the feeling of staying in forest/jungle, but i'm sure that is not what i want for this camp. Maybe because of the stress of being a platun commander and also sergeant on the first day...@@... plus i dun like humidity of the jungle and my shoes is 24/7 wet that really makes me confortable..
First, i explain why suddenly i become sergeant and platun commander. Every platun(group) will have a platun commander, a sergeant , 3 corporal and 3 lens corporal. each post will be held by on of us in our platun. Time to time, jurulatih will exchange the ranking depands on his mood. I volunteer to be the sergeant on the first run. Because of those high ranking position needs a better leader, i'm not saying i'm a good leader, but i chose to bring up my team since they all are not ready yet... you feel the pressure when the things get mess up... @@.. especially jurulatih is giving order and pressuring me but my followers are doing things slowly... i didnt blame them because most of us are not really good in building camp... all first time... but they really slow... lol.. but improve after the next two days... :)
One funny stories come from building camp is C dunno how to build his camp and is one team with K. K also dunno build camp. Almost everyone is completed their camp but they still haven't find enough stick to build, then i ask C why you build so slow, he figure straight away point to K and say K dunno how to build.. that stun me and make me laugh like shit after i sharing with my mates... lol...

There is how we cook our meal...

When you run out of time and hungry, the fastest way... maggi~...

The second day and third day were overnight at palm oil field... it feel much more better compare to forest... place more dry and cleaner... because in jungle you see all kind of insect and worms... yuaks.... you can easily found by just lifting up dry wood on flood. Bottom of the wood was actually wet and full of worms... @@.. Our whole team feel happier after the second day, we sang, we walk and we move as a team. Although we been punish by jurulatih all the time, but we still happy because we know our group is the best.

building their camp...

on top of the hill... is that last place and last practise we at...

Here is when you dun listen to jurulatih. Start suffer...

all gather first... waiting order...

"kamu semua pijak kepala aku? saya lembut awak pun lembut"...
guling semua sekali...
@@... we rolling down hill...

redam semua...@@
Imaging that everyday my team at least 5-8times redam inside this kind of water, that why i say my shoes is 24/7 wet...

4days 3 nights is quite a memorable moment for us.. is happy all of us is safely come back.. i didn't list down very detail about what has happen inside... really is long story... if wan i advise you personal experience is better than just listen to what people has said.. :)

all of us get our sijil on the last day in medan by Tuan amni...

Future is still long way to go... learn what every in camp and apply it..

That come to an end of the camp... we have a malam akrab one day before we went out the camp... all committee done a great job on that night and make it a memorable night for us...

I'm here special thanks to~

Puan Haslina

Koperal hamizi

From left sargen zamri, staf sargen Suhaimee and koperal Sharil
and Koperal Nissan at behind

Elaine

Staff Tan and Encik Zul

Koperal Yusof

Koperal Taufik

And others which also guiding us in camp... insufficiant photo... so didn't show them..
and siti who brought camera.... if not won't be so many memorable things to recall back..

Demo yang lain...

They all those people who sacrifice their time, guiding us, torturing us(swt), teaching us, caring us, and so on... without them i think we can't learn and gain what as we though. :) And my fellow camp mates~... i'm glade that knowing them... have a wonderful life in this camp...
Last... still the same word... thank you guys very very much... :)

The day before we left...

Gathering at tenji...

and also Jin birthday on 1july....

place at 4 season... :)

Here a video create by benny and shawn... actually i will update another 2 more... continue de... just some picture in camp... :)

Continue~

2009-07-13T08:08:00.001-07:00

Actually we have exam for what we learned first only go for shoting at sungai besi. Didn't arrange my photo properly before updating... hehe...

We have our exam at canteen also...@@ insufficiant space? got air-cond room also not allow us to go there to take our exam... sad la...

So what next???
What is our next destination??
deng deng deng deng~~~

We go for obstacle course training. The location actually is next to the lapang sasaran sungai besi camp. Just on the right hand side of the place that i didn't notice on the day when we go for shoting. When the instructor guiding us how to cross those obstacle, the first things come to mind....
Cheh... Why looks so easy de?
Then i realise that we need to care our weapon and the stupid heavy beg that accompany going into medan(jungle) de...@@... I stunned...@@
If i not mistaken, NS(national service) also got this kind of obstacle course but they do it without weapons and beg... So for them i think is just a piece of cake... If possible, lets try something more challenging dude~.... :P
First, we need to walk up the "stair" and jump down from it... actually most of the obstacle looks easy, but not as easy as you think. You feel the fear of the height and the weight of your body and equipment that with you on the stair. That is why is say is looks easy but actually .... NOT~

kamaru is demonstrating for us the way of jumping down.
(Correct me if his name is wrong...hehe)

Next is support your body and climb over the walk. Is not that high (6feet), but i still can't cross it alone... sad.. need support... when hanging the walk i feel the heavy of my leg, can't lift it up at all... because the weight of the boots...@@ and others weight too...

Giving support to Sia Zin to cross over it... :)...
Affer supporting 5 girls... pain... sobsob.. TAHAN.... next~

Next, the bridge looks easy and my fren though is easy so jump run on it... but~ haha... PK... lol...
Lucky i'm behind him... :P... few of the obstacle dun have nice photo, so didn't post it..

2 jurulatih and one pengawai is there posting... haha...

He is koperal taufik... looks fat but actually really FIT... all army with pangkat is well trained before they get their pangkat. After age of 35, we can't attend any khusus to upgrade our pangkat adi de... so i think we just able to be like that being jurulatih...

When is come monkey rack, i feel the less confidence to cross with full equipment de... though gonna be muck man... normally if you fall down from the monkey rack, bottom is water, now is almost dry of makes it more geli... @@ there is where muck become mucksss.... @@ you will have to keep in touch with it... and jurulatih will ask you to sit on the muck worse is lean over on the muck.... yuaksss....@@

Koperal Yusof is cool man... but cheh... cross without begs and M16 sure can la... haha...

Lucky after the obstacle have a small river let us to wash off those dirt.. For outsides, what the ... that the yellow muckssss to clean off your dirt... we have no choice and force to jump in after the obstacle... and you feel refreshing...

we enjoy the moment of it... :)

The next outcamp activities are~ College... i'm coming back!!!.... but har.... at ktar? em hai ma?

Due to our camp has no field for us to practise some challenging workout, so we come to ktar to practise... Toughest PT morning throughout the week and also the last pt in our camp... :-(
And we are having latihan kering that means demostration of practise in jungle...(dunno how to explain it) It just like we practise things on that day and learn from theory and use it when we go to jungle...

Building up camp for jurulathi... they very da pai de... lolz...

Crawling is one of the most tired exercise... @@ i'm curi tulang there... lol

there is long way to go man... football field... @@

running and jumping here and there... tired.. -_-'''

We learn some tactic to care people in case anyone injured. Is fun but... when find partners... sad.... big size with big size... no choice lo... 70++kg carry 70++kg people lo... haha...

Hai Teng looks so senang caring peng... she is very very thin man...
this tactic call darling caring~ :P
when i got chance to care my belove one? :P

few pictures left... hope line is good so that can faster upload it...

REJIMAN 515, KHUSUS ASAS PARAJURIT MUDA SIRI 3 SUKARELA/2009

2009-07-07T03:07:00.000-07:00

Before i start the story in my camp... Explain a bit why i join askar... First surely is not interested la... last time i used to see one whole group of askar from ktarian training at the field of ktar,(what type of training will be show on picture on next post) i really really think they are sohai... but now one of them... haha... things are unpredictable.. Back to topic... hehe.. first is to keep fit... i lost 3kg inside the camp... but i'm not that satisfy because of i ate alot of supper at there... if not should be more than that... haha... next is personal experience, what is army life really is... Is better than you experience yourself than just listen to what people said. 3 is $$$$$... haha... we get allowance just to finish that courses. we get to keep fit, personal experience and government still paying us... Such a good offer, why dun accept... haha... here where the nightmare come...

9 May 2009, is the day i joined for army training camp for month. Camp is around Dato Keramat area by taking lrt to Dato Keramat and another 15minute walk will reach REJIMAN 515. The first thing we do is get free things use in camp then is time to say bye bye to my hair...

checking everything is gam~

The journey begin... peace.. @@

That my platuan(group).

Things getting serious. Cause chosing AJK for coming month camp.

These are the committee, still got alot is not inside the picture. and not include the speaker, he is Tuan Richard

The real Training begin. Students life 5something in the morning ask you to wake up will you willing to wake up? Ki siao... Ass didn't get burn up by sun also dun wan wake up la...
ok lo... 5something... AM leh... wake up lo... do morning exercise lo... people say zao su zao qi shen ti hao... we also is zao su... 2AM zao ma? zao leh... morning also what... @@...
People say do PT(exercise) morning only ma... you come and try har ma know lo...
PT is our mental breakfast, everyday sure got~!@@ always over time until we have no time to eat our breakfast... sobsob...

Gather in front of the hostel we stay ready to workout man!!~~~

1........ up......... down...... up........
faster can or not@@....

What come next, after PT, give you 30minute la(sometimes less than that)... clean up, change your cloth, finish your breakfast, BARIS... lewat, kamu semua siap.!! walao.. siao meh, our room at 6 floor la... somemore so dirty, and you think so fast can finish changing cloth meh? beh tahan@@...
These all kind of excuses come to my mind on the few days, imaging that PT almost can make you like half dead zombie... after that in just half and hour continue the next activities. KAWAD.

Those who knows me in the camp know that i dun like kawad although i'm consider good in kawad. Because i dun like the heat of the sun, and wearing the damn spiked shoes is killing my leg... Lucky is just one week is keep on kawad from 9-5. Got a lunch break and depends whether the jurulatih wanna give you a break or not when they teaching.

Can give me a break? i wan kitkat... you wan KitKat i give you guak guak(jalan itik)@@...

I know i handsome, no need all people keep looking me de..@@

This is kawad senjata. It looks fun. But when M16 get burn, you feel the heat man~

Here is my buddies in camp, adam and remmy.

We having exam for kawad kaki... chill la.. dun be so serious... :)

top 12 for kawad kaki, i'm one of it... :P

Sadly... lose to a girl... JIN... sobsob.... she is good la...

Yea BABE.!!!!!! more kawad... @@

place we use to take our meal... and hanging around... haha... no place to go ma...

Beside learning kawad, we have classes teach about strategy in war, weapon, and a lot more.
You think is good to just listen to jurulatih teach only... but in classes, you 100% sleepy... no doubt... the worst things is, the one beside you sleep you will kena... haha... dun have in class photo... all is photo of learning weapon
People keep asking, the M16 is real ah? -_-''' nop... is toys... @@
What for training for so hard playing a toy? though we still under 12 meh?

We are learning to open the M16 and fix it back...

Parts of M16....

Following are ways to shoot... i forgot the name.. opss...@@
After getting from CHAN~.. their name is lying down, sit, crouch, and stand .

Structure of weapon, that is a must to know your weapon. If anything goes wrong you know how to repair and what happen to your weapon.

steyr... in CS is 44... lol... around 3.3kg

M16, in CS is 43... lol... around 2.8kg... the M16 number i'm using in camp is D222...

After learning "theory of M16"(bored), is time to get some fire... pratical time.. lol...
the lapangan sasaran is at sungai besi camp...

Take turns...target is not the number, just a placing... below it will have a target to shot.

For beginner, of cause 100meters la... still got people one target also didn't kena@@

Dun play play when it come to real bullet la... See, kena again...

a small hole also let them think of punish us... RENDAM SEMUA SEKALI@@, i dun wan see you face above the water...

my buddies as well... Alfred(YDP), Kayang(keseluruhan terbaik), Sherk(My roommate)
We are a team on menjatuhkan piring, we get first runner up...:)
get to shot extra bullet compare to others...

Adam won the penembak terbaik... lucky shit la...@@ why not me!! haha...

Is time to go back... Happiest day on the camp... raining somemore... song~

Update the others as soon as possible~now is 3am... i haven't read journal leh...@@

latest look... :)

2009-05-10T05:24:00.000-07:00

is not as bad as i think... haha.. i'm going for askar for 1month training.. hope everything gonna be find.. at least i would not be drop down on the half way of it... be strong man... :)
hope to see some changes toward my attitude inside there and the most important things is my body shape... haha... :P

thing gonna changes.... before 2008

2008-12-02T07:50:00.000-08:00

First of all... Sorry to those who expected me so much but i disappointed them... now realize that quite a number of personality of mine should changes... and thank to a person who really speak heart to heart with me about my personality and what I have done wrong.
Honestly, here is the conclusion of what he talks about me and what I have realize that suppose to changes.

1) mei shang jin xin
2) want alot of things at the same time
3) do not focus
4) always delay
5) must ke ku nai lao
6) consistent
7) learn to build long lasting relationship
8) communicate with parents more
9) a lot of excuses
10) i think still got alot... but can't think of....

above of that MUST changes in 2008... those who read my blog... remind me if i done those things above....

CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE!!!!

No photo ah...

2008-11-09T07:35:00.000-08:00

sad thing that my camera can't function well again... take me at least 1minute to take a picture which make me du lan... sometimes longer than that.... sien... think of changing phone again... haha

3 assignment in this week... hope i can finish on time bah... @@

become lazy jor... paid gym fees but going lesser and lesser...@@ tired, pain. plus no time has given me an excuse to no go for gym... haiz... can not like that!!! gambatte~ 5kg to go.... but if building muscle i think i will increase weight instate of reducing it... haha.... as long as become leng zai should be good for me... haha

doing research now... dun wan type jor... sien....

@@... sorry to myself

2008-11-03T02:00:00.000-08:00

Thursday Oct 30

Pain due to 2 reasons I here... Imagine you pay a service which cost yourself into pain and is gonna make you broke, but I have no choice to not doing it because of the effect will be worse if you don't service it. Physical pain and mentally pain as well. Cause I just went for dentist check up to filled up my cavity on teeth. @@... 2 hours laying and opening mouth BIG is tired and pain plus I’m feel disgusting for the leng lui dentist to filling up my 6 cavity. Which still have a lot of..@@ 2 hours only able to finish 6 tooth cavity. Swt.. Pain like shit… She keep on asking me say do you wan to injection of painkiller, but my answer always is not, I scare needle more than anything else. I can’t imagine that tiny little needle in front my mouth and inject inside it…@@ so I insist not injecting. The process of filling the cavity is damn long. To filling up each single tooth would have to take around 6-7 step only to completely the whole cleaning, filling, putting medicine for anti bacteria and more. So this is one lesson that tells me DUN EVERY BE LAZY TO BRUSH YOUR TEETH.

Friday Oct 31

By next day of it, 2 mid terms one the same day almost the same time. @@ Pengajian Malaysia and Managing Information. Not doing my best because of giving myself too many reasons not to study. NOT MORE EXCUSES ANYMORE. If not TEO KAH WEI, you gonna get 50% out of 100 again. Anyway, thx to ah nee(brother gf) inviting and giving me free ticket for a fashion design show concert (15 anniversary of nuyou 杂志）. Lol… Is a mix of fashion show with singer singing on stage. Guess include 曹格，张智成，林健辉 and 温岚。I’m glade that has the opportunity to attend the 15 anniversary of nuyou 杂志。Luckily we went there early and I lost my way again somewhere in KL…@@ suppose will be there by 730PM because of didn’t notice of one junction to turn in, we reach there on 830PM. But still on time able to redeem the ticket before the show start. The event was so formal that I and 三个小冬瓜 wear until like go shopping kind of pattern only. Haha… People wearing coat, gown, and make up until sui sui. Kinda embarrassing but I’m not the only one… haha… Each singer was singing around 4-7 of song.曹格Was the best among those singer. His live performance excellent was as good as the person in CD. Lol… Coz when record a song, they will chose the best of those repeating singing on the same song. After the concert, went to PJ SS2 same place mamak where I always go to have our supper. J Because need to fetch someone that dunno how to go back from KL to their house. No choice, the only way I know is PJ go their house. Reached home 2pm…@@

The ticket was like that. But without 温岚.

The stage of the court where there are two stage walk in front for those models.

Food at the Mamak, where my roti salad...@@

Saturday 1st Nov

Done something bad to me, told myself go my friend house to do assignment, end up nop… @@ went to one of my secondary friend house borrow Microsoft office 2003 where my Microsoft office expires. Though gonna install a while but play dota with him until my GYM time gone. Suppose when to gym by 3PM, but end up 6PM only reach sungai long. After dinner with my friend, we actually plan to go for a driver around KL area, so I bring them to Wangsa Maju BRJ where the food and service is suck but I dunno why there are still so many people going there. Perhaps there is a good place of gap lui… lol…. Quite a lot of people because that night was MU vs XX dunno what another team name adi… haha.. Guess what, 1AM in the morning near wangsa maju and you after damn fucking boring, what you will do. The journey to the Genting is begin… @@ Non of us wearing sport shoes, long pants and jacket. Straight away go… lol… luckily my jacket is inside my car. :P still feel scary although is my second time of going up driving by myself. Weather there is not that cool at that night, so is not what freezing there. Having a drink at KFC(no choice) where starbuck was closed. Reached back sungai long by 5am++ overnight at there… glade that I still went for gym today. If not really felt sorry to myself. 过意不去。

Happy deepavali...@@

2008-10-27T01:10:00.000-07:00

@@... actually should be happy with holiday but guess what? Imagine that sound of the fire cracker are keep on BOOM BING BANG... which is sound was coming near by outside my window...@@ beh tahan... @@.... the fire cracker is damn annoying...@@.. why those indian are so rich wasting all their money on those kind of stupid stuff... haiz... no offence, because really is too noisy... of cause, CNY chinese also put alot of fire crackers, but we have our own meaning of putting fire crackers. lol...

By the way, just went to TGV jusco today with a special girl that she always asked me out but i rejected her. I'm so Sorry that always disappointed you. But when i just call her up, with lots of assignment in next week and still with her illness she promised me to have dinner and watch movie with me... hehe... appreciate that.

This is the dinner both of us eat, which cost RM7 consider expensive to me because 10 years before i think the price of the food of this shop should be half of it and perhaps lesser.. due to inflation...@@... I'm a Long customer for the tong sui shop... I'm so loyal to that shop and still always promote their things which is nice. But gain nothing..@@ dun hv them promote adi.. :)

Another funny things is about the advestisement which on the tgv cinemas. At first i really dunno what the error after looking it carefully and she told me that there is a mistake of using words in the sentance. MUST? lol...

Is been quite sometime that i never go to fo tang. Today just went back to attend the classes which usually I go for it. The different between now and last time is the changes of attitude of listening and learning in the class. If you do something that you are willing to do it, the learning process on it will be different. Example like people force you to swimming and you do not how to swim. End up you will go to swimming pool play water but not learning to swim. Can't say that i'm be force to go fo tang last time. Just that not so willing to go to attend to classes there. But dunno that today go back to fo tang feel differently. hehe... perhaps there has been changes on me. There is some photo of flower arrangement(dunno how to say it) in on of the lesson to day has learn.

Actually the share should be a L shape as you can see both of the pink colour flower has form a L shape. But end up adding others of leaf and small flowers is effect of L is gone. haha
That's my decoration. hehe...

FOUND...

2008-10-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

lol... someone just took my book... nowander is gone@@... thx anyway...
been gyming for 4 days nonstop. Today curi tulang abit, not going for morning lecture and also gym as well. Due to the reason of just donated blood. Is my second time of donating, but the feeling still the same as i'm still scare of donating as well. Scare of needle and many reason yet. I still manage to go in there alone. This time is alone... lol.. Feel so idiot waiting there alone, doing it alone... haha... Because last time she is the one who accompany me. I'm finish donating with 5minute but she take up more than that... haha... cause for her xie guan too small... She is a senior of the First Aid Unit(FAU) knowing well how to comunicate with those first doner. She taken my first time... lol... of bring me to donate blood. If not until today i still won't go to donate.

sammi~ thx...

DIARY.....

2008-10-22T21:18:00.000-07:00

Today wasn't that good for me. Just lost my lovely diary... sobsob... This little books has almost going along with me through out the whole 2008, wherever I went mostly will bring along with it. Cause is to remind me what to do, what going to buy and list down some important memories and so on. I found out this went having meeting with my singing competition society member which i'm was taking it out to write some note but unfortunately it has gone. @@ I have no idea where i left it and only thing i can do is make a call to my friend with me just now and went back the places where I had class and seminar. End up getting nothing. Disappointedly continue with the meeting at cafeteria, and the meeting was so unorganized where you can image that 3 groups of people discussing their own things which is call meeting? And all keep running out of topic or should I say I'm not concentrate enough. Sorry about that. Who seen it kindly return to me... thx first...

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

2008-10-22T07:10:00.000-07:00

What Teokahwei Means
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

Langkawi~

2008-10-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

Some picture at langkawi, didn't take much because dun have camera. My stupid w810 camera, i repair jor waste it RM45 still not really function well. @@ Made me langsung no mood to take much picture@@.

Those was not taken by me, cause my hp can't open in sit the plane as electronic devices can't open well the plane is flying and landing. Ah Nee(brother gf) taken those picture.

Holiday

2008-10-04T20:42:00.000-07:00

Music society, dance club, wu shu club, Chinese orchestra.
Those are the society i recently joined. @.@
It is funny that get to know a lot of friend come from difference background and what the society really doing. Is been a busy life since i joined utar, but I'm enjoy it.

Everything gonna be change in coming semester, perhaps dropping society to achieve my goal, i will sign up for the gym at sungai long shop house. Since before i start my University life second dream in my list is to find a gym room and work it out. So do as what i plan.

So far I enjoy my University life although is far different with Ktar life. People, life style, policy, and friends. Human usually easy to change due to environment changes but most of us not willing to change. Always things that why i can't just staying a stable life, this is what I'm. Not willing to change most of my attitude.

Is been a busy holiday until today most of my things haven't done..@@ This holiday had doing gym for a week, go Muar and also Langkawi for several days. YEAH... Finally get the chance to sit flight. :) It is different feeling that you own experience that flying on top of the sky then just watching tv. Air Asia really make most of people dream come true that everyone can fly. Langkawi is a nice place where you can drink beer or any alcohol like water. :) I staying Kuah town at Sinaran Motel which I think is preferable cheap. At peak season my brother still use to get RM 60 per room. 2 single bed almost same with hotel, just some of the tools dun have like shampoo, tissu, pen, paper, phone, bathtub and so on. But I dun think those stuff that provide on hotel is necessary. :) waste money and resources, not environmental friendly and so on. No wander hotel charge double or triple of the cost.@@ I dun think the cholocate is cheap here... haha... the reason why I said so because almost all chocolate which imported is at least RM10++. For a student like me@@... Luckily I go with mom~... haha... thanks to mom that i brought RM50++ chocolate, and 2 absolut kurant, dunhill light (not for me)... hehe

Few day left, what is the best things today that i'm won't feel that my holiday was waste?

Bara no nai hanaya

2008-09-16T14:00:00.000-07:00

薔薇のない花屋, direct translate is Flower Shop without A Rose, is a japan drama that i just finish watched during my exam week... swt... because i have 5 day more to my next paper... But not regret that the drama is definitely nice... is about a complicated love story while the story line that unpredictable. A father Shiomi Eiji is forced to become a single father when his girlfriend passes away while giving birth to their daughter. I like the daughter alot. Name shizuku 小雫。She a is docile daughter which have a angel smile. A daughter which know how to get his father heart.

Is a nice drama which should not miss it... :)

Tears Dropped....

2008-09-11T02:04:00.000-07:00

冷血的我无言无辜的在梦中落泪了。
好久没有这感觉了，
梦中的故事也只是一向来和父母吵架的画面，

总是埋怨，而没替他们着想，
此刻的我还是梦中的我吗？

CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE

2008-09-10T00:31:00.000-07:00

Was a sad day for me... Why this kind of feeling keep following when i doing my exam paper related to management? Last time MPO also like that.... this MP also like that... 100% just manage to answer 20% of the question.... swt.... memories all stuff go in end up blank... is that my memories skill need to be improve? or Perhaps others are well prepare? I think is because i do not concentrate in class with end up like this... hope this was a lesson for me to attend class and concentrate... seriously i go MP lecture class without listening what she is teaching... and i dislike the lecturer which make me like this... dun be like that again... X.X

I MUST change my study style!!!
改改改改改改改改改改改改改改改

next up law... hope everything is ok...

Way back into love...

2008-07-11T09:21:00.000-07:00

Will this blog be terminate due to lessees blogging or lessees visitor?

Is been sometimes that never take sometimes to make my own interest to blog.

First thing that never forgot that i have made a plan for 2008 which on February.
Planning for 2008,
1) Get myself to graduate in 2008 May.
2) Be awareness of my surrounding stuff.
3) Remember to remember. (Sound stupid, but that a great motivation word)
4) Get to learn Japanese word by reading hiragana and katakana.
5) Learn Guitar or Drum. (Get to know the language of music)
6) Get myself into Utar. (Get all those information of it, and get good in my result to able to archive the grade)
7) Keep down my body weight lower than 80kg before Universities.
8) Maintain of doing workout and reading by every day.
9) Start saving for my personal financial planning.
10) Get my look better. (Learn styling hair or others)

on this statement 10 out of 7 i have done it... yahoo~... hehe.. feel so proud for myself... perhaps there will becoming new plans for 2008-2009? hehe... I'm actually graduate in may and finally pass all my exam... although the grade is really unsatisfying... except 2-4 i not really do it and 8 consider so... but, other than that... most of it are fulfill and achieved.
Been studying at utar for almost 2month, is a good experience when i come to the place which called sungai long where i always be there for CC(cyber cafe). Starting was difficult to cope with the environment, lecture & tutorial classes, friends, & many more. But for sure those people are really friendly, most of them i get to know was those that i always expected to be known. Just like i always wish my frens around me was english educated... and eventually i came in to a class which my class rep was a sieng. Few of my classmate also banana as well... haha... The part that pressure me is that i still can cope with the marking system. Last time i not use to take midterm exam seriously, but due to the changes of marks that was 40% of the final, that was scare my up and mostly every week with one assignment and exam. Luckily still can handle it. The most interesting part that is i joined few of the society that i always be wandering joining or not. Chinese orchestra, dance club and music society. Most active in CO due to some reason. Is a good experience that get to know chinese orchestra instrument and songs other than just band songs. I'm been active in band since form1-5. Should i be putting the same effort into the society? I'm just scare what has happen like what i experience which i dun wish that will be a second changes that happen to the society that i joined. all the best...

by the way.... I'm on the "Way back into love"... hope so...

Exam...

2008-04-26T20:37:00.000-07:00

Is been a tough week for me that having 4 paper within a week of time for preparation to finish those paper and have not study week... Worse come to worse, I'm sick... pity sad that because its happen on exam week and is on the middle of all my paper... sadly to say that one of my paper seriously I'm not doing as well as what i expect... That paper just allow me one day of time to prepare, although I'm well prepare before my exam for that paper, but seen like unable to do it as what i expect, perhaps flu and fever killing me... which mean is yesterday started to fall into sick... and today gonna take for the paper... but at least i do my best, no regret... hope that everything going be fine... Utar... I'm coming? This is what i concern next... knowing myself better than others, i was given a choice that whether wanna take degree on UK which mean that study at advance or either taking master at Australia that was study at utar. Given this choice surely i will chose master instate of degree holder, but seeing my situation now, with a cgpa 2something student thinking so far that going to study as a master. impressive.... haha... don't care much la... do what i can do now...

gambatte... 3down 1 to go.... last...

DARK NIGHT

2008-03-28T02:00:00.000-07:00

In a dark horror night, that’s around 1am in the middle of the night, the electricity was cut down in a without any warning while i was half way finish my bath. Life is full of unexpected stuff, but most of those unexpected stuff always is a good things for me. Like I said cut of electricity is happen when I was taking bath. But think at positively the hand phone was with me at toilet and I just finish bathe while just taking towel to clean up.

Well, just came from gathering of my secondary classmate. Just few of us are there only, around 13, list out their name first, teo(me), ali, hai ting, chew chin, poh peng, szee mee, chun peng, pik shan, li fong, kah ling, ze kai, chee liang and yan ho. As usual, can say that my classmate that still keep in touch is this few friends. Others do not appreciate? No idea. What can I say today gathering? No big deal just as usual being the guy that always is a laugher for others. Waste of time? No idea as well.

This keep come to my mind, what should I be studying next. My diploma got to finish in anytime. Should I be changing course or continue with my banking and finance? What is more important for me? Banking is a good career for coming year?

teo`

BAD mood....

2008-03-10T08:40:00.000-07:00

Dunno why that i have such an anger to my belongings that was hide by my housemate... perhaps it was the instrument that i use to play... they really dunno what music player really appreciate their instrument... wtf man... although is just a drum stick... they better put back my stuff on my table... is not about xiao qi... is about my personality... own people have their own belongings which dislike people to play it.... -_-'''

Is all about keeping fit...

2008-02-27T08:14:00.000-08:00

Come to my mind... Does girls really like those guys that with fit and muscly bodies? haha... is a question with no answer... :) Difference people have their own visual and preference on a guy right?
For me, is that important to have good looking or fit body... What I can see now is I'm having a spare tayar on my stomach that i going to cut it off... hopefully... at least make it 33 or 34 ok? was thinking to just diet or start to build up my body.. is about time to maintain and to keep the shape on future life... this been a hard week for me... 3 day nonstop doing gym for 1hours... whole body like marshmallows lembet lembet adi... haha... but is fun to used up your energy in sport(gym consider is sport right?)... Must maintain at least 3 day in gym to cut down my spare tayar as my planning in 2008 the number 7 act...
GAMBATTE...

Teo`

Holiday...

2008-02-26T09:05:00.000-08:00

Is been a long time that didn't post anything here... should say normally my open is like that... Do not know why can't consistently writing my blog on time? Should I be setting a goal that must write a blog at least once in a week? Should it be motivate myself to do so?
Is has been a long holiday for me. Found out that a lot of stuff that I done that do not benefits me. Always blaming, gossip people stuff, scolding, argue with parents and sibling, and criticize others, negative thinking and lot more. To get it out of my head need sometime, just need to always be cool, calm and intelligence when making and movement. Do not wish to be as usual that do not aware of any surrounding stuff, my future, my life, my personality and so on. We all have dream that will become true in matter of time, but without knowledge of knowing those dream, what me been dreaming of them. Just will be something like living better life, getting a great job, get marry with a pretty women, want to travel is something like that. but without knowing others circumstances, like living a better life consider of what, getting a great job is what, what with my mine that was a pretty girl, travel to where and what their culture and why i wanted so much to get those. Until today I only know that Canberra is a city of Australia and others more country likes Sydney and Melbourne. I have not awareness for that kind of stuff. Hate of history, hate of studying. What am I so hated about it? That’s for my own good. It will be late to start all over again. But nothing is late than staying there doing nothing. As Chinese rhesis says 只怕站, 不怕慢。So do not scare of late doing anything, nothing is late to be done. Gambatte!!@@

Planning for 2008,
1) Get myself to graduate in 2008 May.
2) Be awareness of my surrounding stuff.
3) Remember to remember. (Sound stupid, but that a great motivate word)
4) Get to learn Japanese word by reading hiragana and katakana.
5) Learn Guitar or Drum. (Get to know the language of music)
6) Get myself into Utar. (Get all those information of it, and get good in my result to able to archive the grade)
7) Keep down my body weight lower than 80kg before Universities.
8) Maintain of doing workout and reading by every day.
9) Start saving for my personal financial planning.
10) Get my look better. (Learn styling hair or others)

Is a great holiday for me on this short time of period.

What life?

2008-02-02T08:37:00.000-08:00

Is been a long exam week that are just ended. Full of stress that are not usually spoken by me... what is life man... how should a life go on by passing every day without a target? A life that without goal, target and dreams still is life? what m'i thinking man... sad

What is today about?

2008-01-27T20:51:00.000-08:00

Just back from a paper that was so unexpected today... totally out of my mind... what a sad sad day.. first out... Go in to exam room... my pen is out of INK... keep remind myself to bring two pen... but the others pen wasn't with me... lame... Guess what next... Myself didn't notice that my hp was inside my pocket while the exam started... Though that being a good study that just pass it to those examiner will get back after the exam... Things that piss off me that is my hp was not just keep for after exam can get it back... It has been confiscated... -_-''' ok... since i break the rules... i have to bear the risk... what rules that stated that going off to toilet while exam need to check off shoes? swt... take off my shoes in front of public... only i do it... the rest of them go toilet also didn't check... MCB.. wallet put on table also got examiner check it whether go hidden note or not... SWT.. I can't stop my rude words for this whole day... damn moody... but the best thing still is i'm able to done most of the question... seriously... If this paper fail... REALLY dunno WTF I'm doing...
COOL DOWN DUDE... EVERYTHING GONNA BE SUPER DUPER FIND COMING DAY...

2008

2008-01-09T04:22:00.000-08:00

Was thinking to post anything at here de.. but when i started to write my blog... in between something disturbed me to do others stuff... that why most of those are incomplete things that wanna to write out.. haha... currently was quite busy with my revision... finish feel that the feeling to study come to me... cleaned my room with a good environment to do my revision... just changed my roommate which is wen hao to my secondary classmate which continue his study as IT i think, kha choon... is good to me perhaps cause that fellow always not in his room... i just like staying alone in the room~ haha... his gf which is my neigbhour... that why most of the time u can't see him at this room at this moment... :)
time passed so fast, is 2008 9January adi... 9more day was my first paper... financial service... hope wasn't that hard to me... :) all the best... gambatte...

January 7, 2008

Finally settle down most of my stuff… unplugged is finally over, just go back visit my band practice, and start revision for coming exam in. Although in unplugged wasn’t get what that I expect to get but as long as learn something is good enough. And get to know a lot of things that I always didn’t notice about it. It’s been a good experience and gets to involved to activities or event in college. Won’t be regrets joining event. Hope others event will get a better post.

December 13, 2007

Is raining outside my condo, should say pv3, because I’m now sitting outside (stair) a house that waiting someone to out the door for me to go in to do assignment. Last minute stuff sure is like this. J

The first letter starts today. Blog? Haha… Why is say like that? Because after buying my new laptop around one month one blog also haven’t posted new stuff there yet. Really appreciate what I’m having now. Thx god. J By the way, how was my life going on? I’m always thinking to be one of the committee for some event and finally, I’m one of it. (Unplugged assistant programme coordinator)

fainted....

2007-11-14T04:09:00.000-08:00

The first time that i never fell it before... nearly fainted... now i know why when people are fainted are totally no feeling with his sense... lucky before i totally blur is already sitting and laying on the chair in gym room.... perhaps that after drinking that cold water while just finish running... lucky that was nothing big deal with me... just laying at there rest around 10minute... get better than start doing again... swt... not scare will do until die.... haha...
still that same guy like that... although just think though alot of stuff... but still like dun have the self motivation to move me along... erm... A girl that perhaps can moving me forward by what she doing is so impressive... maybe my classmate are totally difference with them... how they efficiently do their assignment... maybe we doing those in the last minute way? is it good? I dun think so... haiz... everything that i'm doing now really worrying what my result going to have for coming exam... was failed two subject last sem... was totally unexpected... while i still so confidence to say that i won't... swt... better work harder for coming exam... dun like what is doing last few sem like that...

Moodless....

2007-10-30T09:16:00.000-07:00

2 year 2 semester, get the first semester result... unexpected result.
can't image that paper that have quite confidence to score finally came out with a fail result...
what is going on with me? gonna cut down my thing already... GAmbaTte... for this sem.... i know i can do it...

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？

2007-10-26T04:03:00.000-07:00

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
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也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。
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不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
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他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .

copy from somewhere... haha.. dunno who posted this de... quite meaningful... haha

Exam....

2007-09-01T10:42:00.000-07:00

Is looks like really a period didn't post anything at here... Mood has been gone. It is different when last time writing anything here... like a person surely will look at it and comment on it... but now won't hope of that... Just hope that left something down when look back what i have done now... A person change day by day.. just like me... time really changed a lot of things... that day really hoping of something but for now that things wasn't so importance now... everything changing... why i still the same when facing exam? next Thursday will be my first paper of exam.. Principle of Investment... It's quite a nice subject for me... but... haiz.. this semester motivation of study was damn low... haiz... Too enjoying my college life... that the worse place.. I think that never fail never feel the pain... haiz... by the way... sleep first... next time continue.. if not tml sure kena sut...
jia you jia you... exam~~~!!!! sure GREAT....

Happiness?

2007-05-26T14:02:00.000-07:00

Blogging life was my hobby at a period of time.... dunno why have been gone. Just saw a friend blog let me feel that some of those memories should write down will make me feel better... last time i was recover like this... why not now? can't let go what should let go? look through her frenster... posted him and her... that let me confirm that the guy let her a happy life... why should i suffering myself... world is wide... move out the first step... one semester passed... dun waste another semester for just waiting there doing nothing... she also won't hope that i become a useless person.. life shouldn't be just like that... it should be colourful... not just sadness bring along my life.. I dun wan this kind of feeling.. Learn a lot for that period... everything that happen is surely relate to what have u done... Depends whether is good or bad only...
Just when back from Genting... Surely is a relaxing place... fresh air.. cold weather... although wasn't that cold that day... with a gang of best friend gone up.. really feel happy this trip... is just like a team to go do something else together... i like this feeling...
College life will be start tomorrow... I really enjoy my college life... my study life... All things should let go let it be... Dun make it as your road block for your future life... The road is still far away... This is what i always like to remind myself... Dun regret what have u done... What u having now is what u have chose to be last time... this is how i motivate myself to move for to see future... Dun look back... is just a memories that left behind... Should see future that haven't happen... things that happen can't be change... just can change those thing that haven't been occur... Gambatte!! I can make it through..

Unbelievable...

2007-02-15T10:04:00.000-08:00

Something happen so fast that i can't acceptable... when it occur it should be... i can't do anything with that... what is the real communication that between a couple? telling the truth or what you felt to each others? i think this is my mean problem between us... i never dare to tell what i felt to u... looking to a girl that like u will never welling to see her sad.. so no never quarrel with her before... maybe I'm wrong.. something a couple quarrel will make either their relationship getting better or getting worse... most of the time they will get better... maybe that why many couple after quarrel will get their relationship getting better.. quearral also come for communication.. reli reli lack of communication... but anyway... you yuan zi ran hui zai yi chi... wish always be happy...

No longer couple...

2007-02-08T20:15:00.000-08:00

2/4.. finally we break up... i'm hurt... dunno what the feeling now.. after passing so many day.. miss u? love u? or hate u? stilll dunno what the reason that we break.. my first time.. never feel this kind of pain before.. now what should i do? fren call me giv up her.. i dunno what should i do now.. haiz.. brain giv me and answer... !! jin... how are u feeling now? u will miss me de? 2years chansing a giril get 2month staying together.. then i need to use alot of time to chanse another girl so we can stay longer? hah...wu nai... lost my target again.. no longer couple.. gonna miss u jin...

Hamm

2006-12-01T23:12:00.000-08:00

My cute little hamm...
hehe...

25句值得记住的话

2006-10-03T20:33:00.000-07:00

25句值得记住的话

1、记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的。改变能改变的，接受不能改变的

2、能冲刷一切的除了眼泪，就是时间，以时间来推移感情，时间越长，冲突越淡，仿佛不断稀释的茶

3、怨言是上天得至人类最大的供物，也是人类祷告中最真诚的部分

4、智慧的代价是矛盾。这是人生对人生观开的玩笑

5、世上的姑娘总以为自己是骄傲的公主(除了少数极丑和少数极聪明的姑娘例外)

6、如果敌人让你生气，那说明你还没有胜他的把握

7、如果朋友让你生气，那说明你仍然在意他的友情

8、令狐冲说“有些事情本身我们无法控制，只好控制自己。”

9、我不知道我现在做的哪些是对的，那些是错的，而当我终于老死的时候我才知道这些。所以我现在所能做的就是尽力做好每一件事，然后等待着老死

10、也许有些人很可恶，有些人很卑鄙。而当我设身为他想象的时候，我才知道：他比我还可怜。所以请原谅所有你见过的人，好人或者坏人

11、鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里.水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心里

12、快乐要有悲伤作陪，雨过应该就有天晴。如果雨后还是雨，如果忧伤之后还是忧伤.请让我们从容面对这离别之后的离别。微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你

13、死亡教会人一切，如同考试之后公布的结果——虽然恍然大悟，但为时晚矣

14、你出生的时候，你哭着，周围的人笑着；你逝去的时候，你笑着，而周围的人在哭！一切都是轮回!!!! 我们都在轮回中

15、男人在结婚前觉得适合自己的女人很少，结婚后觉得适合自己的女人很多

16、于千万人之中，遇见你所遇见的人；于千万年之中，时间的无涯荒野里，没有早一步，也没有晚一步，刚巧赶上了

17、每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易:被习惯所掩盖，被时间所迷离,被惰性所消磨

18、人生短短几十年，不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，该爱的时候就去爱，无谓压抑自己

19、《和平年代》里的话：当幻想和现实面对时，总是很痛苦的。要么你被痛苦击倒，要么你把痛苦踩在脚下

20、真正的爱情是不讲究热闹不讲究排场不讲究繁华更不讲究噱头的

21、生命中，不断地有人离开或进入。于是，看见的，看不见的；记住的，遗忘了。生命中，不断地有得到和失落。于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了。然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？

22、我们确实活得艰难，一要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，就足以使我感奋不已 23、我不去想是否能够成功,既然选择了远方,便只顾风雨兼程; 我不去想,身后会不会袭来寒风冷雨,既然目标是地平线,留给世界的只能是背影

24、后悔是一种耗费精神的情绪,后悔是比损失更大的损失,比错误更大的错误,所以不要后悔

25、日出东海落西山，愁也一天，喜也一天；遇事不钻牛角尖，人也舒坦，心也舒坦

精典好习惯

2006-10-03T17:58:00.000-07:00

01. 不说“不可能“三个字.

02. 凡事第一反应:找方法,而不是找借口. 　　

03. 遇到挫折对自己大声说:太棒了! 　　

04. 不说消极的话,不落入消极情绪,一旦出现立即正面处理　　

05. 凡事先订立目标,并且尽量制作“梦想版“. 　　

06. 凡事预先作计划,尽量将目标视觉化. 　　

07. 工作时间.每一分,每一秒都做有利于生产的事情. 　　

08. 随时用零碎的时间(如等人、排队等)做零碎的事情. 　　

09. 守时. 　　

10. 写下来,不要太依靠脑袋记忆. 　　

11. 随时记录灵感. 　　

12. 把重要的观念,方法写下来,并贴起来,以随时提示自己.

13. 走路比平时快30%,走路时脚尖稍用力推进,肢体语言健康有力,不懒散,萎靡.

14. 每天出门照镜子,给自己一个自信的微笑. 　　

15. 每天自我反省一次. 　　

16. 每天坚持一次运动. 　　

17. 听心跳一分钟,指在做重要事情前,疲劳时,心情烦躁时,紧张时. 　　

18. 开会坐在前排. 　　

19. 微笑. 　　

20. 用心倾听,不打断对方说话. 　　

21. 说话时声音有力.感觉自己声音似乎能产生有感染力的磁场.

22. 说话之前,先考虑一下对方的感受. 　　

23. 每天有意识,真诚地赞美别人三次以上. 　　

24. 及时写感谢卡,哪怕是用便笺写. 　　

25. 不用训斥,指责的口吻跟别人说话. 　　

26. 控制住不要让自己做出为自己辩护的第一反应. 　　

27. 每天做一件“分外事“. 　

28. 不管任何方面,每天必须至少做一次“进步一点点“. 　　

29. 每天提前15分钟上班,推迟30分钟下班. 　　

30. 每天在下班前用5 分钟的时间做一天的整理工作. 　　

31. 定期存钱. 　　

32. 节俭. 　　

33. 时常运用“头脑风暴“. 　　

34. 恪守诚信,说到做到.

35. i am the best one!!!

copy from other wan.. :P
meanful....

check this out

2006-06-16T23:06:00.000-07:00

http://img94.exs.cx/img94/405/songofpig7gr.swf

action is power....

2006-05-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

tired and stress but full of power after attend a classes.. is about 3 day... learn the thing that i never ever thing that i can learn it before...
Action Is Power is our tittle of the camp... first of all.. teacher keep remind us that most of the time we jus always thing about without action and do it... jus keep day dreaming... is that what will get after when learn???? what must action about.. i think i written 100 of my target between 2006-2010... why do this... ask ourselves a question... if we walking in dark without a light leading.... is that we were going to come out from the darkness??? targets is like a light... lead u to a place that u always dreams... u always hope...now refirm to future... if u now dun do it right,... when??? if u dun find out now... when???? write until here first... tml continue... later 7am going to go to attend classes again... now adi 4am.. although i'm stress... but my spirits will keep me going to where i want todo... what i want to learn....

thank you

2006-02-27T21:10:00.000-08:00

i would like to share this with my fren... i agree what inside there saying.... thank you all my fren....
http://www.666qq.com/love/zhenxi/default.htm

2 months of exp

2006-02-10T11:22:00.000-08:00

what is my last blog??? hehe.. damm long didn't update it adi...this few months.. what m'i doing??? i have a job... about 11day.. at billion semenyin... work as promoter... is quiet happy working at there... know some new fren.. working with someone that always wish to.. learning something that no fouce by ppl... didn't waste my time at house.. but now... after the 11 day... is cny.. waste the hole ang bao money in bai nian and EAT!! haiz.. fat liao.. although this year my cny timetable is very full.... but still get what i wish to do... visit our old class mate.. outr teacher... and fren... now i only know that cny is not bcoz of the ang bao that u wan only go visit them.. is about u still care what ur fren doing now.. thier education.. how was thier life... work or family.. after spm i only feel that cny is so fun...
now valentine day is coming... same as other year... still is a lonely guy finding his the other hand... dunno next year what will come trust... still alone or will i be couple?? haiz.. Oh ya... my best fren had jus beome a couple.. with a guy that she also dunno how much she know him.. lolz... anywhere... i jus can wish them happy forever... i can't do nothing... :p... Oh.. one more big news... my brother jus send to hospital last three day... appenditis.... mang chang yen.. have a operation.. now still staying at hopsital like a dead fish... haiz... is so cham that look of him.. hope him fast healthy back lo.. maybe today coming back... home to rest... hospital is not a good place for us.........!!!! trust me...

genting and camp....

2005-12-20T22:45:00.000-08:00

long time didn't post liao.. busy.. not!!! jus something can't say out on my heart... at december of 13 till 15... i when to genting with a group of fren... quite bored... coz i thing all play thier thing alone... no time at aparment play at all... when to aparment jus for sleep... haiz... first time go out with fren feel so bored... i think i like that is bcoz a facing some problem... work and love!!! and dunno where to study... i'm comfusing now... haiz.. fren.. all the best jus can wish them... now this few day keep staying at home.. think alot of thing... no just those think i hv say... about frenship also think alot... dunno how my fren will keep in touch... haiz... at 17 december... i go to a camp... the first dayy... erm... so bad that run out of the camp and go to celebrate yeam sin birthday.. 2 time... haiz... one is 3pm.. wait that stupid fellow until 5 o'clock then walk and then at night when 9o'clock yan ho take me to yew fai house... haiz.. all play until siao liao... in that camp.. learn a good thing.. hope ppl to repect u u should be the one first... ok la... that all...

........

2005-12-05T14:09:00.000-08:00

yesterday is the last paper that i have taken.. all stress reli can put down.. my fren ask me why this few day why dun hv write blog... erm.. no i dun wan write... is dunno how to write out... fren all graduat... dunno where they are going too.. all have they own place to go... reli reli miss that time always stay a class sing what i like to sing.. do what i like to do.. but now i think dun hv the time to let me do those childish thing liao lo... haiz.. ok la.. dunno wan to write what la.. oh yea.. that girl that i like going to england.. although i know that she dislike me.. but i will still will stand at her side to help her or what la... and trying to find new partner.. hehehe... u know what mean la.. ok// that all..

Feeling about spm is going to over...

2005-11-29T08:00:00.000-08:00

haiz... spm going to pass.. that feeling dunno how to say.. is like we are going to our own place.. that make me sad.. all my lovely fren.. dunno still have time like last time playing at class, sing at class, study at class and other... i was so miss all my fren la... how to keep in touch with all my fren leh?? i think those ppl that keep in touch is those are my best fren or good fren lo.. other hope if can then is good lo... nothing to say.. but hope all my fren hv a good life.. that all..
yesterday i go to sunway skating. haiz.. pk 2 time.. and now my leg pain like hell... although is pain but is fun la.. with my fren.. i also dunno that i adi know how to wail in the ice liao wan.. at first i also think that i'm new.. but we i go is and be brave then i found out that was i can skat liao... lolz.. we 7 of it take bus to there.. here are the list.. cc, pp, alf, yeemun, chunpin, cc sis and me.... alf so scare now sill dunno.. erm.. chunpin cc yeemun and cc sis pk also... heheh.. i think pk will learn something.. heheh.. my leg is pain leh...
also dunno wan to say what liao... ok la that all for today.. wan sleep..

My birthday

2005-11-26T00:18:00.000-08:00

erm.. yesterday was my birthday.. hehehe... at 12am.. all my fren send ms for... first time feel that birthday are no alone... coz from one until... all the birthday i was pass is alone or no ppl know about it... but yesterday.. happy lo.. noting to say la.. just wish all my fren.. have good result... coz we all are going for a new place now... all go their new place... start new life.. hope all will be the best..

English test!!!

2005-11-14T08:50:00.000-08:00

later will be my english test... and this is the last english test i will take in my school.. yuhua.. since that was my last test i will try my best to do what i can.. try to get as good result as i can... but i scare i dunno what should i write and spell some of those word... i always have error spell... not one time.. is alot... dunno why my english still so poor... i think is because i read less and seldom use those word.. but i try to do my best la.. and my fren.. this few day keep having some problem with his boyfriend... she plan to break with that guy adi.. jus wait that after spm first... she scare will lose comfinden and emotion after break up now... now she do not wan to think about that.. she wan to concentrade in her exam... me too.. dun think about them liao la... later having two paper still so relax.. hehehe... nonon.. 3 paper... 2 paper is english.. one more is the paper that always make me fail it wan... sejarh... haiz... but i think now i will get better result... coz now i got intrested with it liao... last week keep reading it and having revision with it.. i think i going to pass it and if can of cause hope for skor A too... although that subject is the paper that i often fail it.. last time i didn't study it so always fail and the teacher teaching i never listen her class... now onli regert.. haiz... nvm.. i will try my best to get what i can get it.. hope my dear classmate and my fren also the same.. heheh.. yeah.. finish and essay adi.. hope later when exam i also can write so long... nonon.. is longer... haiz... shit lo... ok la..that all.. good luck man...

SPM

2005-11-10T00:30:00.000-08:00

today is the first day exam,... i can't sleep dunno why.. i think coz for think about all my fren thing but not about exam.. haiz... later will taking bc paper.. and i also scare of that paper... normally at class this subject i always sopy people wan.. but now SPM wor... sure can't cheat liao la and also scare too cheat too la.. i try to do my best to get all the answer by myself... all my dear fren.. good lucky oh>>... SPM start today.. hope all of u do ur best of the best.. hehehe.. good luck o.. 加油啊大家!! 朋友们!!! 努力做最后的冲刺吧!!! 在育华流下美好的回忆...

Memory..

2005-11-03T03:28:00.001-08:00

long time didn' post any blog liao.. many thing happen to me... my handphone drop... haiz.. sad.. all my old fren can't contect me adi... now my new handphone is 0173373791.. and my band celebrate with us of the majlis perpisahan.. is so happy that they will make a party like this for us.. although is not enough good.. but they use thier heart is good enough liao... have thing to eat... play and more let me surprice is they got bring sound sistem like radio and tv those thing.. thank band member... and some more... 27/10 is the time we graduat liao... that day all people is happy... take photo and have food at canteen... and we bought a cake.. for fun.. that mean happy graduation.. lolz.. that funny.. normally cake is celebrate birthday wn ma.. heheh... the cake is tiramisu.. more cham... all play cream.. walao.. second time i hit by those people... haiz.. but nvm.. is un then can liao.. hehehe... then take photo at lobby.. hhehehe.. with my class teacher... then go sungai wang liao... at there.. i was sick.. but coz of someone then i go lo... at bus we still take photo.. lolz.. so pan sei.. all people looking with us.. the girl tell me that she going to england.. i'm surprice and sad that time.. i think jus for a whil only la... half year.. it will change alot.. i think i should be change also... all my fren keep telling dun keep thinking about her liao... both of you are not gap wan... i dunno... love like that guar.. but i try to forget her la... i try.. i know i like her alot.. but i try to forget her.. maybe i no that like the girl leh.. dunno...
erm.. today jus come back for chu diu.... walao.. walk 3 km.. my leg damm pain.. if keep walking won't wan.. but keep stop and wait and hendak kaki.. make all of us leg pain like helll.... but happy la.. all senior come back.. like gardering.. ok la that all for today..

sad!!!

2005-10-12T02:42:00.000-07:00

jus write that blog liao but still haven't start reading a book.. haiz... keep sitting in foront of this computer.. haiz.. nothing to do hewre also dun wan go away form here.. 555.. HELPPPPPPP... reli wan destroy my computer then only i can concentrade to my study meh??? some angel!!!! help me!!!! 5555!!!! sad!!! jus now when 10 i go to sleep.. but can't sleep.. laying there about 2 and half hour... then still can't sleep only come to this com play omething else then write blog here... haiz.. later still wan to go to school... dunno go liao school will make me feel more hardwork?? i think i bcoz my mom always scold me to do that and this and scold me to read book make me feel like read is calling by people.. no myself wan to read wan... so this few day when pick up a book few like had been paksa to read it wan... so no mood to read it and then play other thing liao... see la.. how to start leh... reli tired... to face this kind of family.. is hard man... although this holiday got group study.. talk read word la.. i also didn't reli get something at there... but i jus teach them mm and mt only.. jus fresh back those thing i forgot liao wan for mm and mt.. other i think one also didn't revision till... 555.. at home more cham... dun even take a book and read it!!!!!!! holy shit... 555.. still no sleepy leh... wait when to bed jus will lay there nia.. how?? no game too play too liao... giv me deleta liao... 555.. lucky i deleta it.. if not sure still playing that game wan... but i think writing at here is much more better then playing those unhealthly game... not sex la... jus no help at exam... but typing can inprove my english... my privite teacher say wan wor.. i also feel like that... hm... still got what fai word to say leh... boring la.. at night alone sitting in front of computer... wan find a friends to chat also so hard... how come!!.. all ppl slept only left this stupid ghost typing blog here... hehehe... see.. boring until like that... my dear fren whos was reading my blog you can scold me also.. scold me until me awake from lazy... scold me.. but dun like my mom la... dunno scold me la.. erm.. talk to me.. or teach me.. or anyhitng else also can... i hope i can change.. must fast.. time jus left 4 week.. nono... 3 week half.. !!!1 hm... or i write the pearl again in here?? also study my... lolz... erm... got comments write la.. dun so gu han.... 闲了.. 写英语写到.. 现在写华语.. 你知道我在等你吗?? 麻烦.. 写华文... 汉语拼音很难啊!!! 到此为止... 我真的很闷了...

SPM

2005-10-11T03:31:00.000-07:00

jus come bback form serembam... i go there alone to take some cd... and help my mom take some book too... no same.. is alot of book... make my hand very pain now... those love story book.. all girl like the read wan.. haiz... erm. this holiday can say didn't any of book that i dunno how to face my exam after 4 week.. haiz.. so scare now but dunno how to start and read book... my fren keep telling me to start study liao but i still like that.. haiz.. i hope i can start study now after i deleta my warcraft game... this game make me keep playing all night and day.. i make up my mind to deleta it bcoz after that seminar the leactuler told us that you got think about what you wan to do after spm having a suck exam paper... and think about thing that you dislike to do... i think those people that doing those hard job and dirty job bcoz they have no choose to chose what they wan to do.. i will start my study tomolo... i think go to school better at home.. i can't read any book at home.. tomolo going to school... PMR study had just pass their exam today... hope thier exam was good.. now SPM is coming.. i will do my best.. no just typing here... i will start now... ok.. hope all of you also too.. dun lose with me....

holiday without Her...

2005-10-07T05:29:00.000-07:00

now still haven't sleep.. heheh... but i think today no going to sleep. later going to inti college for a seminar... erm.. siao liao... later sure gantuk wan... heheh.. but i try my best to listen la.. this hole holiday didn;t her after that day BBQ at puan eng house... that day at puan eng house(my mt teacher)nothing big news happy.. jus find out Ali is too care to other... his didn't care about him self at all... keep thinking about fren and fan about fren nia.. haiz.. dunno how to help him to solve to problem.. and that day my teacher buy vegeterain food at outside for me.. heheh.. so good.. and quite happy la.. although didn't with the girl i like play alot.. but still can saw her come is enough liao.. but now.. hmm... my mind keep running out her thing and her name.. !!!! that call gila?? haiz.. no brave to call her... hm... i think so long.. and also i also her fren that what is her opinion with me.. they all say she dislike me.. is that true... hm.. i think i trust too... i think i going to give up soon... i know that we stay together will no be happy... so i chose it i wouldn't jui her anymore.. jus be fren with her only enough.. dun think too much liao.. i hope i can do it and slowly forget her... if not is painful.. but that is normaly that thinking a girl that you like la... hmm... i think i write until here..going to bong bong lo.. now is 6am liao... 7.15 must reach there...

happy birthday

2005-09-28T05:12:00.000-07:00

haloo.. yesterday i also my fren birthday.. is athough girl birthday.. we celebrate with her and another girl that is last sunday birthday wan... buy an ice-cream cake and a fruit cake... erm.. but so unlucky... the fruit cake drop down form table.. 555... but with cover.. lucky still can eat and celebrate... hehe.... i giv that girl a piggy and burn liao 23 prices of cd for her... is so long when burn 23 cd... make me two day slept at about 4 am.. later still wan to wake up and go to school.. zzzz.. but ok la. can make the girl so happy.. with all the thing that i done... i will be happy too.. o.. today is the last day of pecubaan... taking bc paper.. suck man. haiz... nvm.. then later go swiming... wah.. first time go to sona room... !!!! so hot man.. i not a place for ppl to stay.. can't stay too long inside.. will die..!!! then nothing big news happen liao. wish the girl happy birthday.. and this saturday going to my mt teacher BBQ.. celebrate exam has pass... jus for relax... and for preparing the next biggest exam.. SPM and the last exam in my (secondnery)?? school... hope all the best!!

happy birthday to my dear fren

2005-09-26T03:26:00.000-07:00

so late liao still can't sleep.. hehe... dunno why... erm... later still wan go to school... now adi 3.30 liao..zzz.. erm... dunno wan to write what.. lolz... o ya.. at yesterday afternoon.. the B.M.bengkel skor A ppl call me... ask me got go or no... hmm.. i think would't go coz of that day i got thing to do.. so ... now burning thing for my fren.. tomolo her birthday... so burning a video that she like for her... :p oH.. yesterday also my fren birthday...yee mun.. call her twise... one is when she at tuitoin.. so dun hv chat till what... one is when she coming back for ktm.. wish her happy birthday liao and then.. suddenly the line was disconnet... i think no line at there.. so like that.. hm.. nvm la...i think that all... so sien but can't sleep.. lolz

MM result make me feel sad...

2005-09-22T03:02:00.000-07:00

haiz... today get my mm result.. wan to cry liao.. paper two jus get 62/100... walao.. first time get this kind of mark man.. if my sis know sure laugh about my result wan... mm also get lousy result.. what about mt.. of cause suck la... haiz.. tomorrow will having two mm paper too... dun so careless liao... draw Graf properly... double check liao.. must.. normally I wouldn't do checking... but this time must go check see whether got careless mistake or not.. today have my economic paper.. still ok... not so hard.. if i got go read i think i can get about 60++.. but yesterday too tired.. dun even read a few page go to sleep liao... lucky i know how to do it.. few of it is quite easy.. so i think will skor at there... her birthday coming soon... still dunno what i going to buy... and plus i pk liao... 5555.... keep using money this few day... haiz... what should i buy leh.. o.. today my private teacher birthday.... happy birthday to her... very funny thing.. last two day i send a ms to greet her happy... at last only knwo that day is only 20sep...zzz.. study unti forget the date liao... no still haven't go greet her.. last see wan call her or ms only... :P ok la... stop here... must get 80 ahhhhhhhh.. my mm.. this time.. dun be so careless liao!!!

MT exam.

2005-09-20T03:12:00.000-07:00

today jus get my gerak gempur exam paper... haiz.. still can't get my target... paper one jus get 51 and paper two get 46... haiz... mt target is above 70 mark...Just get about 60 nia.. still long way to go...zzz but i'm trying my best lia... tomorrow going to have mt paper.. i will take my time to done it. dun do so fast... always have alot of careless mistake.. do to fast.. lolz... always dun take my time to do problely.. keep going toilet.. lolz.. one exam can go up to 2 time to toilet.. every paper that i take.. hahaha.. but going to toilet is for me to relax my brain.. this is one of my teknik to dun give to must stress for my self.. go relax a while and the come back and do again.. it will feel better.. trust me.. :P now lazy to do revision liao la... so sien.. keep seeing the same thing nia... still dunno... lolz haiz.. ok la.. stop here... gogogo... all the best!!!!!!!!!!!

english exam suk

2005-09-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

you know what the novel question come out.. suk man.. come out themes.. haiz.. we sport that the question that will not come out lioa wan because of last year have come out adi this question... haiz... shit,.. make me dunno how to do it.. but for me this paper is more then last few time paper... the summery is so many exam the first summery that i know how to do it and know what the meaning is.... hehe ok la.. lazy to type liao.. hehehe.. wan watch malaysia idol..

The Pearl....

2005-09-15T05:16:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow exam got come out a story call the pearl.. I write something thing here to memories and for fun.. I write about character of the novel... this is not my essay la... my teacher write liao wan.. I jus copy down and plus to memory it nia... lazy to read nia... move my hand and my eyes.. feel more comfortable....
There are many qualities that can make a character a hero. As for me a hero should be someone who is brave, respected, decisive, responsible, kind, helpful and tolerant.
Through the pearl has many character, I think the most hero of the character is Kino. This is because Kino demonstrates many good values such as courage, sensitivity, responsible, and strength. He is also one of the main character in the story because the story deals with the events in his life.
Kino is a poor Mexican fisherman of native Indian descent. He is young and strong. He is also very sensitive and emotional person. This shown by the fact that everything he sees, does or feels is represented by a song in his mind. He and his family live in a small brush house close to the sea near the town of La Paz.
Kino’s main intention is to provide his family the best things in life. He works very hard towards this purpose but life, as a fisherman , does not allow him any opportunity to become rich. That why Kino always dreams of finding a pearl that could sell for a lot of money.
Kino show a lot of responsibility and love his family. He gets really upset when people do not read his family well. When the doctor refuses to treat Coyotito’s scorpion sing Kino, he gets angry and punches the pillar, hurting his hand. He is always protective of them. This is demonstrate in the novel many times when the family is in danger. For example Kino pressed the scorpion between his hands and beat and stamped it to the ground after the scorpion stung Coyotito.
On many occasion, he puts his life at risk while doing this. Even on the night Coyotito dies, Kino was risking his life to save his family.
I like this character because he is presented as a complete character. He is strong but sensitive and he displays the emotions of a real human being. Kino is a good husband father and brother. On many occasion, he fights of the attackers who wish to harm him and his family in order to steal the pearl.
He also show that he is responsible husband and father by working hard to take care of his family.

time for real exam....

2005-09-15T04:21:00.000-07:00

hi... tomorrow will be my English exam... I come here to write blog because for I write blog is for improve my English... today is come here to practice my English and do some warm up here.. hehe... I scare most is those word that I don’t know how to spell and those question/word that I didn't saw before come out... I make me don’t know the meaning then don’t know to write it the essay... like last time exam.. write about old man that should take them to ??? house or take care them at home... the essay don’t know what is the topic talking about... make me jus get 6 mark at the question... and it can't choose too... that suck... haiz... how leh...!!! my private teacher also didn't online for long time liao.. didn't teach me English so long liao... 5555... make my English so char liao...
This exam... I think I proud of myself that I start to no cheat in exam liao... all paper until I never cheat in exam.. :p but suck man... I think my sejarah fail adi... bcoz dun have cheat in exam.. lolz... I think I get 20++ nia... if lucky.. if not... sure lower then that.. haiz... and my science too... jus get below 60 nia.. shit lo.. how to get A1 in spm.. although is gerak gempur only... haizzzzzz.. and this few day exam liao still keep going out for playing dota dota dota.. haiz.... no ppl guan me is like that wan.. lolz... dun have a girl that watching me.. and caring I think.. lolz... but nvm.. I try to keep it up.. I will do my best to make my result become better and better.. I hope my fren and I will did the great job in the exam... try her/his best... gogogo.. boy and girl...

exam time.. hard to pass!!!!!!

2005-09-11T07:07:00.000-07:00

haiz... long time didn't write blog liao... lolz.. lazy... and plus exam coming... trail exam.. haiz... still ok la.. this few day got group study.. but for me.. i think this few day i keep playing nia... shit lo... how leh.. if keep like that i sure die wan.. fail all in my exam then cham.. and my hp spoil liao.. 5555... although is 3310.... 5555.. now using more cheap wan.. siemens c25... i think is 6 or 7 years hp.. 5555... can't even send ms out.. shit man.. wan to find ppl chat all must use call wan.. now pk liao... my wallet.. my mom say will buy me one.. wan me write down what result should i get in spm... that suk man... if i can't get it... wan me pay back the hp money.. and wan her agree with the result that i write for her.. this is more cham... i wan to buy 6220i... 5555... expensive ah.... but is nice and can put alot of song.. like mp3 player liao.. so no need to buy another mp3 player... dunno when can get it.. but i think i jus buy 6220 nia.. 6220i is more more expensive.. i think i stop here.. sien liao... lazy to type so long...

falling in love

2005-09-05T04:59:00.000-07:00

can't sleep.... write something here... i think i'm fall in loves again liao... no again la.. coz last time also love her liao wan.. jus now look back some photo that was very nice for my memorie... look back i and her in the same photo.... think back alot of happness that pass....
form 2.. we are the same class and tuition in the same tuition centre... she always wear white shirt with no xiu.... and white skrin... she is a very playful person.. all the boy like to zhou nong her... coz she will play back with us... that time dunno why keep zhou nong her.. fun?? i think is bcoz we still childish... and form 2 that year.. eric teacher got celebrit to zhong qiu jie... we are the oldest at the tuition.. so teacher give us to make decision..we make lo... and that time... i think we become more fren lo....
form 3... although we are not in the same class... but we still tuition together... still like that like to zhou nong her... when i zhou nong her.. i dunno that her are happy o what??? her face laughing and bring some angry of us.... at that time... i still dunno what the girl taht i like... and at school... keep give fren saying hbk hbk hbk... ZZZ.. make me dunno who that girl that i like... o yah... i remember that my house got having a party before.. dunno is for what wan adi... i think is also zhou qiu jie... that time.. got ppl was zui her... that time i also dislike like her... so no feeling... erm.. that day.. we work together.. not that remember liao... ZZZ...
fom 4.... we are same class... at first half year... i sit in fornt of her... keep distrub her... haiz... why i like that.. too childish... i think so... still are same tuition... together... the half year... can say is a very happy year i have pass... we play together... study together.. and other.. and meet a new fren too... her best fren...

about me

2005-08-09T09:02:00.000-07:00

erm.. this few day come back liao... like to write something here liao.. lolz... but still like that la.. last time is because keep playing game and make no mood to write thing at here.. and also no time...
erm.. i found out something about myself.... why i so lazy... i think is because what thing i do also need people to call me to do it.. if no ppl call me to do it i sure will not do it.. like study.. no people calling me to start study.. so untill... i haven't start take a book to read or what... sien.. and one more thing.. every morning.. i still need my father to call me week then only i will week up.. i must change this (aditui)(dunno how to spell it) lolz... and afternoon too... i got take a nap wan ma... also need ppl to week me up then i will make up.. zZzZz..
this few day keep online.. but dunno wan to do what.. see movie?? sien.... chat?? no ppl free to chat with me.. more sien.. zZzZz.. so come here lo... dunno all my online fren gone where?? last time always can chat with people.. now less and less more less... 55555 oh yea... today morning... have a ceramah.. about preparetion for chinese exam.. still ok la... is quite boring wan.. lolz... why no ppl online wan... sien leh... ok la... stop here.. ZZZ

long time no write blog liao....

2005-08-08T02:11:00.000-07:00

wah!!1... one month more i dun hv post this blog liao lo... i'm busy... not!!! i'm jus lazy nia... i think my english % drop adi... hm.. so long dun hv post liao... dunno wan to write what... say why i so long dun hv post thing blog la... because the ppl that call me to write this blog hor.. also seldom write liao.. so i also like that lo... and last i love her wan ma.. so will do lo.. but nop.. now.. hheehhehe...
o yah.. last friday... my fren birthday... i know that day 4 ppl born one the same day... the ppl that i know la... erm... i go celebrit with one of my fren.. poh peng... haiz.. one of my fren love her wan ma.. wah!!!1 take alot of time to prepare her birthday... put out dunno how much of ???(xing si).. bring his wideo camera come to school last few day before the girl birthday.... that down our ???(zu fu yu) and what we wan to tell her... wah!!1... that day... we celebrit with her at kfc ma... before it.. at school am.. i keep zhar her say that we dun hv do any thing and buy and present for her... her say her wan the present is can tahan use wan.. one of my fren.. present her a plastick bag... lolz.... jus a pasar plastick.. jus play wan la.. still got buy present for her wan ... when fan zue.. then we only giv her... erm.. then bring her to kfc celebrit lo... ermm..... shit la.. play cream o.. my my face like hell man.. first time got ppl play cream play me.. normaly ii'm the one taht play people wan... but that friday... give people play... the birthday girl also ply by use la.. hahahah.. i'm the first people that start the game... play cream... lolz/./.. still say people play em.. eheheh... the kfc worker suk man.,.,.. come up and sut us.. shit... coz we play until the floor and all the place was dirty...lolz.. and all the kfc ppl seeing us playing around.. lucky that day the people at there was less.. if not.. morec cham... after that then keep the thing then go home lo...
and last saturday... the stupid zhong shen zong come to our school to have a qian chang hui ma... sut ma.. we call encore thim diao gar.. diu.. he think he is very geng meh.. we giv face to him nia m,a.... haiz.... so lan si wan..ZZZ
ok la.. stop here.. now is very very later liao.. later got school agai...

GOGOGO!!!~~ work hard

2005-06-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

wah... this is my 17 blog adi.. so fast.. i didn't expect that i can write so many thing... erm... after so many sad thing the few week... erm.. i think i starting to study hard now... last few week.. when i taking a book.. sure thinking about computer... now i think i starting to concentrade in study.. because my class mate.. all start study hardly adi... i think i'm the slowest wan.... my math result were drop... and same as all subject... this make me have the power to start study... if not... i think playing game now and not writing blog now... i write blog is to improve my english ma... so... erm... if i'm free and got mood... i think i will write some essay here.. erm.. but nobody mark for me.. sian...but nvm... i print out and give my school to mark... :p...and i think i found a partner that can study together... and last her result is quite same level with me.. but now... starting to get higher then me adi.. 555.. nvm.. i will try my best to win her...hehe... you wait me.... oh ya.. to day jus have a hair cut.. but the service is getting bad... didn't help me dry my hair after wash... and didn't ask me wan put gel or not... haiz... but still ok la... cut until very nice... :p... ok la... stop here... my mom back.. lolz...

unhappy week...

2005-06-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

i'm back... dunno how to start to write adi... one week only didn't write blog.. haiz... erm.. how to say leh.. this week.. can say i'm unhappy lo... about my band again... i think i found out what is the reli problem of my band now... is the fuck of leader... thursday all form five AJK is have a meeting.. first.. is nothing special.. we talk about the AGM thing lo... we hardly make up our mind... the name list are our... haiz.. but i still dun like it.. nvm.. after that.. more sad thing happen... i ask them... will them coming back after AGM... no wan agree to coming back attend and be a ahli back... our drum major.... and can say leader say he is sellfish... and will no coming back.. ok.. nvm... then i starting to think back... the word.. sellfish.. i think i refresh back my memori back.. this year... all the thing i say... the leader nvm listen and do.. that i make me very very angry... and at the meeting i say out the thing that i always say but still haven't done yet... he make a face like fu yen at that time.. i have no word to say any more... i have no hope to them.. and my band... in this year... if a leader like that... will no accept people yi jian.... sellfish with his idea.. then you better go to hell!!! i reli reli angry with him now... yesterday got a pameran... i didn't go... bcoz of this problem.. i dun wan to talk and work with this kind of ppl... and be his fren.. suk man.. got a fren like this... no mood to write adi.. that all...

5 year feeling at band... but jus write liao one year only..

2005-06-20T01:12:00.000-07:00

can't sleep.. so write something here..
keep thinking about my band... time was running oo fast... now i already attend my band have 5 years time... so fast.. i remember quite clearly when i was form 1... why i attend band??? i also dunno.. bcoz of fren... nop... i attend band by myself.. i go the activiti alone when the first time... and after few time.. i brought my good fren. tze zyn come to join too.. when that time.. we are very happy.. all my band member all are frenly and displin... but i was the only one that was most naughty in the band...when all the AJK is scolding and fa people at all the time... I was the few people inside there.. haiz.. when that time.. although i and my fren always give those senior scold.. but we still happy when we practice together.. and one sad is about a dui... erm.. huar shi chao... all my fren can attend and i'm the only one that can't attenf the dui.. at that time... i say to myself.. i wan to change myself.. dun give them look down on me... so i starting to change.. but very slow.. hehehe.... when form one after Agm.. the war is start... sad thing is coming and people is quearall with each other... all the ajk always yi jian bu he,... so always quearall... when meeting.. at first no that serions la... when i at form 1 la.. i dun this kind of thing wan.. bcoz still was a junoir.. all this thing i know after form 4 i was a ajk stor keeper... go back to form one.. erm... i remember when AGM that day.. alot for ppl cry.. bcoz of one of our senior that we like didn't get the drum major place and the people was take the place was the people that we dislike... so many of us cry bcoz of that bad news.. ok... that day is over.. the band was still continue... then have a dui is hari kebangasaan.. dunno which day i cry... 555... bcoz of too naughty and my senior fa me... got another day... hole junoir was been fa by senior... all of the girl cry... i forget what happen adi.. jus know got this thing happen.. :p 5555555... english too bad... can't write what i'm thinking about... sad... but write for myself to review nia.. :P..
i think i write until here first... if i got mood then i will continue it... now dunno wan to write what... erm... next time story will be a very sad story for me.. bcoz all is in my mind... this thing i pass.. can't change it.. i jus hoping now my band.. dun like that adi... dun always quearall each other... this is bad... i was so scare after agm... 4 year after agm for me always got bad thing happen for my band.. form 1... all are no happy with the drum major... form 2... after agm... my trumpet part senior... was leave be bcoz of the pangkat that he get.. he is the one that at form one was that peolpe that we like can't et the drum major place wan.. and got a stor keeper... is ok for him with that pangkat.. but at form 2... after agm.. he get bendahari that he dislike... and i know why he leave... i dunno how to write out... form 3... unexpect thing happen to agm too... all the pangkat was take by form 4 stundent that bigger then my form wan la.... althought they are younger then us... but they always no attend the activitis... and the drum major suck!!!~~~ dunno how to say him.. form 4... haiz.. more cham.. drum major is a no resposible ppl... haiz.. got one time jus 5 ppl attend this band activiti only.. then he say he can't take it any more... then letak jawatan suddenly.. omg.... that time i cry again... i have a meeting with all my form people and i scold all off them... What you all wan do now... haiz.. but after this year... the band is growing up... when at jan....
after 6 month... we have a good teacher... coz 4 year didn't have a teacher adi.. make our band suck.. and now we have one..!!! but jus teach us about 2 month only la.. is a very good teacher.. :p... i dun wan to saw my band going down back adi... up man.. my band.. after agm.. i dunno what will happpen again.... i damm worry about it.... 55555555.... who can help???

Bad result

2005-06-14T05:21:00.000-07:00

i'm back... haiz... after holiday... back to school... teacher giving all our exam paper....5555... when i saw my exm paper.. my tears is going to well up in my eyes... so bad my result... mt i jsu get 40++ only.... walao... normally i can get above 60 and higher... today get my math result... Oh my god!!!!!!! haiz... Pm lagi cham... the second that i fail this subject in this year... jus have twise exam only... i fail both of it... wan cry liao... 5555... haiz.. and many many more la.... haiz... all result suck.... all dropping adi... haiz.. need help!!!! no one will help me wan la.. that my own result.. i think i must start work hard... pump my mt back!!!.. sure will not lose to some of my fren... next exam.. this exam they laugh me... but not next... you all wait and see la... hehehe... hope someone will push me and encourage me to study hard and study together lo.. if not one ppl study very sian wan leh... hope can find someone la... :P.. o ya... forgot to say something here.. last saturday.. have a ..... la.. hehehe.. dunno how to say it.. is like preparing for Agm wan all.. for my band... ask the junior some question lo... erm... what thier idol to be band leader and other la.. like setiausaha and bendahari.. in eng dunno how to say... stok keeper and other la... and some question is like who the ajk most you like.. and who the most ajk you dislike... i'm the ajk that most dislike by them.. 5555... they say me is very strict... and very xiong... hm... ya.. i'm like that.. at band i'm like that lo.. bcoz if a ajk didn't do the bang yang to let them see hor.. they will climb until your heard wan... so must be xiong... hehehe... jus hope they will grown up after agm.... ok la... stop here...

All The Best

2005-06-08T19:50:00.000-07:00

dunnp what to do.. so write something here... erm.. after coming back from the camp... i think i learn many thing adi... i know what the problem my band facing... what should i do... erm.. i think i must more hardwork.. last few year.. go to band like wasting time.. but now nop... we all got target... in one year.. build our band... althought i'm going to bi yet... but i still will go back to the band... and agm is coming... how they can make the band more good... dun like us... make the band more worse.. is sad of seeing this kind of thing.. 3year until now.. my band haven't grown up but down... ahli is more less now.. now what i can do is help them what i can.. teach them what i know... dun wan be like my senior... didn't teach us anything and make alot of problem for us to solve it... now the problem is solve... jus left the jonior how to think about it nia.. hope that they will grown up... not so childish adi... heheh.. they are realy childish now... but dunno after agm.. they will like what.. me also like that.. when form 3 then i starting to grown up.. after my fu dan is more... then i starting to think... no like child adi.. starting to grown up... i wan to thank my band because of if this few year.. i dun hv aktif in this aktivitis.. i dunno what kind of people i'm now... coz i learn displin in the band.. know how to care about people feeling... and many many more la... can't say easyly..... after agm dunno will have a majlis perpisahan or no.. hope got lo.. then i can cry out again.. hehehe... 5year... ever year... i cry one time at hokkien.. my band practice place there... alot of sadnees and happness has pass... hope the memori will teach me a lessen lo... and i wan to thank a very very good person... is ms.lim.. she take care of me for 5 year adi... she is a very very good people... when got chu dui.. she will ask did you all got eat breakfast? enuogh water? if no enough take a pack of water at hui yi she there then give to all people drink.. and after chu dui.. sometime will buy pizza for us to eat la.. thank you.. ms.lim
erm.. 5 year... in band.. reli sad to say goodbye.... to school and band.. bu i still will go back my band.. but my fren dunno they still will of not.... like bi yet also... is a sad thing.. all fren will go his own way... will be very very hard to stay together in a class room... study together... and chat together... play together... erm.. wish all my fren la.. know what they are doing... dun siao saio adi... so time when i saw they come school are not for study.. i quite worry about their furture.. dunno what they wan to do... when i ask them.. they say i also dunno.. walao...hope they will think la.. know what they are doing what???
i growning adi.. my fikiran no like child adi.. think must start something.. i wan to thank a girl too.. teach me alot of thing.. and i learn something for her... that i never know before... erm.. is like i know what is real love.. althought she is reject me.. but atless i feel out what is reli loving a people.. and what is shi nian.. because never shi nian before.. when my fren shi nian.. always kacau them.. now know the feeling adi.. hehe.. so know what to do when my fren shi nian... dun kn\acau him and not saying those 38 word... she is change abit adi.. but still ok la... thanks..
i think i stop here... just now no people kacau me writing so can write so long.. now.. after got people come and kacau me adi... no mood adi... hehehe.. hope all the best.. my fren!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and of cause my band!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sad thing guar... but now i'm OK

2005-06-07T22:50:00.000-07:00

my life is so sian.. can't say sian la.. but... haiz... loving a girl... is so stressful... my mind keep coming out her face.. her voice... her everything... can't concentrade at doing anything... more stressful is about she have bf... every time.. when she talk about her bf.. i dunno what to do and what to say??? bad thing about him or good... but i always say good thing... bu ren xing saw her sad... is it being a good guys is always can't get good thing... or the thing will come later??? i always think about it... haiz.. dunno what i'm writing.. hehehe... jus write only la.. improve my english.. heheh... and give my heart more suang... if no.. keeping so many thing in heart... is so painful... sometime reli wan to kacau her when she is chatting and on phone with her bf.. but i always didn't do it.. she tell me before.. dun kacau people when they are pak tor there.. when i know she is chatting with her bf.. i will no kacau her... but my heart is no that suang... because if you dun hv bf... normally you will chatting with me..
Erm.. continue.. should i wait or..??? my fren always tell me to make them break and ask me that do u need my help to make them break?? haiz... do u think that is a good idea? i dun think so.. but sometime i will think about should i make them break?? if they are break i got chance? i dunno... but i will not do like that... this will make the girl more and more dislike me... and make her very very no happy... and if i got chance together.. i also will not few that good... so just can't do anything... just can caring her when she is sick or... accompany her when she is boring.. helping her when she is in trouble... and looking her at far far away.. sometime can call her come out to chat la... just like shou hu sen.. but is very xing ku... this few day make her angry about me liao.. 5555.. make me more stressful to think how to make her feel better.. i be honest to her.. but... she angry with me... do u will not angry a guy away lying you but make u happy or angry a guy that be honest with u? what also tell u.. will make u happy and sad... i dunno why.. i be honest.. but her angry... did i say anything wrong.. should i lie it for u.. if i say jus one ppl that know u go to pd.. how do u will treat me??? no angry me?? but now i telling u the truth.. u angry me.. haiz...
dunno wan to post this out or not... if post out.. she will saw it.. dunno she will angry with me or bu li me.. if like that then i choose not to post this.. if got change i will post it... this is write at 21/5/2005 at morning... 3a.m.
i think i post it out... i think so long about this... i think i must put down something.. if not........... SPM is coming.. this few day i bi myself to no to ms her... i know can't put it all down.. at less can put down some... i hope she will have happy and alot more la... we are will always be best friend righ???
dunno wan to say what la... but you know what i mean then good...
i'm ok now.... i think must do something for my furture... if not.. my exam sure sux... we must hard work together.. i know you also doing your best.. hehehe... just hope we will always be fren.. happy always.... ping an always...

after back from camp...

2005-06-06T03:12:00.000-07:00

long time didn't post adi... after exam not free until today only free to write blog.. just come back for camp... the camp is my first time going to a camp like this and learn so many thing on there.... get alot of feel at the camp... is a band camp... althought i'm the only one from my band that go to the camp... but the camp is nice~~!!! know alot of thing about band... i think i going to go in their band after SPM... erm... first day... my sister fetch me go to the college... college legenda... at first i dunno the college wan.. now know adi.. erm... got 4 school student are there... one is my school lo... yu hua... one is seri kembangan.. one is ipoh school.. dunno what name.. sammeri school... dunno how to spell.. hehe... is a girl school.. but hor.. the school no leng lui come wan.. hehehe.. all very small... about form 1-3 nia... my part have 10 ppl... 6 girl... 4 boy... all are not that friendly... forgot to say something... erm.. i go to kepong baru too... i think is 28.. saturday... the school people is more friendly.. haha... at the camp... the housemate dunno how to say la.. erm.. can't chat very well with me.. i think they are very lucky band... no like my band.. the secnd day on the camp... my hostel room i think go people go in to our room and snacthor say stell something.. lucky my thing didn't gone... my wallet was inside my bag.. but didn't gone. thank god!!~~ heheh.. my fren got something missing.. money and milo.. erm.. i also got... but cheap wan.. .. hehehe... the door can't lock wan.. so we all change room.. i go to the ajk room sleep... they all go to other room sleep... i think is more fun i sleep with ajk... because i have more thing can chit chat with them.. erm... i wan my band be like them.. so good..!!~~~ i hope i can try my best best to make my band become more geng!! ok la... now very lazy adi... starting... haiz.. ok la.. stop here...

Sian... dun wan to exam!!~~~

2005-05-24T08:42:00.000-07:00

hm.. back.. still at exam week.. tomorrow is sains paper and bm.. haiz.. no mood to read it liao ah... give up.!!~~~ i can't tahan any more.. is so boring...
last sunday.. go to fo tang. i think i learn many thing... they got talk about stress is a good thing for health or bad.. can say is good and bad too... good is when someone got stress.. like keep scolding by mom didn't do revision when exam... like me.. if i dun have stress.. i will not doing homework.. doing revision.. and all kind of thing... and i also wan to thanks to the people whos give me so many stress.. like my family and friend.. and myself.. :P stress is because when u can't solve the problem and dunno the what wrong with problem... then will make you very stress.. and you dun have perpare when do anything.. that also will make you stress too... stress is bad because.. when someone got many many stress... and dunno have to solve it out... they will think the wrong way to solve.... like dun eat ah... eat alot ah... dun talk to anyone... any many many more.... this will cause you into trouble.. so... how to solve it??? jus try to find the way to solve the problem and be calm and cool.. being perpare to except any thing.. and think more far... heheh... i easy to say.. but hard to do la... :P
later go to clean fo tang at klang... jus a whlie.. and then go to my grandma house... at night,... i only know that that day is my anut birthday... they buy a ice-cream cake for her... erm.. not that nice for me... :P but still ok.. then go home lo... that day also about 3 o'clock only sleep.. sam at last night wesak day... hehehe... make me when monday sleep alot... then today exam alot of thing dunno how to do... haiz.. when moral.. walao... hole my nilai book put my table and copy the nilai.. :PPP that was the first time i so brave... haiz.. but is cheating in exam.. and got nilai book also duuno how to do it.. more cham...
ok la.. stop here... o ya.. today my fren birhday.. but now pass... just can wish him happy birthday... tata....

sick week!~~

2005-05-20T10:52:00.000-07:00

haiz... last thuesday... just fall into sick... so sian... flu, fever and so coughing... so tired.. make me.. can't concentrade in doing all my exam paper... and nobody care about me too...5555 and my friend say me mo yi hei... didn't help them... i'm sick leh.. flu make me keep ??? my nouse... haiz... so tired...
today morning... have bc paper... walao... is so hard man... + i'm still sick... so dunno can got about 50 or not... scare fail again... 5555... after school.. going out with my fren lo... tomorrow dun have school ma.. go relax a while lo... my friend say want to treat me eat ma.. then i go lo.. at first we when to seven wander.. reach there... alot of ppl.. they say lazy to wait at there... so go to rockteam lo... haiz... saw her... having lunch with her bf... haiz.. never mind.. at fisrt she didn't saw me wan... because she is facing back with me... so she dunno lo.. when she is go back then know... hehe... jus greet wih her lo... can't do nothing... the air-cond make few sick adi.. and somemore... then make me after going out of the restoren because ver sick and starting to black out.. my eyes... so pain.. my heat also.. my fren still walk here walk there.. haiz.. can't tahan.. so i go back alone...so boring...
then at night... go to the wesak perarakan... first time sitting motor go to so far.. :P my mom dunno adout it.. haha.. if not sure kena marah wan... quite nothing lo... but i think is because of i'm sick.. very fast getting tired adi.. somemore leg pain.. haiz.. then go to have suffer... at sungai chua.... then go home lo....
haiz.. sick..!!~~~ make me so sian.. ok la.. stop here.. tata..

Exam week

2005-05-18T05:06:00.000-07:00

long time didn't write adi... exam week... haiz... so long.. about 3 week la.... first time taking so many paper..... today quite free because tomorrow is modern maths only. and english 2... so can rest... :P my mm very pro wan leh...
this exam... dunno how to say.. can say no mood at all... because that problem... make me no mood at all... and when reading book... sure thinking about other thing.. can't concentrade at all.... but still force to read some of it la.... and this exam.. i keep meniru la.... 5555... i force me self to not meniru but the paper is too hard... all my paper is white... if i didn't do it... sure fail.... haiz... and yesterday..... my friend had been cought by my sejarah teacher...5555.. they are sit in front of me wan...both.. but not me that cought by teacher... but still feel not that well la... my good fren ma... they always help me in exam wan.. hehe.. but that day not that happy lo....
i scare my mt can't get A1 ahahahah.....got about 5-6 questionwrong adi in paper 1... so many!!!! paper 2 still haven't do yet... must skor... if not.. my fren sure laugh me wan... because i always very chuan them... haiz...
ok la... stop here.....

bad luck and very very the not happy...

2005-05-07T04:59:00.000-07:00

this few day my life is very sian.... haiz.. don't know why.. very bad luck... bicycle also give people store... 5555.. reli wan to cry out... wan to find a people to say out my feeling... i wan to cry out adi ahahahah........ sian.. reli wan to have a friend pei me this few day.... 55555.... and very very not happy too.. and no mood at all to study... exam coming next week ah.... 55555555

continue writing about U.M..

2005-05-05T03:07:00.000-07:00

erm... continue wtiring about my feeling at U.M... at the second morning... erm... about 7.30 week up.. but still laying on bed.. until 8.00 lo.. then go to wash up and change cloth and prepare to go to canteen to take breakfirst... erm.. the breakfirst is most tasts in all meal at U.M. that i can say... erm... then about 8.45 walk to the lecture hall... :(.. all the front sit has full... 5555... sit behind again... ::((( erm.. can't see clearly because the lecture hall is for 600 people wan... if you sit at the back you sure can't see the thing that the lecturer write at the whiteboard....
erm.. having komsas lecture... quite boring.. because the teknik that komsas is must study and hafal it... haiz.... after that have a short break... didn't go anywhere.. stay at the lecture hall... erm... chat with friend lo.... then continue the same thing.... haiz... teaching us about the teknik to sofe the problem in exam... and the question...
erm.. then lucnh time... also very disgusting,... haiz.. don't wan to complain about the food liao.... is bad.. erm.. later continue rumusan that haven't finish yesterday... still teaching us to us the teknik... and make pendahuluan and kesimpulan..
then i time to back... erm.. before us go.. they go give some present to the people was very erm.... good ar? 3 present... my friend get one of it... in about 350 people he get it.. walao... lucky man.. erm... is a plat??? that like a dicerision??? lolz.. spelling problem... because when he is in hostel he still use the time to study... so lucky and give those worker saw then get the present.. hehehe....
go to thank them and to back to hostel keep out bag and pass out the key.. erm... still don't wan to go back home... hehehe.. and have some food at canteen then get the sijil then wait for bus... nothing happen at bus but got 2 bus.. one of the bus i think is go to long way so the bus was late to reach chip lee.. i'n not sitting that bus... hehehe... then my father come and feach me lo... erm.. suddenly heavy rain is coming... haiz... lucky i'm in my father car liao... don't know my fren how.. ok la.. stop her... this bengkel is good.. hope can help me get good result at my exam....